A/N: I was reading through the reviews and got a warm feeling inside. Also guilt since I haven't touched this in forever. So here is the final chapter! I made you guys wait long enough.
That's Why
After Hikaru and Nagi got the clear, Kaoru drove the two of them to the apartment complex. Kao disappeared into his apartment after he made sure the idiot couple were going to talk everything out. Hikaru got ice for his nose while Nagi took refuge in Hika's bed, under the covers. He was scared of the conversation to come. It seemed as though he missed something. The stupidly tall dark haired man was senpai?
"Nagi?"
"I'm here."
Hikaru followed the voice to his room. Sighing, he sat on the bed next to the bulge under his sheets. He lay a hand on Nagi's side.
"I'm sorry. It's all my fault. If only I had answered you properly, I wouldn't have gone to Mori-senpai for help. And you wouldn't have seen me and-" Hikaru started to ramble but was cut off when Nagi jumped out of the covers to hug his boyfriend.
"Nonono. Don't apologize. It's not your fault. I shouldn't have been a child and tried to get back at you." Nagi buried his face into Hikaru's shoulder. His smaller body shaking in memory of what could've happened. Rubbing small circles into Nagi's back, Hikaru shushed the pinket.
"Is that why you called out those bastards? Oh, Nagi." Hikaru kissed the top of Nagi's head. It really was his fault. And he needed to call Satoshi to reassure the other teen.
"But I didn't want to! I thought if you cheated on me, I'll cheat on you. But...I didn't want anyone else touching me." Nagi leaned into Hika more. Almost to make sure the older male was really there. "Hikaru. Who's Mori-senpai? And w-why were you two all over each other?" The teen kept his head down.
Smiling, Hikaru rocked back and forth. "Mori-senpai and I went to school together at Ouran High School. He usually gives me advice so we talked over a few drinks." He paused. "Okay, it was more than a few drinks. I was really upset so I ended up getting wasted. Mori-senpai brought me back to the apartments. I guess you saw him practically carry me inside. I couldn't really walk."
"Stupid Hikaru." Nagi murmured. "Getting drunk and being an idiot. Stupid, stupid Hikaru." Nagi hit Hika's chest with his fist, head still buried.
"I was really upset! I love you so much that of course I want to have sex with you. But in the eyes of the law, you're a minor, and I could get into serious trouble. Plus, I dunno if you're ready. I dunno if you know if you're ready. And I don't know if you'll come to regret giving your first to me. Cause no matter how much you regret it in the future, you can't change anything. Nagi, I could bare giving you pain even in the future." Hikaru ran his fingers through Nagi's hair.
"You worry about weird things." Nagi quieted.
"It's cause I love you." Hikaru lifted Nagi's head up and kissed his crying face.
"Why do you even love me? I'm such a terrible boyfriend, and I'm spoiled. I always do things to annoy you and say mean things. Stop being so nice." Nagi pulled away from the sweet kiss, but Hikaru refused to let him escape.
"Why do you love me? I'm old, and I'm a man. I'm not even cute. I have a terrible past, and I always do things to upset and hurt you." Hikaru rained kisses on his love. Laughing through tears, Nagi returned some of the kisses.
"I love you, Hikaru. And I want to do it with you. I want to show you I love you." Nagi got up and sat on Hika's lap, arms draped on his shoulders.
"But-"
"Hikaru." Nagi whispered, leaning in. "I put thought into this. Please. Make love to me." The pinket touched his lips to Hika's, and it was bye bye reason.
"Hi-Hikaru!" Nagi squirmed. It felt uncomfortable. Not painful, but uncomfortable.
Two fingers.
Nagi was stripped of his clothes, and Hika his. Nagi was laying face down on the bed with his ass in the air. According to Hika, it was the most comfortable position to prep. Nagi didn't want to think too much about how Hikaru knew.
Hika retrieved lube and warmed it between his fingers and started with one. By the time two fingers moved in and out of Nagi, Hikaru had already started to stroke Nagi's cock into arousal.
"I'm sorry. Want me to stop?" Hikaru kissed Nagi's back, tweaking the pinket's nipple to hopefully distract the singer.
"No. It just feels weird." Nagi was scared that Hikaru might just stop altogether and leave. Plus, it didn't hurt. If it did, Hikaru would know.
So the older man continued. He knew that a prostrate stimulation would relax Nagi, but he was also worried that the sudden pleasure might scare him.
"Ah..Hika...mnnn...Hikaru!" Nagi couldn't stop his hips from moving. It wasn't enough. Even for his first time, it wasn't enough. Something felt off. Something was missing. Ah...
"Hikaru! Ahhn...m-more! Mnf...ahh...ahhn..." There was a feeling coming from his behind. It made him want to cum.
Hikaru decided to take it a step at a time. So he grazed the gland and the reaction was gold. He did was Nagi asked him to do.
Hika thrust his fingers into Nagi and made sure to at least touch Nagi's prostrate every other thrust. Adding more lube, Hikaru decided to slip in the third and final digit.
Nagi let out a surprised gasp. The older male didn't move. He had never been so careful in his life.
"H-Hika. Move." Nagi commanded, looking over his shoulder. Hikaru swallowed thickly and complied. A string of moans never stopped from Nagi's sweet lips. He reached behind him to grab Hikaru's hips.
"You. I want you." He rolled his hips back.
"Uhn," Hikaru groaned. Breathing heavily, he removed his fingers and tore a condom from the package. Sliding it on, he applied more lube.
"Flip over for me, Nagi." Hika lightly touched the pinket's shoulder. Nagi now lay on his back. "Gorgeous." Hikaru leaned down to kiss the head of Nagi's erection. Moving up he sucked on the younger teen's right nipple and teased the other.
"Hika, I love you lots and lots." Nagi pulled Hikaru's face up to his.
"I love you lots and lots too." Hikaru dipped down for a kiss. As he slipped his tongue in, he also started to slip his length into Nagi.
A gasp and a moan was lost in the kiss as Hikaru made sure to stop every now and then. He didn't want to hurt his loved one. Once adjusted, Nagi resumed kissing Hikaru back. And then, there was no movement even after the two resumed their french kiss.
"Is it a-all in?" Nagi clung onto Hikaru's neck, leaving kisses on his shoulder.
"Mmm hmm." He nodded and nibbled on Nagi's neck.
"Then move." The pinket ordered. Hikaru moved slowly. He pulled out and slid back in. It was so tight. Almost hard to breath. The muscles were constricting around his dick so much that it was hard to not cum.
Gaining his composure, Hikaru picked up the pace.
"Ahn...ahn...mnnn...unn...t-there!" Nagi cried out, clinging tighter. It was that feeling again. The feeling of wanted to cum. Hikaru had found it again. Memorizing Nagi's anatomy, Hikaru tested a thrust aimed at the prostrate.
"HIKA!" Nagi keened, clawing at his back. Shit, that stings. But Hikaru didn't stop his hips. "More, Hika. Ahnn...mnnf...ahh...more!"
Hikaru decided to throw away the restraints he put on himself. Nagi wasn't in pain. Rather, he wanted more, and it pained Nagi more to not get what he wanted.
"Nagi...ahnnn...Nagi...Nagi." Hikaru repeated in whispers as he practically rammed his cock in Nagi's ass.
"H-Hika! Ah...ah...mmn...ahnn! I...cum...coming!" Nagi's hand unconsciously moved to pump his own erection. The ejaculation was felt throughout Nagi's entire body. His body shook at the strength of climax and the high was causing Nagi's body to quiver in pleasure. Cum was all over Nagi's torso and the sheets. Hikaru couldn't hold it back any longer. Resting his head on Nagi's shoulder, he came with a moan. He pulled out and tied up the used condom.
"Thank you." Nagi smiled softly as Hikaru used baby wipes to clean Nagi off. Kissing his forehead, Hikaru smiled back.
"I love you."
"I love you too." was the exchange before the two drifted off to sleep.
A/N: I'm done! I don't even remember what this was all supposed to be about. lol. IT'S SO FLUFFY AND SMUTTY OMG wut