So yeah this can either be two shot lemon or i can make an entire story out of it. i want you my readers to decide. i hope you like the chapter. this is also my first spice and wolf story, but i am very familiar with the series and novels.

Disclaimer: i do not own spice and wolf.

There was a soft breeze blowing through the plain. No civilization in site. None except for a wagon, slowly moving along, taking its time. The one driving the wagon was a young man with white hair. It had a silver glint to it. The man had a short beard on his chin. He had an annoyed look. The cause, his companion was laying her head on his lap, and sleeping the day away. She had auburn hair. The most shocking fact however, was her wolf ears and tail. They both had white tufts of fur on the tips.

Something must've caught the girls attention, because her ears twitched and she raised her head, rubbing her eyes. She had beautiful red eyes. She was looking ahead. Her ears twitched once more, then she decided to lay her head back down on the mans lap. It must've not been important, but her companion couldn't help but ask.

" So, is there anything we need to worry about, Holo." The man asked.
" No. Tis not important. Just some wild animals. By the way, Lawrence when are we going to be in the next town? Although I do find your lap comforting, I would much rather share a bed instead." Holo said mischievously.

She caught Lawrence off guard. He couldn't help but blush. It was his fault though. Two months ago he gave his companion, her best weapon. His love. He never regretted it though, because he knew she felt the same way. She just had an odd way of showing it.

"I would say, within a day or two. Also the next destination is not a town, but a pagan village. There you could let your ears slip and no one would mind all that much. I would keep them hidden though. You never know when a churchmen will show up to "liberate" the village." Lawrence said.
"What a bummer. I was gonna be in the mood for a little fun tonight, but it seems we won't have a bed." Holo said, giving Lawrence a sly look.

The teasing has gotten worse since he practically laid down his heart and dreams for Holo. She still hasn't gotten over Lawrence giving up his dream of his own shop. Lawrence found out later though, that he doesn't want a shop. That is just the surface. All he really wants is a place to belong, and someone to belong with. That some one, was Holo. He couldn't let her know that though, or else the teasing would never cease.

"You really know how to get under my skin. You shouldn't joke with a man like that." Lawrence said sternly.
"Who said I was joking?" Holo asked with an innocent smile.
" Wha?!" Lawrence was shocked. Was she really being honest?

Holo sat up in her seat and placed a hand on Lawrence's chest. She moved her head closer to his while puckering her lips. He did so as well. When their lips were about to touch, she smiled and smacked his cheeks with both of her hands and started laughing hysterically. She snorted and immediately covered her mouth. Now it was Lawrence's turn to laugh hysterically. Holo elbowed him hard in his side and pushed him off the edge of the wagon seat. He hit the ground with a thud.

"Ouch! What was that for?" Lawrence asked loudly.

Holo did not answer, but she was pouting. He apparently upset her.

" I'm sorry for laughing Holo." Lawrence said with his head down.

She got off the cart and walked towards Lawrence. He flinched, and put his arms up. She stopped in front of him. She separated his arms. After that she practically fell on him. Her mouth caught his. They were kissing and this shocked Lawrence. Holo moved her hands to entwine her fingers in his. She broke the kiss and was panting. Her face was flushed and she was blushing.

"Holo, are you alright?" Lawrence said as he freed one of his hands and put it to her forehead.
"Holo, you're burning up." Lawrence said with shock.
" I'm fine, just kiss me." Holo said.
" This isn't some trick to get me sick is it?"

Holo was tired of the questions and kissed Lawrence. He couldn't resist her, so he kissed her back. She abruptly broke the kiss and jumped up and twirled around so she was facing the wagon. Lawrence almost forgot that she wasn't wearing pants. Her last pair of clothes were shredded during her last transformation. The shirt she was wearing was one of Lawrence's so it was long on her. It covered her nether regions well enough for the time being.

"That was an apology for pushing you off the wagon seat." Holo said, still blushing.
"A simple, "I'm sorry" would've sufficed." Lawrence said.
" That's good to know for next time." Holo said in her usual bubbly attitude, but she didn't turn around.
" Hold on. I didn't say that I didn't enjoy it. Wait a minute, next time? Holo what did you mean by next time?" Lawrence asked, a hint of fear in his tone.

Holo did not answer. She simply giggled and got back on the wagon. Lawrence was uncomfortable riding the cart with her now. He was scared that by the end of the journey, he was gonna be left with more than a few broken ribs.

"Are you coming or not? We need to get moving." Holo looked back at Lawrence. She was still blushing.
"Maybe she is sick or something. Maybe its her time of the month." Lawrence said to himself as he got up and headed towards the cart.
"I heard that!" Holo yelled back at Lawrence.
"I know you did." Lawrence replied.

He jumped up into the driver seat. Holo was looking at him. She seemed troubled.

"Is there something you need to tell me, milady?" Lawrence asked half serious.
"Uh..I.." Holo started to speak but stopped.
" Holo, you can tell me anything." Lawrence said sincerely.

Holo lightly grabbed his sleeve. She was blushing really hard. Her face was really red.

"Lawrence. I'm...I'm..I'm in heat." Holo said looking away.

Lawrence was completely dumbfounded. He didn't know what to do. He never expected this.

"Uh, are you sure?" Lawrence asked as his breath hitched.
"Mmhmm." Holo gave an approving hum.
"Oh god, I don't have any idea how to deal with this." Lawrence said, rubbing the back of his head.
"You don't have to deal with it. It is my ordeal. Just keep the wagon moving. The sooner we get to the village, the better." Holo said.
"Ok, if you insist." Lawrence said, trying his hardest not to sound awkward.
"Sorry for making things awkward for you. I'm truly sorry Lawrence." Holo said blushing. It must be bad, she is rubbing her thighs together.
"Are you sure there is nothing I can do to help?" Lawrence asked, genuinely concerned.
"Not at the moment, no." Holo said.
"What do you mean by that?" Lawrence asked confused.
"You will see when we get to the village." Holo whispered seductively into Lawrence's ear.

Lawrence gulped. He was wondering what twisted actions she was thinking of. He couldn't imagine Holo doing most of the actions that ran through his mind. He started to blush, regardless. Holo saw this and took action.

"Hey, I can tell what you are thinking!" Holo yelled at jumped. He knew he was caught, so he just gave a sheepish chuckle.

They continued their leisurely pace. They would occasionally look at each other, and Holo would blush.

Nighttime came around quickly. Lawrence started a fire. Lawrence sat by the fire, while Holo, for some odd reason wanted to stay in the bed of the wagon. He didn't fuss with her.

"I wonder what's gotten into Holo. Even though she is in heat, she wouldn't be acting like this. She seems like she is thinking about something, and it's troubling her." Lawrence said to himself.

Lawrence heard some soft moans coming from the wagon. He got up to see what Holo was doing.

He slowly walked up to the cart. What ever she was doing must've had her occupied, because she didn't hear him walking. He walked over to the edge of the cart, crouching enough so his eyes could see over the edge. He saw Holo curled up in a ball. She was asleep, and moaning at the same time. She turned over on to her back, and she had a serious blush on her face. She was sweating a lot. He couldn't help it, he bent over and put his hand on her cheek. Her expression seemed to calm a little at his touch. She cuddled into his hand. He felt her warmth. Her body was hot to the touch.

"I love you Lawrence." Holo said in her dreaming state.
"Hmm..I love you too. Sweet dreams." Lawrence said as he lightly kissed her forehead.

She snuggled up some more. Lawrence retreated his hand and went back to the fire. He sat there for a couple of hours, imagining what life with Holo would be like. He could get married and live a happy life. He didn't have an eternity though. He could understand her not wanting to progress their relationship too much. If he did grow old and die, Holo would end up heart broken and alone. He couldn't do that to her.

"It's a nice thought though. I guess I'm bound to be forever alone. It's not so bad. I've been doing it for the past eight years now. What is eighty more?" Lawrence asked him self with a sad smile.

Lawrence didn't notice that Holo had gotten up and heard the whole thing. She had a sad look on her face as well. She walked over and sat by Lawrence. She laid her head down on his shoulder.

" Lawrence?"
"Yes?"
"How about we grant each others wish?" Holo said seriously.
"What do you mean?" Lawrence asked sheepishly.
" It can be granted with one action." Holo continued, ignoring Lawrence.
"Well, what is that action?"
"Lawrence, you don't want to be alone, and I don't either. I also want to get rid of this lust and burning sensation in my body. So here's the deal. Lawrence. Wolves mate for life. So if you mated with me I'd be yours and you would be mine. Simple as that." Holo said completely serious.
" You've tried this once before?" Lawrence said.

Holo growled and gave him a deadly glare. She didn't like being reminded of Kumersun.

"I'm serious this time. I won't leave afterwords. I promise you, I want this as well." Holo said with an honest expression.
"How about this? You wait until we get to the village. Then if you still feel that way, we will do what ever you want." Lawrence said sincerely.
"Do you mean that?" Holo asked sweetly.
"I might regret it, but yeah. I mean it. I will do anything with you." Lawrence said.
"Thank you Lawrence. I love you." Holo said snuggling into his lap.
"I love you too, milady." Lawrence said as he started to stroke her ears.

Lawrence fell asleep with Holo, pretty much on top of him. He enjoyed things the way they were now. He didn't want things to get worse. He only wanted them to get better.

That was the first chapter and i hoped you liked it. i enjoyed writing it. so please leave a review and tell me what ya think.