Hello! This fanfic might be a little OCC because Shizuo is a NERD.

This fanfic is very Angst! BEWARE

WARNING: Rate M , Izuo Pairing!(Shizuo-uke)

DISCLAIMER: Durarara is not Mine.

BETA: Shizaya4life


"Who are you?" The innocent blonde asked the raven one. There was a bandage around the blonde's head and one on his arm to cover the wound.

"W-what are you talking about Shizu-chan? It's me!" The raven answer.

"I'm sorry, but do I know you?" Shizuo answered innocently.

"Stop kidding! It is me , Izaya!" He shouted to the blonde and make the blonde shuddered from the angered tone.

The frightened blonde that laid on the hospital bed fell into tears. Izaya become shocked to that expression. He took a deep breath and with a heavy sigh he tried to apolpgize to the blonde.

"Shizu-chan, I'm sor-"

"Stay away from Shizu nii-san!"

"Kasuka-kun?"

"Nii-san has an 'Amnesia' so, he doesn't remember you. Please leave him alone and never meet him again"

"What are you saying?! I'm his lover. I can meet him anytime I want!"

"You are just using him as a toy and I know that you only be his lover because of you lost your bet with your friend"

"That's is not true! I really love him!"

"Enough of your acting, Izaya-san. I'm tired of hearing that drama of yours. Because of you Shizu nii-san became like this. Please leave my brother alone"


It's all my fault that the person I love became like this. I regret for what I did in the past. I should've told 'you' the truth but because of my selfishness I just toying with 'you'.


"Ah! Hnnh"

"Hahaha.. You cum so fast , Shizu-chan~"

"Iz..zaya stop.. I can't take it anymore..ha..ha" the moans made Izaya more arouse.

"Silly Shizu-chan, there is still more time untill next morning~ Beside I didnt cum yet, did I?"

He thrust into Shizuo roughly; in and out. Shizuo scream when Izaya hit his prostate. Izaya noticed the tired looked from the blonde but he did not feel pity for that. In his mind he was having great pleasure from their sex. He didn't care about anything in his surroundings, his 'monster', even the world; he only cared about satisfaction, lust and pleasure.


He thought it hilarious, the monster reaction when he asked him for a date.'It's so funny that's he fell into that so easily' Izaya giggles to himself.

He remember how Shizuo's face flushed and him trying to cover it by fixing his big glasses. Yes , he had lost his bet with his friend and the punishment is dating the school nerd 'Shizuo'. At first he felt disgust and gross for that but right after he had sex with the 'monster' he liked the pleasure that the 'monster' gave him.


I shouldn't do that to him.


"Go away, monster. I don't need you anymore" Izaya smirked and push Shizuo away from him. The sudden push made Shizuo fall to the ground.

All of Izaya's friend laughing madly. Suddenly a hot girl coming towards Izaya and kissed him. At that moment Shizuo's syes wide open and burst into tears.

"Hahaha he is crying!" One of Izaya's friend started laughing like they're watching some hilarious entertainment.

"So, my punishment is over ,right?" Izaya said to his friends with an evil grin plaster on his face while looking at the blonde.

"Of course it's over! Now let's go celebrate it!" one of Izaya's friend cheering.

Shizuo couldnt take this anymore he was fooled by his first love. He ran to the streets direction with dissanpointed and broken heart.

And then suddenly there is a truck headed toward him.


I wish I could fix the mess that I made. Shizuo I'm sorry.


Izaya is so mean! I hate him!

Come here Shizu-chan let me give you some LOVE~

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