I do not own Ghost Hunt… This is a NaruxMai fanfic. The plot is confusing but it will become clear…Hopefully. Please let me know if you have any ideas about my story I am open. Mai is going to be a surprise! I know my chapters are not long now and neither are my other ones, but I am going through the chapters and editing them so that you get the long chapters! And just drop me a review because I love them!

I looked at the boy across from me as he rejected my eyes were cold and distant. With the whole time I had known Nar- Oliver Davis, I had never seen his eyes so void of any emotion How could he be so cold, he thinks I could love his brother and not him? I understand, in way, as to why he to get this crazy notion in his head. I hadn't known that Oliver even had a brother let alone one that was dead. Not to mention it wasn't her fault that they look identical, besides the fact the Gene smiled more than Naru. So I don't understand how I was supposed to do this differently. Had Gene come up front about who he was, this wouldn't have happened. Maybe if I had known I was Gene from the beginning than Oliver wouldn't have rejected me.

How shallow does he think I am? What did he think? That I loved Gene but since he was dead we could never be together and he was just the closest thing that could replace Gene Why did he have to be such an idiot?

He walked forward not looking back. I just stared at his back until he disappeared. I watched as his black hair swayed from side to side as he walked away. His black trench coat moved gently through the wind. I tried to look at him for as long as I could. I don't want to forget what he looked like, the way he walked, I tried to remember the few genuine smiles that he had given to me. It wasn't long before he walked out of my range of vision. I collapsed on the ground, not caring that my white skirt would get dirty. Not caring that I was sitting in the middle of a forest caring about the tears that streamed down her face, no matter how badly she wanted them to stop. I felt a sting in my knees and could tell that they were raw from sitting on the forest floor. I looked around the forest and thought about the first I had seen it. I was so light a beautiful, but now it's like it was reflecting my emotions. The trees no longer seemed colorful and alive. The forest looks like it was dead. Mai couldn't help but feel the same.

What am I going to do now? I sat in that spot until darkness took over the sky and I heard my name being called from afar. I pushed myself onto my feet, but had to lean against a tree until I had feeling back in her legs. I slowly walked towards the voices, my movements could be defined as looking like a robot. Ayako was the first to ask if I was okay, looking for bruises and scratches. She saw the raw skin on my knees, and told me to sit down so she could put some bandages on both knees.I didn't say anything, I just complied to her order. Once she had deemed my knees as looking acceptable, she opened her mouth to say something, probably along the lines of are you okay and what happened. I assume by the look in my eye that I did not want to talk about SPR gang, made up of Ayako a Priestess, Monk a…Monk, John a priest, Yasu a researcher and Masako the medium, but were missing Lin the onmioji and of course Oliver Davis the narcissist… eh Paranormal researcher. I followed them back to the cabin we had been staying in. I walked straight to the room I was sharing with Ayako and Masako. I shut the door quickly. I got ready for bed in record speed, before jumping onto my not so comfortable cot, I grabbed a pillow and cried till I fell asleep. Why did you leave me alone.

I slowly opened my eyes as the sunlight flooded into my room. I hadn't slept well at all, and I was tempted to just go back to be. But I quickly looked around and saw that Masako and Ayako were already up. They weren't around, which means they either went to pack up the car or get breakfast.I saw their bags by the door, all packed, I figured I should do the same. I groaned as I thought of what was to come next.I did not want to listen to the onslaught of their questions. I just wasn't ready to dig the wound I had any deeper. I slowly got out of bed and threw my clothes into my suitcase, no organization needed. Much to many people's belief I am a very organized and a neat freak. Seeing her suitcase like that would have killed her, but now, who cares what it looks like. I guess it was time to head back to Shibuya, Naru… Oliver found his brothers body,I don't understand the tugging in my stomach every time that was mentioned; He had no need to stay. Oh how I wished he still had a reason!I wish he could see the reason he should stay. His words and his abrupt departure only solidified the fact that he wouldn't no couldn't love someone like me. I had too accept that he was way out of her league. In the internal fight I was having I had ripped everything out of my suitcase and it was now scattered across the room. Sigh. Another 30 minutes later I exited the room with my suitcase in tow. Once I walked into the room the chatter had been silenced. Everyone stared at me with a mixture of expressions on their faces, Concern, anger, confusion, pity and mostly sadness. And I hated every single look I was receiving.

"So when are we leaving?" I asked to break the silence, silence is just too awkward.. They seemed shocked that I was the first to talk. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes and their expressions.

"We were going to leave after you woke up, breakfast on the road." Monk said.

"Well I have one more thing I have to do-." I started to say before Masako interrupted me.

"They already left Mai." Masako said in a sorrowful voice. I stared at my hands, I had unconsciously been hoping I could change Oliver's mind, of course she knew that she had no chance to change his mind nor his feelings.

"Oh… well then let's go, I'm sure we all want to go home."I said I turned around so they wouldn't see the tears streaming down my face. Monk came to give me a hug but I brushed past him and ran to the car. I almost instantly regretting not letting him hug her. He was trying to make her feel better and she had been rude. I slammed my bag into the trunk and ran to Monk giving him a hug before climbing into the car. Everybody climbed into Monks SUV. He had to get a big car, taking three cars on cases was getting hard, and just impractical. I guess it won't be needed much anymore. With Oliver gone, there was no one to run SPR. And none of the remaining members could afford one camera that Oliver had, let alone all the supplies we would need. I know everyone was thinking the same as me. The car that was so used to having been filled with the laughter of friends and turned into a car where no one dared to talk. They kept quiet , everyone entranced with their own thoughts. I couldn't believe how selfish I had been. I may have loved Oliver but so did Masako. How could I have been so foolish not to realize that everyone in car cared about Oliver too. He was not only my friend but theirs as well. My life had gone from being solid lines to little dots not knowing where to draw a line so the dots connected. I leaned my head against the window and fell asleep.

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