James' P.O.V
Why does he always do this to me? He was never like this before! Why does he always ditch me for them? It's not fair Kendall was mine first!
I sat on my bed punching my pillow, I was so mad Kendall had ditched me again to go hang out with Jo. I was so sick of this we would always make plans and then she would come around and I was forgotten about. Like today Kendall and I had plans to go out to dinner for our "Best Bud Day" today marked 12 years that we had been friends, so what do I do? I spend all day picking out an outfit just to realize I don't like it and I have to go buy myself a new one, then I have to come home and get ready only to get a text from Kendall saying Jo wanted him to go see a new movie with her and that he would make it up to me…yeah there was no making this up to me! I had (Still do) the biggest crush on Kendall and I planned on telling him tonight, but apparently that wasn't going to happen. As I sat in my room I started thinking if Kendall is out having a good time why can't I? So I got up and grabbed my keys along with my fake I.D, I was going out to have some fun…as I walked down the hall I heard moaning I looked at the couch and saw that Logan had Carlos pinned under him and was trying to suck his face off.
"Logie stop trying to smother 'Litos" I said with a giggle
"Well James before you so rudely interrupted I was trying to get laid…why are you here anyways I thought you had plans with Kendall" Logan said as he pulled Carlos onto his lap
"I did have plans with Kendall, but he ditched me for Jo again so I'm going out by myself" I said as I started for the door again
"Well have fun and be careful" Logan said as he started to bite down on Carlos' neck
"I will and try not to fuck 'Litos to hard remember last time he couldn't walk straight for three days" I said as I shut the door. I made my way to the lobby and was about to my car when I saw Kendall and Jo walking up they were laughing and smiling making me sick to my stomach, Kendall saw me and stopped.
"Hey Jay…you still want to have dinner?" Kendall asked me
"I have plans" I said in a cold tone, Kendall had hurt me and I wasn't giving in so easily
"Oh um well have fun?" Kendall asked more than told, I nodded and got in my car and drove off I didn't know where I was going but I was determined to have a good time. After about an hour of driving around I finally settled for a little bar that was new to L.A I found a parking spot and went in, there wasn't many people there probably because word hadn't gotten out about yet, but it was nice it was dimly lit and had music playing there were bar stools and booths everywhere I settled for a stool. I sat there for about five minutes before I waitress came and took my order she returned a few minutes later with my drink and I sat there with my thoughts…my thoughts about how Kendall and I use to be.
Flash Back
"Jay come on we're gonna be late!" yelled six year old Kendall Knight
"I'm coming Kenny hold on!" yelled six year old James Diamond
"If you make us late to this movie I'm gonna kill you" Kendall said as he waited for James
"I'm here now we can go" James said as he started walking with his best friend
"About time…what took you so long?" Kendall asked
"I had to get this" James said as he thrusted out his hand to Kendall
"What is it?" Kendall asked as he looked at James' hand
"It's our 'Best Bud Day' and I got this for you…well my mom bought it but I picked it out" James said as he opened his hand and inside laid a little bracelet that had 'James & Kendall best buds for life" in graved on the inside, Kendall looked at James with wide eyes almost in tears…never had he had a friend that was so nice to him, one that thought they would be best friends for life.
"You hate it don't you?" James asked in a sad voice
"No Jay I love it…you really got this for me?" Kendall asked as he looked at James
"Yeah Kenny you're my best friend...you mean a lot to me" James said as a faint blush my painted across his cheeks
"You're my best friend too…but I didn't get you anything" Kendall said sadly
"You didn't have too, just being my friend is enough" James said as he put the bracelet on Kendall
"Thank you Jay" Kendall said as a tear fell down his cheek
"You don't have to thank me Kenny I wanted to do it" James said as he hugged Kendall "Now are we going to stand here and hug or are we going to the movies?"
"Movies" Kendall said with a giggle
End of Flash Back
I let a tear escape down my cheek why couldn't Kendall and I be like that again? Why did he have to ditch me when something better came around? I was snapped out of my thoughts when I saw a guy sit across the bar from me, he was blond looked to have blue eyes, he had cute dimples, and a sweet smile I noticed he was looking at me and soon he got up and came and sat beside me.
"Hi I'm Justin and you are?" asked Justin
"James…James Diamond" I said in return Justin smiled at me
"Well James Diamond, what are you doing here all alone?" Justin asked me
"Trying to pass the time I guess" I said as I looked back at my drink
"Well if passing the time is what you want, why don't we hit a club or something" Justin said with his smile never faltering
"Well that does sound fun" I said as I smiled up at him
"Well how about you meet me at Club Wild and take it from there" Justin said
"Ok sounds like a plan to me" I said as I paid for my drink "See you there" and with that I walked out of the bar. I walked to my car and begun to drive to the club after about ten minutes I found it and went inside, I was at the bar when I felt someone touch my shoulder I jumped and turned around to be met with the sight of Justin.
"I see you made it" Justin said
"Yeah I started to think you ditched me" I said with a light laugh
"What ditch someone as hot as you…never" Justin said as he order himself a drink
"Well now that we're here wanna dance?" I asked, he nodded and followed me out onto the dance floor. The music flowed through me or it may have been the alcohol either way I was having a good time and Dustin was getting hotter by the second, and soon everything went black.
The Next Morning
I woke up with a major headache, I was getting ready to call for Kendall when it hit me I was at a club last night…did I make it home? I shot up and realized I wasn't in my apartment I looked down and saw I still had my clothes on…what a relief I stood up and made my way down the hall as I entered the living room I saw Justin.
"Hey sleeping beauty I see you finally woke up" Justin said in a chipper voice
"Um yeah…"I said somewhat confused
"You don't remember a thing about last night do you?" Justin asked
"No not really" I said
"Well you got shit faced drunk, we made out a little and then you wanted to come back and um…well you know" Justin said until I cut in
"Did we sleep together?" I asked
"No we didn't, I called my friend to drive my car back here while I drove yours and by the time we got back here you had pasted out" Justin said as he handed me a bottle of water
"Um thanks?" I asked more than told
"Your welcome…oh and by the way your phone has been ringing none stop" Justin said as he handed me my phone I looked and saw that I had 83 missed calls and 103 text messages…boy was I in trouble.
"Um well I hate to just dash but I kinda have to get home" I said as I stood up
"It's ok…you gave me your number last night and I was wondering if maybe you wanted to hang out sometime?" Justin asked
"Uh sure just text me" I said as I shut the door and made it to my car, as I drove home I hoped everyone was still asleep, but something told me they weren't. I pulled into the parking lot and made my way to the lobby and then the elevator, I slowly walked back to the apartment knowing I was going to be yelled at. I silently slid the door open and looked around and saw no one I crept inside and shut the door I started walking towards the kitchen when I heard a door shut…then I heard it.
"JAMES ISAAC DIAMOND WHERE IN THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?!" screamed Kendall
"I uh went for a walk?" I asked more than stated and it was the wrong thing to do Kendall started to turn red in the face
"James this isn't funny! We have been calling you all fucking night and you didn't answer" Kendall said as he started walking towards me
"I don't have to answer my phone everytime you call!" I shot back
"We were worried about you!" Kendall yelled
"No Logan and Carlos were worried you were too busy with Jo" I said as I pushed past him to get to our room
"What does Jo have to do with anything?" Kendall asked now confused
"Everything fucking thing! You always blow me off for her; do you remember what yesterday was?" I asked
"Uh Friday" Kendall said
"No you dumbass it was our 'Best Bud Day' the day that marked us being friends for 12 fucking years and what did you do? You spent the entire fucking day with Jo" I yelled as tears fell down my face, when Kendall saw this his face softened
"Jay I- I-"Kendall tried to say but was at a loss for words
"Save it Kendall" I said as I slammed the door shut to our room, I laid down on my bed and let the tears flow, soon darkness overcame my vision and everything went dark.
Time Skip 3 Hours Later
I rolled on my side the cool side of my pillow hitting my face sending me into alert mode l laid there for a few minutes in silence that was until I heard sniffling I turned to my other side and saw Kendall on his bed with a box sitting in his lap. Kendall had tears rolling down his face he had something in his hands; he had yet to notice I was awake.
"Why are you crying?" I asked as I looked at his shocked face
"N-No reason" Kendall said as he tried to wipe the tears away
"Your lying to me Kendall" I said as I sat up
"I'm sorry" Kendall said
"It's ok…now tell me why your crying" I said
"I'm not talking about that" Kendall said
"Then what are you talking about?" I asked
"Everything…I'm sorry for ditching you for Jo, and not remembering our 'Best Bud Day', I'm just sorry for everything" Kendall said as he looked up at me with sad eyes and a new set of tears
"It's ok Kendall I mean you did hurt my feelings but-"I was saying until Kendall cut in
"I didn't mean to Jay…I swear I didn't" Kendall said as he looked at me
"I know you didn't…just promise that you won't ditch me anymore" I said
"I promise" Kendall said with a smile
"So whatcha got in your hand?" I asked, Kendall thrusted his hand out to me and revealed the bracelet I gave to him when we were six
"Y-You still have that?" I asked as I felt tears welling up
"Of course I do…you gave it to me" Kendall said as he scooted closer to me, we looked at each other and something clicked. Kendall leaned in and kissed me it was a slow kiss but it was sweet…once we pulled apart he looked at me and smiled.
"Jay I-I like you" Kendall said with a faint blush
"I like you too Kenny" I said with a smile
"So um will you be my boyfriend?" Kendall asked me
"Yes…only if you don't forget our anniversary" I giggled
"How can I forget after 'Best Bud Day' it's 'Got the Love of My Life Day'" Kendall said I smiled and was about to say something but was interrupted by my stomach growling
"Looks like someone's hungry" Kendall said
"Yeah and my boyfriend owes me a dinner" I said as I got off the bed
"Then off to dinner we go" Kendall said we were half way down the hall when Kendall turned around and looked at me
"What?" I asked
"I just wanted to tell you…no more ditching"
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