A/N

This is intended as a funny thing... not a serious story about a plausible reaction to the Quincest thing. So take it as what it is, a Quincest story about Tegan and Sara finding out Quincest. I referred to posts that actually are in the Quincest / Tegan and Sara tags on Tumblr :)
Please leave a comment if you like the story... or if you want to tell it sounds too stupid ahahaha.
I remind you English is not my first language.

Chapter 1: Finding out

Tegan P.O.V

I don't even remember the last time I've done it. You know, with all the work and things. Interviews, photoshoots, touring, Lindsey...
But now I have some time. The European tour is over, Lindsey it's out city due to work, so I'm here alone and I'll have few days of rest. I love this time on my own. I can do everything I want, like being lazy, eat junk food... Yeah in a couple of days my house will be a mess but who care. I'll manage to clean all before Linds will be back.
So what I'm doing... I'm surfing the net looking for... myself and my sister ahahahaha.
Yeah I know it sound so self indulgent, but I really love to see and read fans comments about our shows or interviews. They are amazing. Yeah, I can tell you that, our fans are the best fans anyone could wish to have. They are loyal and they always cheer us even when we try to experiment with new ways. Like with the last record. Far away from the ones released before. We've received tons of letters from fans about that change. We have lost some of them on the way, I know. But some others, even if the first impact was it seemed strange, learned to love the new sound. And also, we have a lot of new fans. I know that this change disappointed some people, but the truth is that we needed a change, we needed something new. We do music hoping that people will love it, but we do music for ourselves first. We need to do something to enjoy ourselves if we want to get the chance to affect someone. So here I am.

- Tegan was surfing on Tumblr, a site that she always loved. Watching at animated gifs forever repeating some strange face she made in who-know what interview. Gifs of herself playing music, laughing. Gifs with quotes of something fun she had said few days before.
And post with videos from the last shows, comments about their music, their voices. It was soo cool. Yeah, sometime not too cool she can say. -

Oh my god look at this post... this girl is saying that my performance wasn't the best in London. Yeah... maybe she's right. I mean, I wasn't at the best that night but... what the hell means "Tegan surpassed my concert ears?"... oh that sounds awful. She's saying that when she goes to shows, she rarely notice every out of tune singing due to the excitement. Like selective deafness. Oh God.

– Tegan started to laugh so hard at this statement. It was really something new. She knew she wasn't always perfect but that was the first time someone described the thing in that way. And even if it wasn't really a good thing, she just couldn't stop laughing. -

Oh God I love this girl. She wrote that the show was amazing and she enjoyed herself really much. Ah and here we are "Sara was perfect bla bla bla"... "I'm an S-Sider bla bla bla." Yeah, I think I'm in front of one of Sara's fans. I mean... I know that probably she loves us both, she love our music and she love us as a band... but almost everyone has a preferred twin tho. But this girl is cute. She had waited to see us for 12 years and then she came to London from another country Just to see us... Oh look... she was in France too. And see... she really loved me, she was on my side of the stage and she thought I was amazing that night. And Sara was perfect, as always. Look at that pictures she takes... soo nice. Oh the one with Sara biting her lips with eyes closed. People go crazy for this kind of things. Me licking my lips, Sara biting hers. Sara... I miss her.

– Tegan was thinking about her sister. Touring with her was not the easiest thing in the world. They fought, argued and get pissed of a lot. But they love each other, they have a lot of fun, they enjoy each other company. Sometime they just spent time reading or watching something without talking but just happy to spend some time together. Everytime a tour was over was always the same thing. At the first they are so happy to go back home, not to have to argue or fight anymore. But few days later they both felt that feeling of something missed. They were sister, twins. They spent months together and then they had to split up, and that always left a feeling of emptiness. Yeah it lasts just a couple of weeks, just the time to go back to their normal routine. But for that weeks, they try to call each other every day if they could. Not that they don't get in touch normally, but in that period it was like a necessity. So Tegan watched at her clock. -

It's 11 am ok... so it's... 2 pm there. Yeah I can call Sara on skype...

"Hi Sar... how're you doing?" I say in a happy voice.
"Hey Tegan... I'm fine, I was watching some tv, cleaning up actually... what about you?" She says. I love the way she smiles everytime I call her.
"You know... lazing around I-"
"I see... I can see the crappy food on your shirt too... You will get a heart attack If you'll go on with that shit." she says interrupting me. But she is right, and fuck, it's true, my pyjama is a mess. And I start to laugh looking at myself.
"Fuck you Sara..." I say jokingly.
"I guess Linds is away... look at that mess." she says and I see her eyes exploring the little glimpse of the room she can see behind me.
"Yeah mom, I'll clean up later ok?" and we both laugh.
"So... what are you doing?" She asks.
"Oh nothing, I was surfing the net and reading things about us... talking about... was I just that shitty in London?" I ask trying to look serious.
"Oh... do you really think I can remember? But probably if something went wrong, it was due to you..." And she laughs widely.
I smile at her giving her a middle finger causing her to laugh even more.
"I don't know, but I remember... Call It Off from that show. When they started to sing all together leaving you with a great smile. That was so nice." she says.
It's true, I know this kind of things sometimes happen when we play old songs, but I can't help myself, I always get strong emotion and sometimes they just leave me breathless so I let the fans do my job.
"Yeah I remember... it was great." I say.
"You know, sometime you seems kinda sweet on stage" and she laughs "anyways... I think we're both doing great. Touring this album was really hard at the very beginning but now... I think you sound amazing." she says and... what the fuck, she's blushing, isn't she? I start to laugh and she blushes even more.
"Why the fuck are you laughing?" she says a little upset.
"Nothing nothing, it's just... I kinda love when you do appreciations on me." I say, knowing that this is going to make her blush again. And here we are... a tint of rose on her cheeks. I love it. But it makes me laugh again.
"Fuck you Tegan..." she says trying to laugh "by the way, I have to cheer you up if I don't want to fuck up all our business. I don't need a depressed sister in the band." she says giving me a mocking smile.
"How sweet of you..." I say giving her my gummy smile.
I see her move on the couch and smile to someone behind the screen. I know, Stacy is back home. Few second later I see her sitting on the couch near Sara, and then she give her a soft kiss on her lips.
"Bleah, you could have say goodbye and close the connection at least." I say teasingly. Sara is blushing again, she's not the kind of person that likes to show her affection in front of other people. Even more in front of me. Sometime I think she could be even a little frigid. None of my business, by the way.
"Hi Tegan, how are you?" Stacy says with a big smile placing an arm around Sara's shoulders to bring her closer. Sara's a little embarrassed, I can tell you.
"I'm doing great... and you?" I smile back to her.
"I'm a little busy trying to make your sister happy." she turns her head to Sara smiling and I hear Sara say her name with an embarrassed voice, giving her a little pat on the leg. She smirks at Sara and Sara open her eyes wide. Then Stacy turns her head to me again.
"I'm sorry Tegan but I think we have to go... you know... business." she says giggling.
"I see, oh you guys... so goodbye." I say to them jokingly. Then I look directly to my sister "I miss you." I say to her. I don't even know if she know how much I really miss her. But... why the fuck is she blushing again?
"I miss you too Tee." she says and she close the connection as her girlfriend pulls her up from the couch by the hand.

Yeah business.

- Tegan was giggling in her own mind. Then she thought about Sara. Sometime Sara appeared embarrassed in front of her, and she didn't know why. And that one was a strange chat. She knew her sister was shy but, lately she started to blush in front of her. That was strange at least. She was her sister but everytime Tegan gave her compliments or got too close to her, physically... she didn't even know. It was like Sara got awkward around her. And that Tee thing? She hadn't called her that way since they were kids. She wondered for an instant about those things, and then she continued to surf on Tumblr watching the posts under the Tegan and Sara tag -

Oh look at this... they are so cute... but. Oh god that strange, it looks as I'm checking out my sister. And... this are from Livestream acoustic set. I remember that. Sara was sick. Her voice was low and we managed to rearrange her songs in a new key to let her sing easily. Oh that gaze I give her... it was because she didn't enter with the back vocals. But in this gif it looks like a total different kind of gaze. Oh my God... This gifs set makes us look like a couple... or better... it looks like I'm in love with her... holy shit.

- She started to go through comments -

- where did my ovaries go? - ahahaha that funny
- such an intimate moment and it makes me want to cry endlessly – how cute. But... intimate?
- please be more obvious about your love for one another i can't see it at all – Oh my Gog.
- Okay, but, none of those looks are sisterly, Tegan. - what are you saying? Ok it looks strange if you took just that moment but...
- If this isn't Quincest I don't know what the fuck is! - mmmm...

QUINCEST?