Summary: It was never his intention to hurt Kiyoshi but now his gloomy past haunts him. What will Hanamiya do if he suddenly realizes the real intentions of his actions but time is running out?

Rating: M

Words: 13,045 and counting

A/N: Yaio. KiyoHana. Characters may be OC. Pardon for my wrong grammar. Kuroko no Basuke is not mine.

FIRST DATE

Chapter 3

4, 298 Words

Kazuya Hara was unsure of what he was doing. Waking up early in the morning, he had no choice but to run the errand his mother was asking him but now, he exactly don't know how he actually ended up walking around Tokyo Disneyland. The sun was still rising, he made it their early and by early it means that he has still to wait for the theme park's opening hour.

Chewing his bubble gum which he usually does, he could still feel the pain his body had earned yesterday. Captain has no mercy at all. It was our first practice after the finals! He thought annoyingly as he remembered their brutal training menu that their captain had prepared for them. I wonder what happened then. He glanced at his watch, skeptically waiting for someone.

Tired of walking to and fro and looking at the rides and booths, Hara decided to take a seat. The place was still nearly empty; he could only see a few number of people rounding up the theme park. Annoyed, he checked his phone for announcements and messages, disappointed that there were none, he fixed his gaze on the people walking around. Kids. Parents. Dating Couples. Hmm. Wait is that. His eyes caught a shade of a black-haired guy walking opposite to his seat holding his phone. What the hell is he doing here so early? Before Hara could even process, he felt a sudden pull to his right and was dragged harshly.

"What the…" He protested only to be silenced by a hand in his mouth.

"Shhh!" Seto placed his hands on his lips. "You're too noisy, captain might see us."

"What took you so long?" Hara could hear Furuhashi's voice and quickly itched.

Yeah right, I was here even before this damn park opened! He mentally replied observing that all the regulars of the Kirisaki Daichi basketball club were there and was staring at him as if he was a cornered animal.

"So, what's now?" Hara asked annoyed that he could not even defend himself.

"Well, I believed you already seen captain. I think the answer to your question is obvious." Seto replied bluntly looking at Hanamiya who was now sitting in one of the park's benches who looked to be waiting for someone.

"Don't tell me where going to spy on him for the whole day! I still have back pains you know. I prefer to rest!" Hara complained. "Besides if he found out, I'm pretty much sure we won't be able to survive our next training menu."

"Just shut up Hara, oh look someone's coming." Furuhashi slapped Hara's head with a magazine as he noticed a tall, brown-haired guy approaching Hanamiya.

Kiyoshi was walking toward Hanamiya, he knew he was a little bit late around 32 minutes and 32 seconds to be more exact and he exactly knew how Hanamiya hates late people.

"Oi, Hanamiya, I'm sorry I'm late, traffic." Kiyoshi greeted smiling and hoping that his smile would calm his companion's gloomy face.

"Lame excuse." Hanamiya replied. I wonder how come I agreed to this. "So, what's the plan?"

"Huh, what do you mean, what's the plan?" Kiyoshi looked baffled. "I thought we're on a date."

Shit. That was so straightforward. Hanamiya pondered.

"Okay, maybe we'll start with the rides then?" Kiyoshi suggested pointing at the roller coaster. "There's no need to be awkward just enjoy the day."

"You're really stupid Kiyoshi. I swear that this will be the first and the last of this kind." Hanamiya stood up nevertheless and followed his companion to the ticket both.

As the duo walk toward their first ride, Hara and the others followed them slowly trying not to catch attention. It was the first time they were seeing their captain and Kiyoshi, both of them being tagged as uncrowned kings, spending much time together as if they were really close. In fact, this is the first time they see their captain on a so called date.

"Say, how come they act so natural? Shouldn't be either Kiyoshi is angry at Hanamiya or Hanamiya should feel guilty about what he did or both?" Hara suddenly asked out of the blue, blowing a big bubble from his chewing gum.

"I don't know either; do you think captain has been harboring his feelings for the longest time?" Furuhashi replied with another question.

"Idiot, if that's the case then why did he injure Kiyoshi?" Yamazaki added another question.

"Shut up you three, don't you realize you all are just adding more questions to Hara's inquiry?" Seto replied irritated.

The other three suddenly paused walking for a while and looked at their vice-captain intensely.

"What?" Seto asked as he noticed three pairs of eyes looking at him.

"I cannot believe are so dumb Seto, I thought you have a 160 IQ. You, actually don't realize that you have just added more questions!" Hara replied laughing.

"Humph." Seto itched annoyed by Hara's comment.

"Oh look, they are entering the roller coaster now; I wonder what will happen next. You think captain will throw Kiyoshi out of his seat?"

"I doubt, just stop asking questions Hara." Yamazaki responded with a smirk.

Hanamiya was trembling. Literally, Hanamiya was trembling. Damn it. I don't like this. He cursed himself as he stares at the highest peak of the roller coaster. I should just have stayed…

"Oi, let's go." Kiyoshi announced as he noticed how Hanamiya trembled at the sight of roller coaster. "Don't tell you have fear of heights, so even a person like you has fears then."

"Don't insult me, as if you don't have one yourself." Hanamiya defended taking his seat and making sure all the locks and safety gears were in place. Shit! Shit! Shit! I'll be alright. I'll be all right! Hanamiya mentally shouted as the roller coaster moved and dropped rapidly into its first loop.

"Fuck." He finally managed to utter as the roller coaster continued to traverse it up and down trail. "Shiiit!"

"You look cute when you're afraid." Kiyoshi teased as he saw Hanamiya's facial reaction.

"Stop fucking around." Hanamiya managed to utter slightly pissed.

Kiyoshi burst into laughter as he heard Hanamiya's words. It actually reminded him of their match during the winter cup preliminaries where he said he wanted to play with him again and he received the same reaction. You haven't really changed.

"What's so funny?"

"Nothing, it's just that you always enjoy seeing others in pain but now it's totally the opposite." Kiyoshi replied giving a short sigh.

"What?" Hanamiya replied running out of words. Fuck. How come I did not realize that, did he personally force me into this to mock me?

By the time the coaster has reached the platform, Hanamiya's head was already dizzy. The 30 minutes joyride for Kiyoshi felt like a day of torture for him. It's not that he wasn't used to height or that he was afraid of it, he just dislikes roller coasters because it always make feel lightheaded after such long journey.

"Hey, you ok?" Kiyoshi asked sincerely as he noticed Hanamiya puking at the garbage can. "Here." He then gave him his handkerchief.

Hanamiya wiped his mouth clean then proceeded to the comfort room. "I need to pee." He announced and quickly went on.

What's happening to me? This aint right, none of these is right! Hanamiya scolded himself thoroughly cleaning his face with water. What is this feeling that I can longer say no, it shouldn't be like this, yeah, it should not be like this. He then let out a short sadistic giggle.

"Hey, why don't you just admit it yourself?" He heard a man with a black hair probably the same as his age talk to his phone.

"No, that is not what I meant, I mean if you can't let go then at least enjoy flowing with the stream. Trust me; it will be better than going against it." The man continued trying to convince the other person at the end of line.

"Very well, I have to…"

Hanamiya was not in the mood to listen to such goody-goody ridiculous emotional shit and all. Yeah right, listening to all those shitty words makes me want to puke again. He thought as he left the comfort room unknowingly that he was smiling.

"What now?" He asked as he approached Kiyoshi who was standing at the booths smiling frantically. "I don't like high speed rides."

"Who said were going for another high speed rides, I was just thinking that we can at least play in the booths." Kiyoshi replied showing his tokens.

Hanamiya was then again in no position to decline. Tsk. He thought walking toward the booths. I wonder since when did I become so comfortable with him.

Only a few people were playing in the booths, most of them are children and teenagers that are way younger than them. This is being ridiculous. Hanamiya pondered and was already in the verge of complaining when he saw Kiyoshi already swiped the card to the card terminal.

"That bear with black hair resembles you, I want to get it." Kiyoshi cheerfully stated as he picked up the joystick that controls the crane. "You know, I'm pretty much good at these things."

Hanamiya smirked hearing what Kiyoshi said. What the hell does he mean by that? This date is going nowhere.

"Here it comes, here it comes, gotcha!" Kiyoshi shouted like a little child when the crane finally got the black-haired teddy fair and it came tumbling down the hole.

Shut up Kiyoshi, you're acting like a child and your making it sound so green, wait, did he mean that a while ago… Hanamiya's flow of thoughts was suddenly interrupted.

"Here, take this as a symbol of my sincere forgiveness." Kiyoshi smiled cheerfully again and gave the teddy bear to Hanamiya. "Although, I would really want to see you change though."

"Well, because you have been so good to me, maybe I would… there is no way I'll say that dumbass." Hanamiya replied looking at Kiyoshi's disappointed facial reaction. "It's my basketball style."

"I see." Kiyoshi uttered softly.

"Are we going to discuss this again, Kiyoshi? I'm tired of this shit, I am who I am." Hanamiya declared annoyed by the sudden course of events. "I'm hungry, I need to eat"

"Ha? It is still thirty minutes past ten. Oh c'mon, one more ride and then we'll eat."

Hanamiya wanted to refuse for the nth time but then again he simply can't, for no real reason at all, he just can't. After a series of arguments and negotiations, he finally found himself sitting in a ferris wheel cabin with Kiyoshi and some food and drinks they had bought earlier.

"Hey, I can't believe this; we totally got passed the guards." Kiyoshi enthusiastically announced as if it was his first time to do it. "I mean, you know food and beverage are not allowed here. I just can't really believe we did it."

"I did it." Hanamiya corrected opening his soda can and taking a short sip. I guess it's time. "What games are you trying to play with me, Kiyoshi?"

"Huh?" Brown eyes quickly met his. "I don't know what you are talking about. I just wanted to spend time with you."

"Stop messing around. I knew you are acting in behalf of my teammates, say, did they told you about my present condition?" Hanamiya's voice turned serious and deadly.

Kiyoshi looked surprise after hearing Hanamiya's declaration. So he knew, then how come he still agreed to this. He then laughed. "Sorry, please have mercy on them; they just wanted to help you. At first I was reluctant but when they said that you are having hallucinations of me lately, I finally agreed. Can't let my childhood friend become crazier can I? Your being a sadist is enough."

"Bastards." Hanamiya cursed finally hearing Kiyoshi's side of the story which would complete his theory. I knew there was something fishy when asked me to come to Shibuya and leave me alone with this idiot. "So, that's true." He replied sheepishly.

"Really? Oh, how funny would that be?" Kiyoshi giggled at the idea of Hanamiya having hallucinations of him. "Say, are those casual or …"

Kiyoshi was not able to finish his statement as Hanamiya's empty soda can collided with his face. "Don't you dare finish that statement, Kiyoshi." He threatened.

"Oh c'mon! Don't be ashamed, it's just you and me here, nobody would…" Kiyoshi closed his eyes and teased but the moment he opened it Hanamiya was already tackling him.

"Oi, you're so serious Hanamiya! Calm down." Kiyoshi replied as he was pinned to the ground.

"Makoto." Hanamiya replied black eyes intensely staring into Kiyoshi's brown eyes.

"Huh?" Kiyoshi asked confused feeling belittled by Hanamiya's eyes.

"Makoto." Hanamiya repeated. "Call me, Makoto."

"Oh." Kiyoshi replied and when he was about to stand up, he felt Hanamiya's tight grip preventing him from doing so. "Oi let me stand…"

Kiyoshi's request was denied as felt Hanamiya's soft and warm lips touches his. Damn, I should have known.

Hanamiya was enjoying the moment; he knew there was no logical reason for why he is having fun but slowly kissing Kiyoshi's lips and asking for his tongue's entrance was giving his too much pleasure. It was only a matter of seconds when he was already invading Kiyoshi's mouth. "Mhhhmm…" Kiyoshi uttered feeling slightly surprised and pleasured as he feels Hanamiya's tongue collide with his and warm hands searching its way through his lower clothes. Kiyoshi's moan only made Hanamiya to kiss him deeper. "-koto..ah…mak…" Kiyoshi tried to catch Hanamiya attention but to no avail. Every time he would speak Hanamiya would only kissed him deeper. "Ahh!" Kiyoshi suddenly pulled out and pushed Hanamiya.

Hanamiya looked confused. Didn't he enjoy it, wait, what the fuck did I just do?

"You're really such a bad ass, give me some air sometimes." Kiyoshi replied breathing heavily. "Anyway, what was that for?"

"Now where even." Hanamiya quickly replied.

"Ei?" Kiyoshi looked baffled as he stood up and sat comfortable back to his chair.

"Remember when we were in Shibuya?" Hanamiya quickly replied as he slowly stands shifting his gaze from Kiyoshi to the panoramic view offered by the ferris wheel. "It seems like we're on the pinnacle now." He announced noticing that the view was getting better.

"Yeah, you were on your pinnacle." Kiyoshi replied, standing up and walking beside Hanamiya. "So, did you finally feel it?"

Hanamiya did not reply but he could feel that tears were about to drop from his own eyes. Shit, no, I won't cry, I never did and I never will. Hanamiya tried to hold back his tears until he could felt Kiyoshi's hand embracing him tightly.

"Let go of yourself now." Kiyoshi whispered slowly into Hanamiya's ears. "You know how much I love you."

Hanamiya did not budge but he felt how those warm words pierce through his ears, how Kiyoshi's warm breathe tingles the ends of his pinna and slowly touching his hair. He suddenly felt happy and without him knowing it, he was already crying. Shit. What has happened to me?

"I'm sorry…" Hanamiya slowly apologized as he still fixes his stare at the view of Tokyo skyline. "I did not know what to do; I thought it was the only way to catch your attention."

Kiyoshi listened carefully to the sobbing Hanamiya, as he could hear him apologize, he was waiting for the part where he would say that he would never utter such lies and that he enjoys hurting people but to his surprise, it did not come. It's weird, I do not know what to feel, the last time Hanamiya was acting like this was way back when we were still elementary students. Kiyoshi though and smiled as he tighten his embrace.

"I love…" Hanamiya gulped in tense and embarrassment. "you too, Kiyoshi…"

After such declaration, Hanamiya could feel the ferris wheel moving again. Dafuq? Did time really stopped? So… what now?

Before he could understand what would happen next, he could feel Kiyoshi's sincere kisses in his neck then in a split second; he could then feel Kiyoshi's hands slowly entering his shirt and was gradually moving up.

Now, I'm the bottom. Hanamiya thought quite annoyed but satisfied at the same time. "Ahh…" He let out small moan as he felt Kiyoshi's hands reached his nipples.

Just before a full blown make out occur, Kiyoshi retreated his hands and stepped backwards. "I just want you to know that I am willing to do everything with you and for you."

Hanamiya gradually turned and saw Kiyoshi's sincere smile. That stupid smile again. He smirked and noticed that they were at the bottom of the ferris wheel already.

"I want real food now." Hanamiya commanded walking out of the cabin. "When I mean real, I meant it."

"There you go again Hanamiya acting so grumpy. Hmm, I really can't understand you." Kiyoshi followed his boyfriend who was so sweet a while ago and now acts like a tyrant.

And I can't understand you either. You always smile as if the whole world is perfect and everything is good. Hanamiya replied looking at his boyfriend. Wait, since when did we become, never mind, if you are the only one that my brilliant mind cannot comprehend then I deserve to be yours as you deserve to be mine. Hanamiya thought entertaining the thought of going into a deeper relationship with Kiyoshi.

"Is there something wrong with my face?" Kiyoshi asked as he noticed Hanamiya who has been staring at him for quite a time now.

"Nothing, I was just thinking if we are already…"

"Yes, you're mine." Kiyoshi replied not even giving Hanamiya a chance finish his question.

"Good, now I really want to eat." Hanamiya complained for the last time about eating lunch. "Fast foods are not an option."

Wow. How picky… Kiyoshi scratched the back of his head when an uncalled for idea popped into his mind.

"Hey, Makoto, how about we go eat at the restaurant near the world bazaar?" Kiyoshi quickly asked looking excited at this plan.

"Oh." Hanamiya paused. "Which one, the sweetheart café?"

Kiyoshi replied with a big grin. I knew he would get it! Damn, genius.

"Since this is technically our first date, then it's fine by me." Hanamiya agreed reluctantly not wanting to destroy the romantic atmosphere surrounding them.

"Yay!" Kiyoshi replied happily as Hanamiya agreed to his plans.

Calling the sweetheart café a restaurant for lovers is an understatement. When the unlikely couple arrived, the restaurant was full of married people ranging from different ages and nationality.

"Uhm, aren't we little bit out of place?" Hanamiya asked hoping for Hanamiya to change his mind.

"Now, now, it's not as if we are not a couple right? Let's go have some fun!" Kiyoshi replied and dragged Hanamiya inside the restaurant.

Hanamiya was unsure about what he was feeling but he was feeling it ever since he entered the theme park this morning. I wonder what's wrong. He thought as he slowly ate the meal Kiyoshi had ordered.

"Hey Kiyoshi, do you feel what I feel?" Hanamiya asked annoyed because he can't figure out what's wrong.

"Huh?" Kiyoshi replied eating his bread. "You mean, love? By the way, stop calling me Kiyoshi, that's not my name."

"Fine, Teppei." Hanamiya uttered still with sadism. "It's not that, it just feels like I can see that the world is more colorful today."

"Oh." Kiyoshi was caught by Hanamiya's sudden line then he gave out a soft laugh. Since when did he start speaking like that? "Makoto, I never knew you could speak words like that."

"You're getting this all wrong. I mean like…" Hanamiya paused for a while and hesitated. Well, it's all or nothing. "Kazuya and Kentaro, out."

Hanamiya's command startled Kiyoshi. Has he really lost his mind? Calling people who aren't actually here? He asked himself as Hanamiya utters unfamiliar names.

All of the sudden, two men from nowhere appeared walking toward their table shocking Kiyoshi.

"Hi captain." Hara waved nervously as he felt Hanamiya's stare penetrate through his head.

Hanamiya remained silent. I knew it. Hmm, the other two is obviously here too. "What are you two doing here?"

"Uhm, we were just passing by." Seto defended themselves.

"I see it then, tomorrow all the regulars will be doing quadrupled training menu." Hanamiya smirked. "Unless…"

"Unless what?" Seto asked anxiously. C'mon, we can hardly come up with a tripled one!

"Unless you tell me the truth here and now, no exceptions, everything."

Seto hesitated for a moment. He looked at Hara who also seemed to be also confused on what they will do. Either way, telling the truth will only aggravate captain, hmm… we don't really have a choice! He mentally shouted and was about to speak when Kiyoshi interrupted them.

"Oi Makoto, give your teammates a break, I actually saw Kuroko and Kagami and some members of Seirin walking around the theme park a while ago." Kiyoshi smiled trying to ease the situation. "Please, can you do this for me?"

Kiyoshi's request startled everyone on the table. Seto and Hara wasn't sure what Kiyoshi was thinking but nevertheless they appreciated the help but still they know Hanamiya would not allow them just to leave freely after spying on the couple.

Hanamiya was in despair, he really wanted to see his teammates suffer from his wrath but he also doesn't want to disappoint Kiyoshi, especially now that they are officially in a relationship. Ah, such complexities of love that's why I prefer solving physics problems. He thought and closed his eyes for a moment. "Fine but you still have to tell me everything on our practice tomorrow. Just leave us now before I could even change my mind."

Seto smiled at Hanamiya's reaction while Hara quickly turned into a stone cold statue. They say love can change people, I actually never believed in it until now. What had happened to our sadistic captain? He pondered as he pulled Hara with him. When they reached outside, the other two members of the basketball club quickly greeted them.

"How was it?" Yamazaki asked hoping to get a positive answer.

"Hey Seto, stop being silent, we want to know what happened. Did captain…" Furuhashi's question was interrupted.

"Hanamiya has changed."

The four regulars looked the direction of the voice and were surprised to see Seirin's ace, Kagami and his shadow, Kuroko standing behind them.

"What the fuck are you two doing here!?" Yamazaki asked as he saw the Seirin duo.

"Hello." Kuroko politely greeted sipping his favorite vanilla milkshake.

"Same as the four of you dumbass, I wanted to know what Kiyoshi-senpai is hiding when it comes to Hanamiya." Kagami replied. "Hey, don't think we are all friends, we still have not forgotten your malice during the match, were just concerned about our senpai especially that his with that wicked witch. Even if he changes that does not change anything at all."

"Your argument is invalid; Hanamiya is not even a female." Seto replied staring daggers at the two who just lambasted their captain.

"Who cares? He's still wicked anyway, same goes to your four." Kagami continued reciprocating Seto's deep stares.

"Kagami-kun stop, we are not here for a fight." Kuroko uttered hoping to calm down the two parties.

As the trio indulges in their deep conversation, Hara quickly noticed that Hanamiya and Kiyoshi were leaving the restaurant.

"Guys hide, here they come!" Hara announced as the pair walked toward their direction.

Like flies the six people quickly vanished into thin air. Kuroko and Kagami were hiding behind the bushes while the others found themselves scattered.

"Thanks for the day, Teppei." Hanamiya smiled as they were walking toward the exit and to the train station.

"Stop smiling like that Makoto it's actually scaring me now." Kiyoshi teased holding Hanamiya's hand gently.

"So, till next time?" Hanamiya asked as the stopped walking and fixed his gaze on Kiyoshi.

"Well, it seems like that. Don't worry; I'll call you when I have my vacant." Kiyoshi replied looking at Hanamiya's eyes.

Hanamiya smirked at his boyfriend's remarks. He then quickly placed his hands on Kiyoshi's shoulder while the latter was staring at him bemusedly. Without further warning, he caught his partner's lips whose eyes widen when their lips met. Not wanting to do a public scandal, Hanamiya made the kiss quick.

"I love you." Hanamiya uttered as he pulled back. I no longer care whether this is right or wrong, what matters is what I feel. If it is you will make me feel this way then so be it.

Kiyoshi lips curved upward as he sees Hanamiya's genuine smile in close. "I love you too, more than you ever know." I wonder since when did I felt love for this bastard. But even if he is a bastard, he is probably the best bastard who ever lived. "So now, who's the seme?"

"Ha!?" Hanamiya shouted that nearly caught everyone's attention then he fainted and fell to Kiyoshi's arms.

QED.

Extra:

"I can't believe that Kiyoshi-senpai just did it." Kuroko asked in deadpan tone but he is sure shock of what he had seen. "Especially doing it with Hanamiya-san."

"Me too. Hmph. It seems like bad people get what they want." Kagami replied annoyed by what he had seen earlier. "But thinking about it though, who do you think will be seme? I believe Kiyoshi-senpai should be it because of his height and all but Hanamiya can also be the one to do it, for sure it's more hardcore and rough." Kagami pondered when Kuroko suddenly called his name.

"Kagami-kun." Without further warning his face just received Kuroko's ignite pass kai.

"Damn you Kuroko!" He shouted and trailed his running shadow.