It's been too long, I know! But I have this chapter for you! :) Warning: D/s sex and it gets kind of freaky/scary. I know it's a little weird, but I felt like it fit. Sorry if it's too much. I will put a little * at the beginning and end if you want to skip it.
I can't do this, Alec thought as he stood outside Magnus' front door. There was no way Magnus was going to be willing to listen to him.
Alec hit the door bell, waiting for his boyfriend, or actually ex boyfriend, to answer the door. Magnus was there in a minute or so, looking a little surprised to see Alec.
"Yes?" he said, obviously still very upset.
"Uhm," Alec said, losing his entire train of thought as he looked the sleepy and gorgeous man in front of him. "I was wondering if I could..." Alec stopped, thinking that he sounded like he was asking a favor from an elderly neighbor. "Well," he tried to start again, "Jace suggested that I..." He stopped again, knowing that this was not at all going as he had planned. He couldn't think of the right way to tell Magnus that he had even thought about sleeping with Camille. Maybe he should start with the fact that he decided against it. He had thought of a million ways to phrase it on the way over here, but just the sight of Magnus in his grey sweat pants, bare chest, and ruffled hair made his mind blank completely.
"What do you want, Alec?" Magnus asked, his voice raspy from sleep. From the way he was standing, Alec felt blocked off. His arms were crossed and he was avoiding eye contact.
"Magnus," Alec said, taking a moment's breath before continuing. "This is ridiculous. I'm in love with you. I've never, nor will I ever, love anyone the way I love you. You know that. We've just been together so long, that I feel like things were getting a little monotonous. I don't... I don't think that I actually like Camille. Actually, I know I don't. I think that maybe I'm just a little tired of the same routine all the time. We never try new things like... you know," Alec blushed horribly, looking down at his feet, "In the b-bedroom, and I think that would help." Alec cringed at his own words, covering his face with his right hand. "That sounds so stupid, sorry. I just... Thinking about Camille was only appealing because it was different. And actually thinking about doing anything with her is really gross," Alec said, rambling on. "No offense to her," he said quickly, "She's really nice and all, but I just don't like girls." Realizing he had gotten off track, he looked up, still not catching Magnus' eye, "Jace said that I needed to sleep with her to know if what I felt was real," Alec said, watching as Magnus visibly stiffened. "I thought about it for a while, and it was wrong. Everything about it was not at all appealing to me. I've only ever had sex with you, Magnus, a-and I only ever want to have sex with you. It was so stupid of me to think that I might even like Camille. I'm sorry. I'm so stupid. I know you said we needed time apart, and I-I should have respected that," Alec said, a sinking feeling in his stomach as Magnus didn't say a word or change his facial expression. "Maybe I shouldn't have come here today. I'm sorry. God, I'm so stupid," Alec said, more to himself. "I'll just go, sorry to bother you." Alec turned around, about to get into his car and drive himself as far away as he could, but Magnus grabbed his hand and stopped him. "Alec, you know that I love you more than anything on this earth, but we are relying on each other too heavily. The problem is not Camille. I know you would never make it with her, because I know you. And girls have never been your thing, even before you were out. Listen, I need to let you have your freedom, but I can't do that, Alec. I'm too possessive and jealous and overbearing. I drove you to all of this mess, and I'm trying to make it better. You deserve to not be held down by me."
"I want to be held down by you," Alec said, blushing at how quickly he had said it. "I mean..." he finally looked into Magnus' eyes, seeing the longing and lust that Magnus always showed him. "I like you being possessive of me. You make me feel like I belong with you, and I love when you're jealous. You take care of me in a way that I need. Magnus," Alec said, gaining a little confidence. "Please just take me back now."
Magnus' eyes darkened and he grabbed Alec by his shirt front and pulled him into the house, shutting the door behind him. He pushed his lips against him a little too forcefully, his hands gripping his hips tightly. "Okay," Magnus said a little breathlessly as he pulled back, "I'll take you back now." He leaned forward again biting Alec's bottom lips hard enough to make him whimper, but Magnus didn't stop. He took Alec's wrists and pinned them above his head as he slammed him against the wall. Alec moaned loud enough for it to be embarrassing for the month. Magnus pulled back a little, kissing Alec's nose feather light. It was a stark contrast to the way he was handling Alec, "I want you to know that I forgive you for kissing Camille."
Alec's blue eyes opened wide, staring up at his once again boyfriend with relief, "Thank you, Magnus. I'm sorry I-"
"No," Magnus said threateningly cutting him off. "I don't want to think about this ever again. As far as I'm concerned everything is back to normal between us."
"Okay," Alec nodded eagerly, his hands twitching to touch Magnus' face as they were still pinned above his head.
Magnus kissed his cheek with the same feather light touch as before, "No Camille," he said, kissing his other cheek, "no secrets," a kiss to his forehead, "no unhealthy relationship," another kiss to the nose, "and no insecurities," he said, his eyes locking into Alec's gaze again as his voice lowered, "Do you understand?"
Alec could feel his pants starting to tighten at Magnus' voice. If it was anyone else, they would say that Magnus was being too rough and forward, but it just turned Alec on. "Yes," he nearly whimpered.
"Good," Magnus said, letting go of Alec and stepping away from him. Alec, confused, watched as Magnus started walking towards the living room. He made to follow him, but Magnus turned around, "Stay," he commanded.
Alec waited against the wall next to the front door while Magnus went into the other room. He glanced at his phone to see that he had a new message from Isabelle asking where he was.
I'm with Magnus. Everything is going well. He sent her the message, quickly stashing his phone in his back pocket as Magnus returned. He handed Alec his wallet wordlessly as he went upstairs to his room.
"Magnus?" Alec asked, a little confused as to what was going on. He went up the stairs, opening the bedroom door to see Magnus with only a pair of leather pants on, not even buttoned or zipped yet. He turned to see Alec, his eye flashing with something he couldn't recognize.
"I thought I told you to stay," he said, voice low. Alec had to admit, it was scaring him a little bit. This was so unlike Magnus. He was always so loving and caring and never made Alec do anything he didn't want to do. Alec couldn't help but wonder what had gotten into his boyfriend. Maybe he was drunk? Or maybe he had too many hormones and emotions coursing through him because of the last few days.
"I'm s-sorry. I didn't know what was going on," Alec said, his voice shy and timid with slight fear.
Magnus moved towards him, his eyes softening as his hand came up to caress his face, "Tell me if it's too much," he said gently, placing a chaste kiss on Alec's lips.
"W-what?" Alec was beyond confused now. What in the world was Magnus talking about?
"You said that you thought trying new things in the bedroom would help," Magnus said, sounding a little embarrassed for once. "We don't have to do this if you don't want to. We can do something else," he said quickly, fearing that he was freaking Alec out too much.
"What exactly is this?" Alec asked, a blush in his cheeks. Now that he knew Magnus was just doing this to spice things up, Alec had to admit it was incredibly sexy. He definitely thought this could be good for them.
"I was going for a sort of dominant and submissive thing, but I guess it wasn't really working," Magnus said, looking dejected and slightly embarrassed.
Alec swallowed heavily, taking one of Magnus' hands and moving it so he could feel his half hard cock. "It was working."
Magnus' face lit up with the most beautiful smile, "Really?" he asked, looking very excited.
"Really," Alec confirmed.
"So, you want to try this then?" Magnus asked, looking hopeful.
Alec nodded a little shyly, "Yeah, but were you planning on going somewhere?" Alec asked, holding up Magnus' wallet.
"Oh, yes, darling. My parents are here," he said, turning around and walking over to the closet to find a shirt to go with his leather pants.
"You're parents are here?" Alec asked incredulously, a crimson blush shading his cheeks. "And you were talking like that? They could have heard you, Magnus," he said, horrified. Magnus' parents rather like him, and he didn't want them to think he was doing weird bedroom stuff with him.
Magnus just swished his hand dimissively. "It's no big deal, darling. They know we have sex."
Alec's blush stayed bright. He was mortified by the though of Mr. and Mrs. Bane knowing about them having sex. He wished they were just blissfully unaware.
As if on cue, there was a knock on the door. Magnus walked past Alec, a new blue shirt on, but his pants were still unbuttoned and unzipped. He opened the door for his father, Maddox. His hair had greyed a little since the last time Alec saw him, but he still looked relatively young.
"Magnus, your mother just made lunch, would you like to join us?" he asked, then he saw Alec and he smiled, "Oh Alec, what a lovely surprise! I take it that you two have made up."
"Not yet," Magnus said, finally buttoning his pants. "We're going to Alec's house to have sex. Save me some food in the fridge, I'll be home in a couple hours," Magnus said, taking a stunned Alec's hand and leading him out of the room.
Maddox followed, walking with them down the stairs, "Will do. Have fun, you two," he said, going towards the kitchen.
Alec didn't say a word. He didn't think he'd ever been so embarrassed in his life. He actually thought he was going to pass out from all of the blood rushing to his face.
As Alec was trying to walk and not faint, Magnus reached into his pocket and took his keys. "I'll drive" he said as they left the house and got into Alec's car. "You might want to call your siblings and tell them to get out of the house," Magnus suggested as he pulled out of his driveway.
Alec finally got his voice back, turning to his boyfriend, "Magnus!" he shouted, causing Magnus to slam on the brakes. Luckily no one was around.
"What?" he asked, looking horrified.
Alec scrunched his nose up, "You just told your dad we're going to have sex," he said, blushing.
Magnus smirked, "All part of spicing things up, love," he said, beginning to drive again.
Alec stared open mouthed at Magnus. "That was so embarrassing," he muttered.
"You can't tell me you didn't like it," Magnus said, glancing at Alec.
The blush on his boyfriend's cheeks confirmed his suspicion. "S-shut up."
Magnus chuckled, dropping a hand from the wheel so he could run it up Alec's thigh. "Now, darling, you might want to call your sister and have her take Max and Jace away, otherwise they will hear us having sex."
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Max sat in Tal's bedroom, his hair still wet from their shower together. He was about to play a game on his phone, but it died and he left his charger at home. Tal walked in a moment later, his hair also wet and his cheeks bright with color. "So, Max," Tal said, sitting down next to him. Max tossed his phone aside, forgetting about it for the moment.
"Hmm?" he asked, lethargic after their fun in the shower.
"My dad just called and said we're going on vacation next week when they get back from their 'romantic getaway'."
"Oh, that'll be fun," Max said, trying to hide the disappointment he had that Tal was leaving him. "Where are you going?" he asked.
"We decided to go to Chicago to see all the cool museums and stuff."
"How long will you be gone?" Max asked, his fingers interlocking with Tal's.
Tal bit his lip, brushing some of his thick red hair out of his face with his free hand, "About two weeks."
"That's a long time," Max said, his eyes darting down to his boyfriend's lips for a moment.
Tal nodded, "Mhmm. Which is why I was wondering if maybe... you'd like to go with us?" Tal looked hopeful, his voice uncertain.
Max's face lit up. "Really? You're parents would be okay with that?"
Tal nodded, smiling. "Yeah, they really like you."
"I would love to go," Max said. "I'm sure Alec will say yes, and I guess I'll call my parents. It will be so fun," Max said excitedly.
"Great," Tal said, "and we get our own hotel room."
Max's eyes glazed a little at this. "This will be the best vacation ever," he sat up, putting on his shoes. "Do you want to come with me to go ask Alec?"
"Sure," Tal said, putting on his shoes as well.
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Before going home, Magnus had to stop at the local drug store to pick up some more condoms because he was all out. Alec took the time he was in the store to call Izzy. She had texted him four times asking all about what happened, but he hadn't replied yet. He was still a little flustered because of Magnus.
"Are you back together?" she said, sounding eager. "Alec? What happened?"
"Hello to you to, Iz," he said sarcastically.
"Hi," she said irritated. "Now what happened?"
"We're back together, but that's not why I called," he said, blushing horribly.
"Is something wrong?"
"No, I uh... What are you doing right now?" he asked, trying to be as subtle as possible.
He could hear Izzy's suspicion through the phone. "I'm watching the View with Jace, why?"
"Is Max at home?" Alec asked, wishing that for once, his siblings would have social lives at a convenient time.
"No, he's over at Tal's. Why?" she repeated her question.
"I'll give you two hundred dollars if you take Jace out of the house and don't come back home until dinner time tonight," Alec said.
"Why?" Izzy asked again, getting frustrated that he wouldn't answer her question.
"Three hundred if you don't ask questions," Alec said, blushing. Magnus was on his way back to the car now, a bag in one hand and the keys in the other.
"I'll do it for free if you tell me why," she said, and Alec could picture her crossing her arms the way she does when she's negotiating something.
Alec groaned as Magnus got into the car, "Alec, I got the condoms, but they didn't have the kind you like, so I got two different kinds we can try," he said, not seeing that Alec was on the phone.
"Oh," Izzy said, laughter in her voice. For the second time that day, Alec felt as if he were going to die of embarrassment. "I'll take Jace out for a double date with Simon and Clary out of town. We'll give you plenty of time. I'll also send Max a text and tell him to stay at Tal's for a while. Bye, Alec." She hung up before Alec could deny anything.
Alec put his phone back into his pocket, putting his face in his hands immediately after. "Oh my god. It just keep getting worse. I think by the time we actually have sex, everyone will already know."
Magnus chuckled, driving them the last two blocks to Alec's house. He parked the car, grabbing the bag from the drug store and heading towards the front door. Alec followed not far behind, noticing that Izzy's car was already gone. Sighing in relief, Alec unlocked the house and stepped in. Magnus locked the door behind him, taking him by the elbow and leading him into the living room. He set the bag on the table next to the sofa with a dull thud. "The safe word is red. If you feel like I'm going too far, just say red and I'll stop. Yellow if you just want me to go a little easier," Magnus said, kissing Alec on the cheek. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Magnus asked, already taking off his shirt as he pushed Alec down onto the sofa.
Alec just nodded, not having any words at the moment. He watched, open mouthed, as Magnus unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, but didn't remove them. In that moment, his eyes changed, and Alec knew their little game had begun.
"Take off your shirt," Magnus ordered, kicking off his shoes, then pulling off Alec's. Alec did as he was told, removing his black t-shirt in a swift motion. He tossed it aside and scooted back on the sofa so that his back was against the backrest. Magnus sat on Alec's thighs, his knees on either side of Alec's hips. His hands firmly grasped Alec's shoulders as he pushed him hard against the backrest. "Do not speak unless spoken to," Magnus commanded, biting Alec's ear lobe with his sharp teeth. The younger boy just nodded, silently promising to follow all commands.
Magnus kissed Alec roughly, shoving his tongue inside without permission or invitation. The kiss was rough and sloppy, but judging by the swiftly growing bulge in Alec's pants, it was satisfactory. Alec's hands came up to Magnus' back pulling him closer. Their bodies tingling at the touch, both responded happily. Magnus pulled back just enough to reach between them and unbutton Alec's pants.
Alec couldn't believe this was actually happening. Last night, he didn't even think Magnus would ever take him back, and now they were having the hottest sex he could imagine on his living room sofa.
He was quickly brought out of his thoughts by Magnus' hands tugging at his pants. He lifted his hips, letting them, along with his boxers, be cast aside onto the floor. Magnus took his position back on Alec's lap, grinding his leather clad ass down on Alec's bare skin. Alec moaned, biting his lip. Magnus leaned forward and captured Alec's lips again, sucking and biting so much that Alec had a hard time keeping up. He moved his hands to Magnus' thighs and began sliding them back and forth. Magnus pulled back from their kiss, his breathing faltering for a moment before he grabbed Alec's hands and held them against the backrest. He then leaned down and began biting Alec's neck. Alec was sure he was going to leave multiple hickeys there, but at the moment, he really didn't care. Another pleasing bite to his pulse point, and Alec moaned again, "More. P-please," his hips gyrated underneath Magnus, trying to get more friction.
Magnus got up on his knees, denying Alec of any friction at all. He place a tentative slap to Alec's cheek, hard enough to make it go bright pink. "I thought I told you not to speak."
Alec's cock twitched at that, "S-sorry, Magnus," he said, enjoying the intense eye contact from his boyfriend.
Magnus got up from the sofa, letting go of Alec's hands. "Get up," he demanded.
Alec did as he was told, standing up and suddenly realizing he was completely naked. He felt a little vulnerable at that moment, but didn't say anything. Magnus reached for the drug store bag, pulling out a small length of rope. He quickly tied Alec's hands behind his back before leaning forward and nipping at his neck.
"To your bedroom, slave," Magnus ordered. He landed a stinging slap to Alec's ass, making the boy's knees go weak. Becoming very excited, Alec started for the stairs, feeling Magnus' eyes watching his naked body with every step he took. After what seemed like forever, Alec stood at the door of his bedroom, unable to open it with his hands tied behind his back. Magnus reached around him, his chest pressing into Alec's back as his tanned hand opened the door. Alec walked further into the room, almost reaching the bed, before turning around uncertainly to Magnus for more instructions. Magnus closed the door behind him, and put the drug store back on Alec's night table. "Come here, darling," Magnus said gently, letting his dominating voice take a break.
Alec went to Magnus feeling him kiss his cheek chastely as he untied his hands. "Remember your safewords. Repeat them to me," he said, looking Alec directly in the eyes.
"Red and Yellow," he said, not thinking that he would have to use them.
"Good boy," Magnus said before aggressively shoving Alec onto the bed. Not expecting that, Alec let out a very girly squeal. "Now tell me how you want it."
"Uhh," Alec didn't know what to say. He was incredibly turned on by Magnus hovering next to the bed, his leather pants undone and his hard on very apparent.
"I'm waiting," he said, hands crossed over his tanned chest. He stared down at Alec with dominance, superiority, lust, and most importantly, love and forgiveness.
"Whatever y-you think is best," he said, hoping that would be a good enough answer. Apparently it was, because Magnus' eyes lit with excitement, though the rest of his face didn't change. He deftly shoved his leather pants down, his erection straining against his cotton candy colored boxers. His fingers then looped into the band and he pulled them down as well. "I think you should fuck me, slave," Magnus said, a smirk gracing his features as he pushed Alec further onto the bed before crawling on top of him. He grabbed the lube out of the table, then grabbed the strand of condoms off the top. He opened the foil packet with his teeth, spitting the torn piece out of his mouth and onto the covers somewhere. In a matter of seconds, he was rolling the condom onto Alec. Having a little friction at last, Alec sighed in relief and moaned at the heat of Magnus' hand.
Magnus grabbed Alec's left hand, squirting some lube onto his digits. "Finger me," he demanded. Alec was lying flat on the bed while Magnus straddled his stomach. He spread his legs just a little further as Alec obeyed him, spreading the lube evenly on his fingers before reaching between Magnus' legs. Magnus tried his damndest to stay in control, but with the stress and hormones of the past two days, he couldn't hold back the vibrating rumble of a groan falling from his mouth. He bit his lip, his hands holding tight to Alec's shoulders as he moved his hips against his middle finger. Alec added another finger, tearing another beautiful sound from his boyfriend's lips.
I'm in charge, Magnus repeated over and over in his mind, but the more Alec's fingers touched him, the less he felt that way. He bit his lip hard when Alec joined his ring finger with the other two. It was fairly uncomfortable at first, but when Alec's right hand grasped his hard on, the feeling fell away. I'm in charge, Magnus said in his mind again, opening his eyes and looking down at Alec who was watching his hands. He guided both of Alec's hands away, recoating his left with lube. "Rub it on," he demanded, his voice cracking.
Alec did as he was told, spreading it on himself and moaning at the feeling. The noises he made cause Magnus to be very impatient. "Fuck me, now," he groaned out, wriggling backwards on top of Alec until he was in the best position above him. Alec's hands spread him a little more, helping him lower down onto him.
"Fuck, Magnus," he said through clenched teeth. They didn't often have sex in this position because Magnus generally didn't want to do the 'heavy lifting' as he called it, but today it felt amazing. Fingernails digging into Alec's shoulders, Magnus took a moment of deep breathing to get used to being stretched so much. He looked down at Alec. His eyes were closed tight and his teeth held his bottom lip firmly. His nostrils flared as he continued to control himself. His hands were holding onto Magnus' hips, clenching and unclenching when Magnus' breathing altered their position slightly.
"Move." It was short and to the point. Alec breathed a heavy sigh of relief as he pushed Magnus up a few inches before letting go of him and letting him drop back down. Magnus could feel everything. The way Alec's hips lifted them both off of the bed, the way his hands caressed his body with longing and apologies, and the way he twitched inside of him when Magnus would moan particularly loud.
"Magnus," he whimpered, his lips praising his name.
Magnus' hip were rising and falling against Alec's. He didn't know how much more of this he could take. "Harder," Magnus ordered.
Alec did his best to comply, hips thrusting with purpose. His voice whimpering as he tried to hold back his oncoming orgasm. The look on his face made Magnus reach down with his right hand and start jerking himself off. "M-more," he breathed out. Alec pulled Magnus down a little so that the position was changed and he was hitting his prostate with every push. Magnus moved his left hand down to the right side of Alec's head to support himself so he wouldn't fall over. His legs were working hard to keep him bouncing on Alec, but he was starting to get a leg cramp. Alec seemed to notice Magnus' slight discomfort and flipped them over. He pushed Magnus' knees up towards his chest and used his left hand to replace Magnus' on his dick. He pushed back in, going faster now. Magnus' head fell back against the pillow. The pleasure was almost too much. His orgasm was so close, he was trembling. Alec leaned down, kissing Magnus with all of the love and apology he could put into a kiss. Magnus responded in kind, one hand on Alec's back, pulling their bodies together, and the other in his hair, tugging it harshly. Alec's rhythm faltered as Magnus' tongue ran against the roof of his mouth.
"Magnus, I-I'm going to cum," he breathed out, hot air blown against Magnus' lips. "May I-I cum, Magnus?" he asked, still adheering to their dominant and submissive game.
At that, Magnus felt his orgasm start. "Yes!," he said, trying answer Alec's request as his own hot cum landed on his chest.
The muscles of his walls contracted tightly around Alec, making him peak with a resounding, "Uh!" that cracked with his voice. He held Magnus desperately, kissing him while he rode out his orgasm high with a few more thrusts.
"I love you," Magnus said as Alec pulled out and collapsed next to him on the bed.
Alec smiled sweetly, but tiredly, "I love you, too." He ran a hand through his sweaty and tangled hair, "I'm glad we're back together."
Magnus kissed his cheek, his body close to sleep, "Me too, darling."
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Max and Tal walked into the Lightwood home, hand in hand. "Alec?" he called, hoping that Alec had finally stopped moping about in his room. When there was no answer, they walked into the living room. On the floor was Alec's shoes, shirt, pants, and boxers. Next to it was a pair of silvery Oxford shoes and a baby blue shirt.
"Those belong to Magnus," Tal said, pointing to the metallic looking shoes.
Max laughed, "I guess they made up, then."
Tal chuckled too, moving the hand that was holding Max's around his waist and pulling him into a hug. "I'm so happy for them."
"Me too," Max said, glad that they didn't arrive earlier to see the clothes being tossed so carelessly onto the floor. He and Tal went into the kitchen where he could charge his phone. As soon as it turned on, Tal grabbed a chair next to the outlet, pulling Max onto his lap. "Oh, I got a text message from Izzy. He opened it, curious as to what it could be.
Don't go home until at least dinner time. Alec and Magnus are back together, and you do not want to see them making up for lost time.
They both laughed at the message. "It's nearly four thirty," Tal said. "that's close enough to dinner time."
Max nodded, "She sent that at noon, so I hope they're done making up," he said.
"They are," Magnus said, walking into the kitchen in just a pair of leather pants. He went to the refridgerator and grabbed two bottles of water. His hair was beyond messed up and his lips were bright red and swollen. He didn't say another word as he left the room, going back up the stairs to his boyfriend.
Thanks for reading! I hope you liked it and it wasn't too freaky or anything. Please tell me what you think! I love feedback and sorry it took so long to write this, but it is over five thousand words, so that should count for something!