Heyyyyy Im back. So this is the next chapter but you probably already know that so….

Disclaimer:

Me: I want to go shopping.

Bella: WAIT...no..

Alice: Yayyyyy and by the she does not own Twilight just the plot line…anyway did you hear about that new store…...

BPOV:

Today Charlie hit me because I forgot his dinner. I wonder how it will look tomorrow. I need to go shopping, I'm running out of cover up. I look into the mirror and a horrible thought pops in my head. I wonder what would happen if i killed myself. No one would care. Maybe I could run away, but Charlie is a cop. It wouldn't work. My life sucks.

At School

People stare.. I forgot my makeup. Charlie was angry this morning and i think my wrist is sprained. Everybody thinks i'm a freak, well good for them. I dont know what Charlie would do if he found out i have friends. My mom used so tell me that i'm the most selfless person she has ever met. As, i look over i see the new kids everybody's been talking about. They all stare at me wide eyed. I pay no attention to them it doesn't make the pain any better than it already is. I quickly run into class tripping the whole way. Great another day of hushed whispers and pointed looks. Woohoo bring on the fun….

Getting ready for finals sucks… any way hope you like it i know i've been a little slow but i'm getting the hang of it. Ohhh and Enjoy!