Authors Note: I believe this will be the last chapter. But do not fret my ducklings… I am in a hiei/Kuwabara mood. And already have a plan for another story. And I am still working on the Edd/Keven from Ed, Edd, & Eddy that I mentioned earlier. All is well. On to the story.

The babies are now three months old. There crib is still in our room. They are healthy and growing well. I have almost nothing to complain about. Except.. he hasn't touched me. Okay, so he's held me. And kissed me. But nothing beyond that. I'm going crazy. He's returned to working at the office though only three days a week. Each of those days I have taken the four small children outside where they may play. While they play amongst themselves I train my body. Trying to get back to how my body was before.

Yukina comes to visit. She's the main one I have contact with. She brings my nephew over to play with my children. They are already attempting to walk. She says this is normal. That our children grow fast. I'm already missing them being tiny babies. They laugh. They live. And I try not to mess them up psychologically. Rainer often comes to me. He will try to mimic the actions I do. Little brat. Yuka whimpers for her father anytime he isn't around. There are times that even though he's only left me for a moment… I too want to whimper. Wren never stops smiling. And when I attempt to smile back she giggles happily. Mai sticks her thumb in her mouth and watches all of her younger siblings. I can tell she will protect all of them.

Everything is good. Except for the whole. Not touching me thing. I'm getting stir crazy. More than that.

"It's been awhile since the two of you were intimate. Hasn't it." It's not a question. Why does she always question me about my sex life.

"It's driving me insane." I poke my still slightly extended belly. Maybe he finds me unattractive now.

"I'm sure he's just worried about harming you. You did give birth to four children. Maybe he is worried that you haven't fully recovered."

"But it's been three months."

"I'm sure it won't be much longer. You could always ask him to take you." How can she look so innocent but say those kinds of things. My stupid face is burning.

"Or seduce him again. That'll work." She smirks at me. "I believe he's into" she pauses to think. "kitty ears." I remember that night. ]

"Wait how do you know about that." She laughs.

"You know in our group of friends little is kept a secret. And I found the ears one of the days I was feeding the babies." How did I get so comfortable with her. When did she really start to feel like a sister? Shortly after she left I put the children down for a nap. Kuwabara returned shortly after with groceries. We put them up. I can't stop looking at him. His hair is in messy loose curls. Large muscles. He kisses my cheek. Kiss me more. Don't stop there. But he does. We sit on the couch. I'm curled up next to him. His hand rests securely on my hip. My heart is pounding. I want more. Touch me. But then he moves his hand away. Stupid hormones. Don't cry. Stop expressing these emotions. It's the hormones.

"Hiei. What's wrong."

"Do you not find me attractive anymore." Stop talking like a weak girl. You are a man… A man that recently gave birth to babies…. But a man nonetheless. And don't you dare cry. Soft lips press against my forehead.

"Of course I'm attracted to you shorty." Those lips feel so soft. It warms my very core. Don't pull away. But yet again he does. His arms are no longer cradling me. My body feels frozen. "It's getting late. You're probably tired." He moves to go to bed. My hand grips his baggy shirt. I don't really understand why I did that. And apparently neither does he. "Hiei, is something bugging you."

"Don't go."

"I'm not going anywhere. You know that." I just feel so cold. And my face feels wet. Warm arms. So warm. Don't let go. I'm being childish. But he makes me this way. I use to kill without thought and now I'm crying because I feel neglected. What the hell happened. "What's going on shorty." Don't make me say it. That's even worse. Just don't let go. Touch me more. "Hiei."

"You haven't touched me since the children were born."

"What are you talking about. I've touched you. And I'm touching you now." Stupid dense oaf. I'm not use to being so blunt about these things.

"That's not what I mean."

"Well that's what you said."

"Damn it Kazuma. I just want you to touch me."

"I am touching you." The stupid idiotic moron. I grab his hand in mine. The idiot. The doofus. He can't just understand. I lead his hand to just below my waist.

"I mean touch me." I'm pulled onto his lap. My face feels hot. My head on his shoulder. His large hands rub circles in my back. I can feel his breath on my ear.

"Do you mean make love to you baby." My breath catches. Why does his voice always make me heat up like this. I nod slowly. I don't know how to talk. "I assumed that you would tell me when your body is healed up enough for me to take you again. I didn't want to hurt my little lover." Soft lips press against my neck. "I keep forgetting how shy you are about sex."

"I'm not shy." I meant for it to sound annoyed… instead I sound like I'm pouting.

"No reason to be embarrassed about it shorty." Teeth nibble on the shell of my ear. A hand snakes down my loose pants. That little contact is almost enough to end me.. I'm already panting.

"Stop teasing me."

"Not teasing shorty. Just enjoying an addiction after a long dry spell." A firm hand squeezes me.

"Ahh."

"I love you Hiei." That stupid voice. That stupid sultry voice that affects me way to much. A deep chuckle. "I didn't realize I was that good." He pulls his hand from me and licks his sullied hand clean. It's hypnotic and entirely to sexual an action. It makes me squirm. It makes me wish he would clean me that way. "Come here hiei." It sounds condescending… but I kind of like his dominate side. He lays me flat on the couch and slowly removes my pants. He's being careful with me. Gentle. I could be with him forever and never understand why he treats me like I'm delicate. "Even after Cuming you're still hard. His hands are on my hips. I feel sickingly needy. My hips are thrusting up involuntary. Stupid hormones. And he's just looking down at me smiling that stupid grin. It's embarrassing. "Keep your legs spread wide shorty." I do as he says. His large hand grabs me firmly.

"Ahh Kazuma." He strokes me a few times. I've missed his hands. But he removes his hand. "Damn it Kazuma. Stop teasing me."

"I told you shorty. Not teasing. I just don't want it to be over before it's even started. You'll have plenty of pleasure soon." His hands grab my hips and lift them. A warm tongue licks up my shaft. "You always taste so sweet hiei." His tongue toys with my slit before dipping into my entrance.

"Kaazumaa." I can't stop thrusting. I just need more. It's not enough. It's darting in and out faster now.

"I think you're ready shorty." I can barely register his removing his clothes. He's sitting comfortably on the couch. Then he pulls me almost in his lap. He eases me on his hard member. Gods I forgot how big he is. I can feel it stretching me. And my body feels so warm. He pulls me completely down. I know he's trying to hold back so as not to hurt me. But occasionally his hips jerk. I feel so complete.

His hand strokes me slowly. I can't help but shift in his lap. He's chuckling in my ear.

"What's the rush darling." He kisses my neck. "But if you're so eager, then go ahead." My stupid face gets warm. One hand is on my hip steading me. The other stroking me. I feel like I can't breathe. I feel like I can't move. "What's the matter Hiei, I thought you wanted to ride me." His smile is warm. I know he isn't intending to tease me. But I can't help but take it as a challenge. He thinks I'm to shy to take what I want. I'll show him. I release a held breath. And slam down. God it stings. God it feels great to be so completely filled. I don't care to hold back my sounds of pleasure. It feels go to bounce on his dick. Each thrust down he matches with a thrust up.

"You look so sexy when you're pleasuring yourself with my cock." That stupid deep voice. "I don't see how you can think anyone wouldn't find your body irresistible." He holds me steady for a moment. Close to him. I can feel his heart beating against me. "Hiei, I love you. I don't know how many times I'll need to say that for you to completely understand. I love you. From the first moment you opened your annoying smart mouth." His tongue is tracing up my neck. He's pushing in and out of me so slowly. I'm not use to slow. My life… Everything always had to be right then. I hate having to be patient. But he keeps hitting that spot. I can't stop the whimpers. Though my lip is near bleeding the sounds keep escaping. "I love your strong façade. I love your unsure words. I find it adorable. I love when you get needy. And I love when you get stubborn. I love you." I can't breathe. That voice. So unbearable.

"Kazuma, I can't hold on much more."

"I love how just the sound of my voice can send you over the edge." He's holding me tight. I can feel his member twitching inside me. It won't be much longer for him either. "Don't ever forget that." On the last word he bites down hard into the juncture between my neck and shoulder. Too much. I can't stop.

I can feel my body spasaming. I'm trying desperately to hold onto me through each wave of euphoria. Half way through my own orgasm, I feel his take hold of him. My body is warm. After he hold me to him. I could sleep just like this. My eyes close, and just as I begin to drift off, I hear a series of soft cries.

He chuckles stroking my hair. So gently he lays me on the couch to go up and check on our little ones. Always in life I have struggled to feel content. For once I've noticed that content… it's not good enough. My little ones. My lover. My family. I don't really recognize this feeling. Perhaps later when I have more energy, I will ask Kazuma if this is what happiness feels like.

Authors Note: I'm sad to say that this is the end. Honestly I hate to end it. I could keep going on into the lives of the children. But no need for overkill. Thank all of my readers that waited patiently for the next chapters, and I do apologize for the long wait. Until my next story my ducklings.