A/N: Yes yes I know I have been lazy. but this should wet your whistle.. bad choice of words maybe.. PLEASE review it makes me happy and want to write more.

Chapter Five:

Sometimes being a time lord is frustrating, well a lot of the time really. But at the moment I can't stand the fact that I don't sleep more then a few hours at a time. Ok yes maybe I am slightly impatient. But the feeling of her pressed against me is driving me mad. Her leg is hooked over mine so perfectly that she has tucked herself tightly into my hip. My arm is still wrapped around her back, my fingers on her side. I will give her six hours sleep and then I will wake her. My other hand is holding hers on my chest, every so often I rub my thumb over the back of her hand and she lets out a little sigh or smiles into my chest. I look around her room, what a mess. I have no idea how her bra got up there, strange. As I'm looking aimlessly around my fingers brush softly up and down her side. I must have hit a sensitive spot because she wriggles and lets out a groan. Her small movement is to much for me her breasts brush our tangled hands, her hips rock against mine. I know my hearts have increased their pace. I need her to wake up now. Just under five hours, that has to be enough.

I gently push her back and remove my arm from under her. She lets out a unhappy moan as the cooler air hits her. Her brow is scrunched and she curls her self into a ball. I can't help but smile at how cute she is. I lean down and kiss her temple once, her lips twitches. I'm grinning now as I place soft kisses all over her, her temples, cheeks, lips, nose and everywhere in between. She groans and rolls over to go back to sleep. But she can't fool me, I can see she is hiding a smile. I press myself as close as I can to her back, she lets out a soft moan as our skin makes contact. I smirk, she must have forgot we were still naked. I purposely wiggle myself against her soft skin, her eyes are still closed and she is trying even harder not to smile. I lean down, resting my hand on her hip and start kissing her shoulder. Still nothing. I kiss towards her neck and I see her bite her lip. If she wants to pretend to be asleep, fine, two can play this game. I move my hand down across her cheek, give her a quick squeeze and give her shoulder one last kiss. Then I roll out of the bed. I stand up and stretch knowing full well that if I turned around I would see Clara staring at me. I stretch slowly making sure she gets a good look and then bend down to find our cloths. I pick up all the cloths making two piles on the end of the bed making sure I don't look her way. Just when I'm about to give up and put my cloths back on she clears her throat. I look up at her and my jaw drops. She pushed the covers away and is on her knees motioning me to come over. The look on her face is enough to bring me too my knees, literally I fall to the floor. Her eyes are hungry but with a glint of mischief, her lips are slightly parted and her breathing has pick up pace. With every breath my eyes can't help but dart down to her rising chest. I wet my lips so I can speak again.

"Ok Clara, you win"

She smirks and crawls forward on the bed stopping with her face just inches from mine. She leans forward and brushes her lips to mine and keeps going to my ear letting out a hot breath.

"What do I win?"

My entire body shivers, she giggles and sits back on her knees, running her hands though my hair. I have to look up at her, when I do I see her looking down at me satisfied with her win. Well I can change that, I will show her what she has won. I bring my hands to her knees spreading my fingers wide and achingly slow inch them up the top of her thighs. I can hear her purr her approval. The closer I get the harder her breathing becomes. I stop at the top of her thighs, I feel her try to lift her hips and open for me, but I stop her by pushing her back down. She lifts my chin to look at her, her eyes are pleading. I turn my head and kiss her palm.

"Patience."

I smile softly and she nods not very willingly. I bring my gaze down to her chest and stomach, I lean forward and kiss just above her bellybutton. She sighs. I keep my kisses soft as I kiss all around her button and then bring my hands around to cup her soft cheeks. I quickly flick my tongue from her bellybutton up, she gasps. Then I return to my soft feathery kisses. I start at her bellybutton and kiss to her hip, then back, then I do the same to the other hip. Her hands are running though my hair and down my back and shoulders, each touch sends a wave of heat down though me. I kiss my way up to her sternum and from there I follow the curve of her breast down and I kiss the soft spot under her breast. I kiss softly at first hearing her pant softly, then I flick my tongue and start sucking it as hard as I can. Her hands press into the back of my head holding me there. I nip the sensitive skin with me teeth and her hips buck. I squeeze her arse bringing her back down. Once I'm done leaving my mark there I kiss up and ghost my lips over her nipple and then kiss towards her other breast. One of her hands has fallen to my shoulder and she is stroking up and down my arm, letting out soft moans. I lick her other nipple and her groan gets caught in her throat. I nip it and I know she's losing it. I lean back and she looks at me confused. I smile and lift her up on her knees again. My nose hits her bellybutton and I lean forward and kiss under it. I bring my hands down the back of her thighs to the back of her knees and gently spread her legs. I sit down on my knees as I kiss down to her curls. She puts both her hands are on my shoulders to support herself. I bring my hands back up to her cheeks holding her firmly. I kiss from each hip to the edge of her inner thigh. She is shaking now. I bring one hand down around to her curls and run my finger tips lightly though them.

"Doctor please, I can't take it"

I spread her folds with my fingers and bring my lips to her bud kissing softly at first and then sucking. I drag my index finger up and down her, spreading her wetness. The scent is intoxicating, I can't help but lap it up, making sure each flick of my tongue goes over her bud. Her moans fills the room and she is shuddering. I move my finger to her opening and slowly trust into her. Her nails are digging into me now and my other hand is holding her up. I pull out and push two fingers back in, she is very tight and I give her a moment to adjust. I know she is ready when she starts to ride them, lifting her self and pushing herself down onto them. I can't but stare at this goddess ridding my fingers for all she worth. I pump my fingers in rhythm to hips and I feel her walls start to clench. I bring my lips back to her bud and lick as much of her as I can. Her body stills and my hand increase it's speed feeling her body release. I keep going making it last as long as I can. She screams my name and collapses onto me. I gradually slow my pace and carefully pull out of her but leave my fingers there, she softly bucks her bud into my tips riding out the last wave, she finally stops and I pull back from her just enough to help her lay back on the bed. I climb up next to her and prop myself up on my elbow to watch her recover. Her breathing evens out and she turns studying my face, letting out a soft chuckle.

"What's so funny my dear Clara?"

She shakes her head, smiling still.

"The smug look on your face."

I laugh and lean down and kiss her lips with as much feeling as I can. I pull back and her eyes are shining with a light I'm not used to.

"Clara,"

"yes Doctor?"

her response comes out as a whisper on my lips.

"I need to tell you something, something I have needed to tell you for a long time."

She props herself up to listen, she looks slightly worried. But I'm too nervous to put her as ease.

"Clara I, well I'm, that is for a long time now, I, I umm, well you see,"

she rests her hand on mine, which until now I didn't realise was playing with the sheets. I look up into her eyes and I know there is no need to be nervous.

"Clara, I love you."

she doesn't respond, bollocks. Too soon, I've stuffed it. I wish she would say something, she is just staring with her mouth agape.

"Umm, Clara? can you please say something?"

She nods and opens her mouth a few times to speak before succeeding.

"Doctor, you love me?"

I nod.

"Like, in love, love?"

I nod again. She leans forward and kisses me. It's a hungry kiss and without me knowing it she has somehow pushed me onto my back and is straddling me. I push her back.

"So it's a good thing?"

She nods and tries to kiss me again, but I stop her.

"and, um what about.."

she sits back, pushing our hips together. I let out a deep groan.

"We can talk later, right now let me show you how I feel"

She shifts back and sits on my thighs. She lets her nails run from my chest down the edge of my groin, my hips lift begging for her to touch me. Then one hand moves to the base of my shaft. I feel myself harden in response and she slowly but firmly starts to pump me. The feeling is incredible, like electricity running though my veins. I rest my hands on her legs, wanting to feel more of her. I feel her pump faster and faster. Then she pulls away, I look up at her ready to protest, but I stop when I see the lust in her eyes. She rises above me and pauses. I reach for her hips and begin to bring her down on me but she stops me.

"Doctor patience."

She softly covers one of my hands on her hip letting me know that's where it should be. The other she takes and laces our fingers together. She sweetly smiles and moves her first hand across her own stomach up to her breasts and gently massages them. I gulp some much needed air and squeeze her hip in approval. She moans at her own touch and I feel myself twitch. My breath is fast now and she smirks down at me. She brings her fingers down very, very slowly, letting her nails drag on her skin. My eyes follow every inch. She stops and the edge of her curls and she squeezes my hand and I look up into her eyes. Her hair is tussled, her eyes are sparkling and her skin is flushed. She is panting making her breasts heave. I caress her perfectly rounded hip.

"You are a goddess."

She smiles and nods for me to look down. When I do she runs her fingers though her curls. I groan loudly at the sight and with that she slips into her folds. Her fingers and hips easily find there rhythm and she moans above me. Her other hand is tightly squeezing mine, but I can barely feel it, this sight of her pleasuring herself above me is intoxicating. She looks down making sure I'm watching and plunges one finger inside, letting out a groan. I can't take it anymore and I bring my hand down off her hip to relieve myself. She smirks down at me and adds another finger.

"Doctor not yet"

That was definitely a command and the pure lust in her voice made me obey. I bring my hand back to her hip. I can't bare this, I need to be inside her now. Then again seeing that the sight of me hard under her is more then enough to get her off is the sexiest thing I have ever seen. Her fingers and hips slow down now and she brings her hand out and down to my length. I grunt at the touch of her slick wet hands. She gives a light squeeze and pumps her hand up and down once. I moan her name. She flicks her thumb over my tip and I twitch in her hand. She smiles sweetly as she brings her core over the top of me and gently lowers herself. I feel her engulf me in her tight warm wet centre and I know I won't last long. Once I'm deeply buried she stops and lets us both catch our breath. She smooths her hand over my abdomen, tickling me and I shift inside her, her walls clench at the movement, we both softly moan. I try to lift my hips up into her but she stops me again.

"Allow me Doctor"

She brings her fingers back to her curls and pets them softly. She then slips two fingers onto her bud, instantly her walls clench and I cry out her name. She rubs her bud faster and her core messages my length, She rises up till only my tip is inside her and the slams her herself back down. While her hand still works on her bud she brings my other hand to her breast and I roughly grope at them, unable to focus. Her hips and fingers are perfectly in sync as she uses me to get herself off. My fingertips dig into her hip as I feel myself get near. I choke out her name trying to let her know. Instead she just picks up her pace and I see her start to lose control. She begins to shudder and I can't help but buck my hips wildly up to meet her. I lose it and call out to her shivering beneath her. She clenches and slows down to ride out her orgasm, long slow hard bucks of her hips.

She collapses on my chest without removing herself from me and our bodies twitch with each others movements. I takes quite a while for both of us to return to normal after our ragged breaths. When we do calm I gently lift her off me, she whimpers at the lose. I place her next to me my arm around her shoulders, her head buried into my chest. We fall asleep for an hour or two. When I wake I see her propped up on her elbow watching me, tracing patterns just as before. I can't help but laugh. She frowns, confused.

"What's so funny?"

I run my fingers over her cheek soothing her.

"You know, I'm not really sure."

She looks sceptical.

"I guess I'm just happy."

She smiles fondly down at me and places a soft kiss on the corner of my mouth. I reach up and tuck the hair behind her ear, bringing my hand to her neck, caress her with my thumb. Her eyes flutter closed and we stay like that for some time. I memorise every inch of her, she is radiant. Her hair is a mess and her skin glows with warmth. Her lips are in a content smile and I'm sure she has never been so relaxed. I pull my hand away and she opens her eyes.

"Clara that was incredible."

Adorably she blushes looking away before replying.

"It wasn't to much? I just wanted to show you how I, well you know."

I groan.

"Clara that was the sexiest thing I have ever witnessed."

I bring her down to press our lips together in a deep but slow kiss. I pull back slightly keeping eye contact.

"Clara, my Clara, I love you."

She smiles and pulls back further. I try desperately to hide the hurt from my face but I know she sees it. But she doesn't say anything.

"Clara, it's ok you don't have to feel the same. I understand."

But I didn't, she is all I have wanted for so long and I don't want to settle for less then every inch of her. But I also know if I push her she could leave. So instead I will just wait. She isn't looking at me instead playing with the sheets.

"Clara why don't we get some more sleep and then I'll get up and make us something to eat."

She stays silent for a moment to long and then bites her lip. Just as I'm about to ask if she wants to sleep by herself she speaks.

"As you wish."

A/N: So too much smut? Thanks in advance for your reviews!