Kaoru's P.O.V.-

I felt our bond! I actually felt our bond!

I was cradling my hand to my chest as Hika shut his door behind him. The place where he kissed my hand burned hot compared to the rest of my skin. For the first time in a very long time, I had felt our bond. Granted it was nothing more than a flutter, but it was there!

I wanted to knock on his door and... and... and simply ravish the smug bastard. He knows what he does to me, and yet he does it anyway.

Although, his idea for our night out (can also be read as DATE) was incredibly thoughtful. I never knew that he was listening to me when I was talking about the aquarium opening, and I never would have thought he would make a dinner setting in my favorite animal section!

It was getting really late and I needed a shower so I put my newly acquired stuffed penguin on my bed and hoped in the shower, trying to make it short without any "extra" time being taken. I tried to ignore the way that the water caressed my body. Ignore the way the water trailed across my skin like Hika's fingers might dance across it. Ignore the burning desire for my twin that might cause any parts of my anatomy to become interested.

Fuck it.

I grabbed my aching prick and tried to stifle a gasp at the intense pleasure that raced through my body. My cock throbbed hot and hard in my hand.

I've given up trying to pretend I don't get off thinking about my twin, so I allow my mind freedom to imagine. I imagine one of Hikaru's hands caressing the plains of my chest, tweaking my nipples which causes more arousal to pool in my stomach. The other hand is holding onto my aching prick, stroking it slowly and allowing the arousal to build gradually. I hear Hika's voice in my ear, soft and sensual, coaxing me closer to climax.

"God Kaoru, I barely touched you and you're already leaking. You want my cock so badly right now, don't you?"

A groan escapes me as my hand tightens around my engorged member. I stop my ministrations for a moment in order to lather my hands in soap. I am quick to replace one hand on my cock but the other reaches behind to play with my ass.

"Oh Kaoru! Look at how eager you are for my cock. You're practically gagging for it aren't you? You want my hard cock right inside your ass, don't you? Do you think a tiny ass hole like yours can take a cock like mine?"

By this point, I'm pretty sure I'm moaning like a bitch in heat but I could care less. Not with two fingers inside me and my other hand stroking my prick so fast.

"Oh, oh... Hik... Hika, I'm gonna... I'm gonna cum!"

"Cum for me Kaoru. Right now."

Right then, I grazed my prostate and that was my undoing. I felt my muscles clench around my fingers as my cock twitched once before spurting my release into the drain.

It wasn't until I'd dried off and was dressing for bed that I realized exactly what I had just done.

Oh my god, I just jerked off to Hika! One good night with him in forever and now my body thinks it's ok to masturbate to my twin!

Mortified by my lack of self control, I crawled into bed expecting another sleepless night due to my guilty conscious.

However, I soon found myself drifting off to sleep with Hika's and my date replaying in my head.

Hikaru's P.O.V.-

I stood outside Kao's door until I heard his shower running before I turned and walked into my room. I shut my door and simply leaned against it for a few minutes. My trembling hand came up to touch my lips, remembering how they had brushed against my brother's skin just a few moments ago.

To my upmost delight, I had felt a stirring in our bond after I had kissed Kao's hand. I was ecstatic to find out that I was finally undoing all of the damage I had done to our bond. I knew, without a doubt, that I would do anything to get Kao to smile and laugh again like he did tonight. It has been so long since I've seen him look at me like he did tonight, with adoration in his eyes.

The events of today are finally catching up to me and I feel exhaustion seep into my body. I strip out of my clothes and reach into my drawer for some pajama bottoms.

Don't ask me what made me actually look at the pants I was putting on but something made me stop dressing and just look.

These aren't mine...

I know that I have an abundance of clothes and any normal person would never remember every article of clothing they own, but I remember the day that these pajama's were purchased... and it wasn't by me.

It was some time last fall, before all the problems started piling up between Kaoru and I, and the host club was indulging Tamaki in one of his "fun" commoner exertions in the mall.

******FLASHBACK******

"Oh Kyouya, we must stop in here! Look at all the delightful commoner clothing in this store! The colors are so bright!"

"Tamaki..." Haruhi looked like she was ready to scold the King once again for not thinking before he spoke, "You can't just comment that everything is for commoners here."

I zoned out of their conversation and glanced over at Kaoru, who was looking at something inside the store that Tamaki had pointed out. I tried to guess what he was looking at so intensely, but was stopped short by Tamaki grabbing our arms and pulling us into the store.

We have been in this store for almost an hour and I am about to hurt someone... preferably Tamaki. He refuses to leave this store until we have all separately tried on at least 5 things from this store, and of course, Kyouya is being obstinate.

It took me longer than it should have to realize that Kaoru is no longer among our group by the changing rooms, so I go in search of him.

When I do find Kaoru, he is by the front of the store, looking at a rack full of pajama bottoms. I can tell that he is unaware of the audience of women that are watching him from the next rack over. I don't think that he has noticed my presence yet so I decide to have some fun with it.

I slip up behind Kaoru, wrap my arms around his waist and whisper just loud enough for the women to hear.

"Picking out something that I have the privilege to take off you later?" I say suggestively into his ear.

The desired reaction from the women was immediately evident from the swooning I heard to my right, but Kaoru... Kaoru's reaction was...

strange...

Granted, when we are at the club, all our moves are preplanned or at least expected but I've never had this reaction before.

Kaoru just... froze. At first I figured that he didn't know it was me but even after I spoke his posture didn't loosen up... it might have even become more ridged. I try to lean around him to look him in the eyes but his eyes remain steadfast and locked onto a pair of... penguin pajama bottoms?

Thinking fast, I grab the bottoms from Kaoru and begin walking toward the check out.

"Hikaru! What... what are you doing? Put those back!" Kaoru jogged up to me and grabbed the pants before I could hand them to the cashier, but I quickly grabbed them back and handed them to the woman behind the counter.

Before Kaoru could question me further I cut him off with a few simple words.

"You've been looking at these since we walked in here, and knowing you, you wont buy them so I am."

"But if you don't want them, then why..."

"I'm buying them for you, baka!"

He looked confused for one moment before a dark blush stole across his face. I must admit, he looks cute when he blushes.

I pay for the pajamas and hand the bag to my twin, who mumbles something that resembles a thank you under his breath, with that blush never leaving his face.

*****END FLASHBACK*****

It amazes me that these are the pajamas that I pull out today. Kaoru's light blue pajama bottoms with icebergs and penguins... Kaoru's favorite animal.

I should give these back to him... even if I don't give them back tonight, I should at least put these aside and get other pjs. But my body doesn't quite agree with what my mind is saying, and I find myself sliding into Karou's pajama bottoms.

I lay in bed for what seems like hours but is probably only 5 minutes. My body feels like it's filled with restless energy, like I wont be able to sleep unless I do something...

When I think about it, I'm not really restless so much as... horny?

Granted, I haven't jerked off in a while but nothing really brought this on. I got ready for bed like normal, grabbed paja... oh!

These are Kaoru's pjs. These have covered his most intimate of areas. He might have jerked off wearing these... maybe even while thinking of me! I mean, he said he's loved me for a long time.

Just thinking of Kaoru jerking off while wearing these is making me really horny. My hand trails down by chest before settling over my half hard dick. Adding just a small amount of pressure is causing my dick to twitch and swell just a little more. I close my eyes and wonder how much better this would be if the hands on me weren't my own.

'Well what do we have here? Are you being naughty Hika?'

I open my eyes and imagine seeing Kaoru leaning over me, arms on both sides of my head and straddling my waist.

'You know that I am supposed to be the naughty one out of the two of us,' I hear Kaoru say. We always pretended Kaoru was on the receiving end of many wicked sexual acts... and what I wouldn't give to have those acts be real now.

I slip my hand under the fabric of my underwear and grab hold of my cock, which hardened rather quickly once I imagined Kaoru was here. Pre cum has already collected at the slit, which I use to try and ease the process.

I think back to the kiss he gave me earlier at the aquarium, that quick peck on the lips which ignited my passion. Thinking back on that kiss makes me think of Kaoru's mouth... and the other things he can do with it.

I pull my pants and underwear off in one swift move, imagining that Kaoru is the one undressing me, and desperate to have friction back on my aching cock. I'm close, but I need something to push me just a little bit more to tip over the edge.

'Oh Hika, you're so big! Can I have a taste?'

My fantasy Kaoru is kneeling between my legs, his face hovering right over my cock. I let go of my cock long enough to lick my palm before returning the the task at hand. The added moister makes it easier to imagine Kaoru's mouth on my prick, swallowing me down to the hilt.

"Oh, oh! Ka... Kaoru!"

That image alone, of my innocent brother taking my hard cock in his mouth, is enough to finish myself off. I come, covering my hand and stomach in fluid, and continue to lie there for a few minutes trying to regain my breath.

I eventually clean myself up and pull my pants back on. I want that to happen outside of my imagination so desperately, I would do anything.

Tomorrow, Kaoru wont know what hit him. I will make him mine.

FINALLY A CHAPTER FOR YOU GUYS! I am so sorry that I haven't posted in a while but I've had some issues to deal with and I wasn't in the right frame of mind to write this story. This is also my sad attempt at smut when I wasn't really feeling inspired, but I needed to get a chapter out for you lovely readers that have, for some unknown reason, stuck with this sorry excuse of a story.

I'm warning you guys now, the next chapter will be focusing on Tamaki and Kyouya's relationship. If you don't want to read that... to bad, that is the next chapter.

Thank you guys again for sticking with me. Read and review please, it makes me happy! :)