Amy P.O.V.

After that nice and relaxing shower, I got dressed in some extra clothes that Ricky had kept for me at once. I was so excited to finally see my little boy. Gosh, I missed him so much it's crazy. When I keep thinking about the thought of John growing up without me around, it hurts me a lot. Maybe I should stay here, so I could be around for John. Ricky said that his mom was suppose to bringing John home some time today.

Ricky: "AMY BREAKFAST IS READY!"

I walked into the kitchen to see that Ricky prepared a huge breakfast to fill my appetite. He made fresh waffles with blueberries, fresh fruit chopped nicely with fruit dip and a yummy smelling breakfast casserole. I wonder how he managed to make all of this in just little time.

Amy: "Ricky how did you manage to do all of this? (as he was pulling her chair for her) Was I taking forever in the bathroom?"

Ricky: ( With His Hands In His Pocket) "Well I had a little helper. Thank God they showed up in time. (Amy was giving him a questioning look at first) Little Helper, Come Here For A Minute."

I heard little footsteps coming down the narrow hallway. When I turned my head, I saw a handsome dirty blonde headed little fellow with the most beautiful eyes. Even though it's been months since I saw him last, I still feel like it's my first time seeing him in over a year. An excited John came running towards me. I crouched down and picked him up. I started to kiss him all over.

Amy: "I missed you so much John. (happy tears started to flow from her eyes) You have gotten so big since the last time I saw you. Mommy will never leave you again for so long anymore buddy. I love you so much John."

John: " I wuv you too mommy."

After awhile of hugging and squeezing John, I finally released my baby from my arms. My little family and I enjoyed a nice quiet breakfast. John and I played with a few of his toys and he went down for a nap. After returning from John's room, I went and sat on the couch with Ricky.

Amy: "He's gotten so BIG! I missed him so much it's crazy."

Ricky: " Yeah he has gotten so big. He's so smart Amy. John missed you so much. I even missed you alot."

Amy: " I really missed our little family. We have a cute family. I glad we are trying to work something out for John's sake. (brushes hair back) John needs both of his parents in his life."

Ricky: (Eyeing Amy in a strange way) "What do you mean 'He needs both of his parents in his life'? We both have been in his life the first day he was born Amy. Why would you ev-"

Amy: " Ricky, I meant he shouldn't grow with me one place and you another place. I owe him so much to be here and raise him in person instead of video chat. I want what's best for John and I've decided to finish college here."

I think Ricky was shocked by my words because he stared blankly in my face. Ricky just needs to accept what I'm going to do at this point. I want to be closer to John and it was a huge mistake of my leaving. I know that I'm not perfect but I am a good mother. Plus I want to have something with Ricky other than a friendship.

Ricky: "If that's what you truly want Amy, then I can't stop you."

Amy: "This is what I want to do. I want to be closer to John….and you. I want our cute little family to workout. Maybe in the near future another addition to this family. I want our relationship to be based on trust and love this time. I want us to be for sure about who we are and what we want in life. I want all of this….. Now and Forever."

I leaned in kissed his tender lips. Ricky started to deepen the kiss and it became more heated and intense. Luckily John is here so there wouldn't be any fooling around. I truly hope something can work for us.