Notabum: well i have not been on here in a long time...but im back so HI EVERYONE I MISSED YOU ALL (not really because i never met you) but i miss you guys still

Everyone escaped heavenly host, well Naomi,Yoshki,Ayumi,and I made it out. My little sister Yuka died in that place. Iv'e chose to not give up on living. i'll try to be happy, at least i'm still living...

Naomi POV

It's been half a year since heavenly host. Things will still never be the same, but at least we are still living."N-Naomi, are you OK?" I looked up to see that Satoshi was shaking me.

"Yeah...i'm fine Satoshi..." I could tell Satoshi didn't believe me by the face he made."What were you thinking about?

" Satoshi sounded like he was serious."I-I was thinking about heavenly host..." I looked back at Satoshi, he just let out a sigh and let go of my shoulders

"Naomi...you shouldn't think about that place..." I knew he was right. The more I think about that place the more I miss Seiko.

"Your right Satoshi..." I smiled at Satoshi and I let out a small laugh. Satoshi just smiled a little. I am worried for Satoshi, he just seems off...like something is wrong with him, I hope what ever it is he's OK.

"H-Hey Naomi,class is about to start..." I looked at Satoshi,then the clock that was in the hallway."Your right lets go..."

I grabbed Satoshi arm and and we walked to class. As we were walking I looked at Satoshi, he had a blank look on his face, it was like he was not really there."S-Satoshi are you OK? You look like your not all here" I knew something was bothering him

"Y-Yeah i'm OK,...why do you ask?" I will try to get him to tell me.

"Are you upset over Yuka's death still, if you are should-"

"I'm not upset over Yuka's death, OK Naomi!...Maybe alittle, i'm only upset because she is not alive. She should live a life,not be trapped forever..." What is Satoshi hiding from me? What happened the night we came back from heavenly host?

"Satoshi...what happened the night we came back from heavenly host? You left the school without saying a word,and the next day you came back to school looking like you lost sleep and was still are not acting like yourself,and WHY IS THAT!? I WANT YOU TO TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT!" Satoshi I can't let you be sad,and upset for ever

"I don't want to tell you Nao-"

"WHY NOT!? You can't keep this in forever, so tell me everything Satoshi, and give me as much detail as you can!" I hope I don't make him feel like i'm pushing him to tell me...

"I glanced at my watch. It was right around nine.I can't even say how long I stood there in front of my house,afraid to go in. How could I possibly break the news about Yuka to our parents...?I was so dumbfounded by the obliviousness of my parents to Yuka's absence.I completely missed any chance I might have had to tell them what I couldn't keep it to myself forever,either. I collapsed on my bed,trying to figure out the best way to broach the subject...when I noticed a tiny box on my desk,adorned with a to the box sat an index card with a message on it.'To my dear big brother' Inside the box was another index card.'Bzzt! No prize for you ^_^ Toooo bad! But you know what today is,right?It's a big anniversary for the two of us! I've got something very special to give you later. After you get home,that is!' Yuka's room is connected to mine by a single door,and that's the only way get into her room you have to go through mine first...And it was from that room - a room that should have been empty - that I heard the sound of something rustling.I figured I could peek in through the keyhole,so as not to arouse when I did...I saw a very familiar eye looking back at me from the other side...then I heard a voice say 'Big brother...I'm so lonely...'..." I felt bad as Satoshi as he told me that...

"What happened after that Satoshi? Did anything else happen? Do you remember what happened after that? Why did you come to school all scared the next day?" I don't know why,but... I think he had it worse then me,and seiko...I mean I only lost my best friend, Satoshi lost his little sister.

"I sort of remember what happened after that...,but I don't want to talk about it." It was OK if Satoshi didn't want to talk about it...it may be to hard to talk about.

"Sorry, I shouldn't ask all those things,and if you don't want to talk about it's OK .Hey Satoshi...I need to tell you something later, it's something about me,and Seiko, I need to tell you this,because I can't keep this in forever. I need to tell someone..." I know I can trust him

"O-OK...haha..we should get to class." He was started about ten minute's ago.

"OK lets go then..." We walked to class...I hope things can be as they use to be...back to class rep telling scary story's, Satoshi always being afraid of them,and me and Seiko being friends again,but I know that wont happen. So I can only hope,that Satoshi can act more like himself...

Notabum: That was chapter one...chapter two will be up fast.