Levi fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillows. I crawled in beside him and held him, I couldn't sleep. I spent most of the night watching him, his mouth slightly open. He was cute when he was asleep, he didn't have the same aura around him. He was peaceful.

I didn't think I would sleep at all, but I managed to fall asleep anyway. I woke up because Levi moved. He was awake, looking at me both like he couldn't believe I was right there and like someone handed him the moon. It made me blush. The clock was almost said 3, it was Sunday and I had school tomorrow.

"Morning" I stammered

"You stayed?" He smiled

"Of course! I wanted to make sure you were okay. I was worried, you know" I looked away; it was a little embarrassing to say.

"Thanks" He kissed me got up and said" You want some coffee?"

I watched him as he made it.

"Thanks for listening to all that word vomit last night. Thanks for not leaving me" he said and handed me my cup.

"Could never dream of it. Can I ask you something" I asked shyly

He slipped back into the bed, kissed me on my cheek and said "I've decided that I will be completely honest with you. You can ask me anything and I'll answer it"

"Thanks" smiling at him, letting him know I was happy that he trusted me "Uhm, okay. So is Erwin the reason you didn't want to become a cop?"

He looked distant for a second, took his time to think.

"Guess you can say that. When I first got to know him, he was everything I wanted to be. When he changed, I did too. I was afraid that if I tried to follow my dreams, then they would ruin me and worst of all I was afraid turning out to be just like him, so I gave up on that dream. Sadly it wasn't me being a cop that made me like him, it was the way I treated, not only you, but every fling I had had since him"

He looked sorrowful.

"You're not like him. You're so much better! You care, he didn't. You might have teased me, taunted me. But I liked that. No matter what you think about yourself you're not him and you shouldn't let that stop you from doing what you want. Because you still want to be a cop right? That's why you're not really doing anything with your life. That's why you go from job to job, which you don't really like. You can't let go of that dream, but you're still afraid, because of him. Don't be afraid, I'm here for you"

"Thanks" Teary eyes again. Oh no, I'd made him cry again. He hugged me and looked me into the eyes. I understood the storm in them a little more now, they were intriguing.

"One more question. What happened when he pulled you down to the station after you'd helped me in the fight against Reiner?"

His face hardened, his shoulders tensed and I almost expected him to say that he didn't want to talk about it. But he looked away and dropped his shoulders.

"We were all taking into a room and had to explain what had happened. When we were done he took me aside. I couldn't not go with him; he's a cop, authority. So I followed him in a room. He made me sit on a chair, handcuffed one of my hands to it. Said something about me not allowed leaving him and he was there to punish me. He punched me some times in my stomach. Kicked me in the balls. Then forced my pants off. He. He started to suck me, biting me. Hurting me"

"HE DID WHAT?" I was on my feet, fist clenched.

"What the hell is wrong with that man?! I'm going to fucking kill him"

I looked at Levi, he looked shocked.

"What you don't think I will do it? I will murder him, I don't even care. Even if he'd been the fucking president. He abused you, ruined you! He has no right"

"Eren" he stood up and walked over to me, put his arms around my wait and pulled me into him.

"I'm flattered that you'd do that. But he's not worth it. He's the past. I don't care anymore. You're what I care about now. Beside I'm no longer a skinny lanky fifteen years old. He forgot that. He only handcuffed one hand. When he began sucking me, I tore his head away from me, I punched him. He hopefully got a black eye. I kicked him and forced him to un-cuff me. I left, but not without telling him some truths and pay him back with some punches" he grinned, proud of himself for standing up.

I let myself come closer to him, hid my head in the spot between the neck and the shoulders.

"You know what, brat? I think it's about time I'll take you on a date!"

"You… You don't have to" I said, suddenly pink in the head.

"I know, but I want to. I'll need a shower first, though. You want one too?"

"Okay, I'll just take one when you're done" I considered taking one with him, but considering we were about to go on a date, it seemed weird.

After we both showered we got into his car. I was extremely nervous.

He took me out for dinner at his work. It was a surprisingly nice restaurant, his coworker, Petra, gave us a table far back, so we were almost alone.

After the dinner, we went to a walk: holding hands. Not caring about the looks people gave us. I had fun and I've never seen Levi so relaxed. He smiled and laughed. It was nice to both hear and see.

On our way home he seemed nervous once again.

"What's wrong?" I asked

"You want me to drive you home?" I heard the hidden meaning there: 'Do you want to come home with me?'

"Let us just go to your place" I smiled at him. I was so happy.

We sat nervously on the couch, not saying anything. Neither of us knew what to do and neither of us had ever been on a date or knew what was expected when the date was over.

We looked at each other and suddenly we were laughing our ass of. Laughing the nervousness away.

Levi leaned into me, like the laughing had told him what to do. He took my head in his hands and kissed me deeply.

"You know" Looking me into the eyes "This takes a lot of me to say. But I think I'm ready… I Love you Eren" Never have I seen Levi so red in the head. But he was. His hands, still on my cheeks, shaking a little.

"I Love you too Levi" Looking back into the storm, meaning it and being equally as red as him.

"I like when you call me Eren. You don't do it that often, so it feels special when you do" I told him, blushing even more, if it was possible.

"It's because it is special, brat" He said grinning.

We both laughed a little again.

"You wanna go to my room?" He suggested with an intense look at me. I got up, took his hand in mine and started walking towards his room. Before we got far, he swept me of my feet, and carried my bridal style to the bed. I was only slightly self-conscious about the fact that he lifted me like I was a girl.

We kissed and touched each other like so many other times before that. But it still felt different; better than it had ever been.

I took off his shirt and gasped: the sight of him. His body was perfect. It went slower than ever before. We took our time, really getting to know each others bodies. Loving every moment.

When we both were naked, it started to get faster. I took his cock in my hands, hand he took mine in his. Doing it together.

I breathed in and out with every stroke. As I was breathing, Levi leaned closer, kissed my cheekbone, licked my lips and kissed me.

"Ohh, yeah. Levi" I breathed out.

"Eren, God. You're so sexy" he answered back.

He moved and got down between my legs. His tongue playing with my dick. It was unbelievable.

He licked the bottom of my cock and played with my balls. Then he started to use his hands again. Taking his fingers in his mouth, licking them, sucking on them. It was hot, he looked so good. His head slightly flushed.

He proceeded to massage my butt: sliding, 1, 2 and 3 fingers in again.

I moaned. This was what I wanted. I wanted Levi and I wanted him to make me feel good and this was good. I grabbed the sheet with both my hands and clenched my fists around it.

I looked up at him. My breath so heavy it was a surprise I didn't pass out.

"Do you want me to put it in? Is it okay?" he asked carefully.

"Yes, I'm ready"

He leaned forward over to the bedside table, opened a drawer and took out some Vaseline.

He put some on his dick and some fingers, and started to massage me again. Making me ready.

"I'm going in know Eren, just say stop if it hurts too much" I couldn't do anything besides nodding.

Then I felt it, it was a sharp pain at first.

"Ouch" I whispered, it hurt. But Levi took it slow.

I squirmed under him, while he slowly pressed himself further up in me.

I've never imagined that I would lose my virginity like this. I've always imagined a hot girl, with killer legs, lying below me and I'm the one asking her if it hurt her. Instead I was under a hot guy, with killer abs who cared for me and who I cared for.

When he was in he asked if it was okay to move.

He trusted his hips slowly into me. He was facing me and I was happy that I was able to see his face the first time we ever had sex. As time went by, he started to trust faster and harder.

"Ohh my fucking God" he screamed

His hands where on both sides of me, he was hovering just above me. It was great; I started to stimulate my own cock on the same time as he fucked me.

"Nghh, huu ahhh"

I curved my back as I came. I came first and he, too came, shortly after me. He removed his dick from my ass. I could feel hot sperm running out.

He crawled up to me.

"That was the best sex I've ever had" he kissed me softly on the mouth. "You're not hurt, are you?"

"No. I'm a little sore. But I'm happy" I said as I kissed him back. We cuddled.

"Do you want to take a shower?" During the time I've spent with Levi, I had learned that he was obsessive with being clean. Probably a side effect from living like he had. He probably tried to wash away all the filthy memories.

We took a shower and spent the majority of the evening cuddling and making out. It was around 10 when Mikasa called.

"Are you alright?" She asked as soon as I took it. I had totally forgotten to tell her where I was.

"Yeah, I'm at Levi's."

"You should come home soon. Mom and dad are asking where you are."

"I'm sorry; I forgot to tell you"

"No worries, Hanji called when she had driven you guys home. I wasn't worried. Otherwise I would have called sooner. You want me to come and get you?"

"Say he needs to get his ass over here, now!" I heard Armin yell at the other end.

"Ehm" I didn't really want to leave, but I had too. Otherwise my parents would start worry, and I did have to go to school tomorrow.

"I'll drive you home" Levi interrupted.

"It's fine, Mikasa. Levi's taking me home" I said happily

"Okay, come home soon. Love you"

"Love you too. Tell Armin to shut up"

I sat in the car, saying goodbye to Levi.

"You know what, brat? It's strange. I didn't think I would ever love someone again and here you are" I can't believe how much he had smiled the last couple of hours. It was unbelievable that I made him so happy.

"It is strange. I didn't actually think I was going to love you either. But here I am, loving you" I laughed, if someone, a year ago, had told me that I would have a boyfriend now. I'd probably laughed and punched them.

"We're each others strange love" I said, blushing because of the cheesiness of that statement.

Instead of answering, he just kissed me. I'd never get used to the way his lips feel against mine.

"Love you" I said as exited the car

"Love you too" He said as I closed the door.

When I came inside, both Mikasa and Armin was there, eager to hear what had happened.

I told them everything, Levi had giving me permission to explain why he had freaked out last night. They were both was shocked at the revelations. I told them how I stayed the night, watching him.

"So you get any action yet?" Armin said, laughing, sounding as an echo of the conversation we had almost year ago.

"Yeah, I did" I laughed

And they both screamed and cheered, like I just had won a marathon.

"Third time's the charm right? Which is why I'm going to ask again" Armin said "Is Levi your boyfriend now?"

I told them the rest of the story.

"So yes, he is my boyfriend" I said to Armin, and was proud of myself. They were so happy for me.

"So I don't need to call a prostitute, so you can finally get it over with" Mikasa laughed. This day also reminded her of the day I'd been mad about Sasha.

She was again teasing me, making me feel even more happier than I was.

We talked some more, decided to skip school the next day. We all slept in my room and the next day we watched reruns of shitty shows, neither of us cared much for.

I loved them. I was happy that I now could add Levi to that group.

My strange love. Who would have thought?