Hi guys! Thanks for your comments/suggestions, it really does help. I've planned out the events for what will happen already for a while but the second part will be in Sasuke POV because of your comments even though I originally planned it in Sakura POV! It was a very good idea! So don't say I don't listen.

And yes... I'm feeling so pressured right now. I hope I can meet your expectations!

I was asked if I hate Sasuke - far from it! I like him but I think he is a dark character so he will do things which are bad. But in his Sasuke mind, he doesn't think so. I think the biggest problem with him is his single mindedness, he only ever thinks about things from his perspective.

THIS CHAPTER IS M RATED! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED! Don't like it then don't read it!

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Over the last few days Sakura had literally shut herself inside the labs at the hospital. It must have been obvious something was wrong because even some of her co-workers had been making comments to her. 'Are you sure you don't need a break?' or something different like 'It's not good for your health to work for so many hours.' But Sakura didn't want to think about anything but chemical reactions right now, she needed work to drown out the problems of her personal life.

If I combine this with that one… then hopefully it would have the desired effect but I will need to repeat the experiment to be certain…

Sakura quickly left her office to go and sit at a lab desk holding the chemicals needed in her hands. The voice at the back of her head kept telling her to put the correct clothing and protective gear on in case of an accident but Sakura was in too much of a rush to do it. Unfortunately for her, what she hadn't realised was exactly how tired non-stop research had made her.

Not noticing her grip become weaker, the vial in her right hand slipped out of her hand causing it to smash across the desk and onto her legs.

This is… Oh God… A heavy duty tranquilizer used in anesthetics for hospital operations… The amount soaking into my skin I'll be paralyzed for days!

In a mad frenzy Sakura tried to wipe off the liquid but already it was too late. Feeling her entire body literally freezing up, quickly she became unable to move her hands to wipe off the liquid and her whole body dropped heavily to the ground unable to lift itself up.

It seemed like only a second since she had fallen on the floor but she assumed more time must have passed since there one of her fellow workers was shaking her who wasn't around previously.

'We are going to have to contact – who - next of kin-'

Sakura was fading in and out of consciousness, only hearing parts of the conversion her two colleagues were discussing above her.

'This chemical - maybe even days-'

'Written – Uchiha - Sasuke.'

After hearing Sasuke's name Sakura finally gave into the darkness and fell unconscious.

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Slowly opening her eyelids, panic set in as Sakura realised she couldn't move her body. The memories of what happened previously played in her mind and she finally realised why she was unable to move her body, this was the result of her foolish actions.

I should have known better… I can't move a single muscle in my body… All I can do is move my eyes but even that requires too much effort… My eyes… What is this place…Where the hell am I?

Sakura only now realised she couldn't recognise the room around her; but painfully looking down she saw she had been propped up against a windowsill with a blanket across her lap. It was comfortable enough. Still unable to move, she could barely move her eyes to see the rest of the environment around her. It was an office of some, as massive scrolls contained in shelves covered nearly all of the room she was able to see. From the corner of her eye, Sakura could barely make out a large desk and a chair, the person sitting in it was facing away from her, so she could only see what she thought was a back.

'Awake at last?' It was Sasuke's voice, Sakura put the pieces together and assumed this must be his ANBU office.

'Oh, that's right they said you would be unable to talk.' Sakura could hear the scratching sound of pen writing on paper. 'I'll be looking after you until you regain your normal bodily functions. Your colleagues said it would take a couple of days but there is no damage to your body. You will just have to wait it out.'

Great… Just when I thought my day couldn't get any better.

Sakura heard Sasuke let out a small dark chuckle. 'In terms of stupidity, even for you, this is quite impressive.'

Listening to the sound of his writing, Sasuke spoke again 'I can't leave. If this was my usual workload then we could have returned home by now but some of the Hokage's responsibility has fallen to me while Naruto is away, so you'll need to wait.'

It's not like I have a choice anyway…

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'If I go too fast just blink repeatedly.' Sasuke said while carefully pouring a cup of water into Sakura's mouth. She was surprised at how gentle he could be at times.

'Since you can't eat food, I've put vitamins into the water so you will still get nutritional value.'

After finishing her drink Sasuke carried her into his bedroom. Roughly he pulled off his ANBU uniform but placed it neatly on top of his cabinet. After taking his own clothes off, he gently started to remove Sakura's clothes, piece by piece.

No way! He isn't going to….

He must have seen her thought in her eyes, as he responded 'don't give me that look. I need a wash and so do you.'

Oh… A shower… Just a shower… Calm down… Sasuke has to wash me now I'm unable to move…

Sasuke gently lifted her into the corner of the bathroom while he turned the shower on, his back facing her. It wasn't as if she was staring on purpose, literally she couldn't move her head away, Sakura's whole vision was taken up by the view of his perfectly sculpted body. Watching him wash himself, the water pour down his body was strangely… arousing. She felt her body getting warmer almost as if in response to what she was seeing. No. It was even worse than that; she could feel the wetness in between her legs. In response, she panicked not wanting to send the wrong message to Sasuke.

Don't look. Don't look.

She watched motionlessly as Sasuke washed all the shampoo out of his hair, there was something hypnotic about it, watching his hands massage his onyx locks. After finishing washing his hair, Sasuke turned around with a soapy sponge in his hand, walking to Sakura but stopped with a smirk appearing across his face.

'Sakura you're a pervert.'

You're wrong... I'm not… It's not like that…

Still smiling he dragged her body across the wet floor so she was sitting directly beneath the shower, the warm water felt refreshing against her body. Sasuke sat behind her, so her back was pressed directly on his chest; he moved his right leg underneath her to open up her legs.

'Have you not been touching yourself?' He nuzzled her neck with his nose. 'Or rather, is it that you've been waiting for me to do it?'

Massaging the sponge across her body, Sakura couldn't deny that it didn't felt good. But still she was afraid of him and didn't want him to touch her at all.

'Don't worry. I'll see to all of your needs.' He whispered softly biting the top of her ear.

Dropping the sponge on the tiled floor, he gently grazed his fingers across Sakura's inner thighs getting higher and higher up.

No. I don't want this!

Sakura was trapped between a feeling of physical pleasure but mental fear. It was just all too much for her. Whenever she was around Sasuke, he always brought out a strong emotional response in her. Before long she could feel his digits entering inside her, more than anything she wanted to cry out in response but it was no use her mouth was clamped shut. Sasuke moved his other hand to gently massage her breast.

'Relax…' He breathed into her neck. She wasn't sure what he meant since she couldn't move. But he repeated himself again. 'Just relax…'

Pleasure exploded throughout her body as he slowly pushed his fingers inside and out. After a few minutes Sakura could feel her stomach getting tighter, knowing this was the feeling before an orgasm. Feeling as if her rational mind had dissolved away, she was unable to think clearly too lost in the pleasure. Behind her back, she could feel a new pressure, something… hard.

Sasuke… Sasuke is….

What was happening right now? This undoubtedly was madness. Being forced to come by someone who once raped her.

Only a… sick person… could have such a reaction…

It was too late. She had already come.

Feeling Sasuke smile against her shoulder, he removed his fingers holding his hand up to look at the juices covering them. But the water from the shower quickly washed it away.

'Shit. Sakura. I…' He was pressing his erection deeper into her back; her mind went blank with fear in response.

No! No! Don't put it inside…

'Daddy!' Keizo was calling from inside the house. 'Daddy!'

Sakura could hear Sasuke let out a long sigh in defeat. He hadn't realised the time, Keizo normally came back from school at this time.

'Daddy! I know you're here!' His footsteps were getting louder and louder.

'Keizo! Wait a minute! Go in the living room and wait!' Sasuke shouted, the footsteps sounded more distant as a response.

That was a close one…

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Sitting on the couch in the living room, Sakura could see Sasuke was extremely agitated since their escapade in the bathroom. After Keizo's disruption, he coldly washed her hair and changed her clothing without saying a single word. But Sakura could tell, the way how he chopped up the food to cook was not how he usually did it; even the way he was standing had a slight aggressive nuance to it.

How long am I going to be like this for? The more time I'm here, the most dangerous it's going to become…

After eating dinner, Keizo jumped on the sofa to cuddle Sakura. 'I know it's bad you're like a zombie. But I'm so happy you're here again mummy.' Smiling he cuddled Sakura's body harder.

'It's like how you were before you woke up!'

'Hey mummy.' Keizo lifted his head off her side. 'I have an idea!'

Keizo climbed onto her lap with a dark grin on his face. Outstretching his arms in an overdramatic motion, he started to wiggle his fingers. Quickly pouncing, he started to tickle her sides. Sakura instinctively wanted to laugh and push him away but as she couldn't do that, it felt like a playful kind of torture.

A devil father has definitely produced a devil son.

'You want to laugh, don't you mummy? I bet you do!' Smiling he carried on.

'It's enough now.' Sasuke had peered his head out of the kitchen to see what Keizo was doing.

'But daddy it's fun! Why do I have to stop?' He pouted.

'She will wet herself; your mother is unable to control her bodily functions until the chemical wears off.'

'Oh.' Keizo's hands immediately contracted from Sakura's sides. 'I'm so sorry mummy. Forgive me?'

With an adorable face like that, how could I not?

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(Author's note – everything from this section is Sasuke's POV including thoughts. Just to make clear.)

There were times where Sasuke thought he could accept Sakura living life without him, as long as she was happy that would be enough. But at other times the mere thought of it made him mad enough to kill. The whole situation was just maddening.

Why am I putting up with all this shit?

He had misjudged her. Sakura was a much more independent person than his mother was, perhaps it was the way she had been raised. His mother was brought up knowing her purpose in life was to raise strong Uchiha children and she executed the role of a house wife to perfection. Mikoto really was the perfect wife and mother. Sakura on the other hand was very different to his mother; independence was very important to her and so she had always sought to live life on her terms. Living in the house without any other purpose was draining to her spirit, the way she had changed since work at the labs was proof of that.

Sasuke had done everything he possibly could to make her happy since she awoke from her coma. How did she respond? By drinking and pushing him away at every available opportunity. He had thought with time, eventually Sakura would realise her mistakes and come back to him. But she was just becoming more and more distant. Then to top it all off, she actually had the cheek to say Kakashi protects her.

Naïve. Going off with that old lecherous man, that perverted teacher… How more stupid could you get?

It was at that precise moment when she had spoken those words Sasuke finally realised Sakura would not come to him freely. If their relationship was going to progress the responsibility seemed to fall on him. So now he decided to be much more forward in dealing with her. Neither would he take anymore nonsense off either, since after all there is only so much stupidity a person can take.

Sakura has always been a bit slow. Soon she will realise. One way or another.

From the moment the hospital workers had told him about Sakura's accident, he knew a golden opportunity had presented itself. The issues that he would face were no longer a problem now she was effectively paralyzed. Their first coupling together would have to be gentle. The exact opposite of the first time they actually had sex. Sakura being almost paralyzed help matters, there would be no physical violence on either side, as she wouldn't be able to struggle against him. All that was required of her was just to enjoy the sensations.

Walking into his room Sasuke placed her down on his chair in a sitting position. Sakura watched Keizo smile with a hair brush in his hand.

'You know mummy. I always used to brush your hair when you were sleeping for that long time. Daddy taught me how to do it.' Smiling Keizo tiptoed so he could reach the top of her head. Slowly and gently Keizo took downwards motions brushing the knots from her hair.

Holding a handful of soft pink locks in his hand, he moved the hair to touch his face. 'Mummy has the best hair. No one has hair like this in the whole of Konoha.'

Sasuke remembered the first time Keizo had asked him to brush his mothers hair, it was a fond memory. Since Keizo at the time couldn't have a relationship with his mother, Sasuke felt it was important to try and build some kind of bond between the two of them. Children needed their mothers and he knew this the best of all.

Placing his hand gently on Keizo's shoulder Sasuke told him, 'It's time for bed now.'

'Okay! Goodnight mummy! Goodnight daddy!' Placing the hairbrush back on the table he exited the room closing the door behind him.

Waiting until he could hear Keizo's footsteps disappear completely, he bridal style carried Sakura from the chair to his bed. Standing beside the bed, he took off his navy top, black sweatpants and black underwear. He could see the fear in her eyes, so he would do his best to be gentle with her.

She was always going to have this type of reaction for the first time. Just get it over and done with.

Moving onto the bed completely naked, he lay on top of her body with his elbows placed on each side of her head propping his head up, so he could look into her eyes.

'You know what's going to happen now, don't you?'

Softly he knocked off the left strap of her white nightdress to reveal the soft flesh underneath. Something in her emerald eyes flickered but he wasn't sure what it was. No matter, nothing was going to stop him anyway. Sucking on her collar bone, the large red mark left behind pleased him. Hooking his fingers on each side of her panties, gently he slid them off her body and then took off her nightdress to expose her naked body to him completely.

Intense lust filled his mind and body just by looking at her naked frame, how many dreams did he have because of her? How many nights had he woken up in a cold sweat? It was all her fault. But now he would finally get what was rightfully his and no one would dare to take it away from him.

Shuffling down her body, he buried his head in between her soft thighs, hungrily licking her vagina. He was sure he felt her body convulse in response, but since she was effectively paralyzed, he dismissed it as his imagination. Lapping up the soft tissue, he soon began to taste the sweet juices pouring out of her. There could be no doubt that Sakura was finding the experience pleasurable.

By the time I'm through, you'll be glad to be paralyzed since you won't be able to walk anyway.

Something in his mind snapped after that thought. He had to have her. Right now.

Looming over her, he inserted himself inside her while staring into her sparkling emerald eyes.

Oh God… This feeling…

'It's wonderful…Sakura.' He managed to hiss through his teeth.

That soft, tight passage… he wanted to melt into that feeling entirely. It had been so long since he last had intercourse. Not because he couldn't, many women had offered themselves to him and even some literally begged him too. But just the thought of it alone disgusted him, they weren't her, he wouldn't touch anyone apart from her.

Only you…

After thrusting deeply into her for a couple of minutes, Sasuke could hear her breathing change dramatically, so it was obvious Sakura was close to finishing. Her face became more flushed than before and her eyes were diluted in a hedonistic haze. Responding by thrusting harder and deeper, before long Sasuke could feel her inner muscles clamping harder down on him just before he heard one long deep breath. Sakura had just had an orgasm. Unable to wipe the self satisfied smirk off his face, Sasuke toyed with the idea of pushing her further. If he carried on, he was certain she would come again. Personally wanting this experience to go on forever, Sasuke unhappily decided against it, since her body was just too weak right now to keep pushing it. This was supposed to a nice experience for her after all. Closing his eyes to immerse himself in the pleasure of sex, Sasuke pushed himself so he would come more quickly. The more time he spent inside Sakura after her orgasm would just make her feel violated. Deciding if he should empty himself inside of her, he pulled out before coming, his white seed spilling across her stomach.

She wouldn't be able to mentally cope with being pregnant again, look at last time...

Panting he stared at the figure beneath him, her long pink hair was sprayed across the bed, Sakura looked exquisite. Her flushed face and shallow panting was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Lying in a mental bliss, a dark thought came into his mind destroying his happiness. What if someone else looked at her body as he was doing right now? What if someone else looked at her face while she was in this state like he was doing now?

'If you ever show this face to another man, I'll kill you.'

Seeing the fright reflected in her eyes, Sasuke immediately regretted his choice of words. He watched as a small tear fell from her right eye. Catching the tear with his finger, Sasuke gently wiped it away.

Did what I say make her cry? Or was it what I did?

Frustrated at his inability to understand her, Sasuke quickly cleaned Sakura before pulling her body on top of his to sleep. Cradling her on his chest, he gently stroked her back to help soothe her into sleeping.

'It won't always be this way. Just give yourself to me completely.' He whispered into her ear.

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You guys have no idea how nervous I am about posting this chapter! Nerves, nerves and more nerves. I suck at writing lemons!

What did you guys think of it?

Do you think what Sasuke did is rape? The whole situation seems a bit ambiguous. I wonder how Sakura will react… If you want to find out you must review and review again!

And yes, I wish I had a magical wand that took all the ideas from my head and put them on paper. But unfortunately for now I must do it the long way until I find that wand...