A/N Hi.. Forgive me, life happens and my laptop took a massive L which bummed me. This is a filler but hopefully the next chapter follows right behind it. Once again, forgive me.


Rachel carefully ran her hands up and down Finn's back as sleep had finally caught up with the man. Two days wide awake would do that to a man. Santana and Brittany hadn't been seen in the warehouse and they were living life like it was normal but Madeleine, Chloe, him and Rachel had been staying at Carole's for the last two nights. The police had come to ask if the woman knew about her son but Carole had simply said no and that they weren't allowed in her home without a judge signed warrant.

Rachel knew they didn't have a lot of time left before her father got the warrant in his hands but Finn had assured her he was making moves. He was going to make everything okay. Finn wasn't broke by any means but it was still hard to move around without being seen. Chloe hand would forever be scarred and Rachel would forever be traumatized by all of it even if little baby C would forget it all.

Finn clutched his phone in his sleep still but didn't wake, the thing had been going off non stop. Puck had reported in to the man every day since the warehouse had been raided, none of them being dumb enough to even drive by to see what was left of it but Puck had come through with a good report on what men were still alive and Finn and Rachel had both been pleased to hear that Sam, Mike, Ryder, Blaine, David, and obviously Puck had made it through that.

She was never going to adjust to this lifestyle but she couldn't see herself leaving Finn, not only because she knew she'd have to serve jail time but because she loved him even more now. He was protecting her and the women he cared for with every ounce in his being. It was the exact reason why they had to leave that night. He hadn't told her where they were going but he had a truck brought to the house along with a few outfits for her, Madeleine and Chloe, not even thinking of himself and Rachel fell in love a little more. Maybe another state wouldn't be so bad. Her heart and soul was in New York but home wasn't a place it was him now.

She jumped at the knock on the door, eyes wide as she stared over at it, a piece of her wanting to wake Finn up but she knew Carole wouldn't let any harm come upon her son. The tiny brunette who was barely eighteen stood from the bed and slowly walked over to the door, pulling it open to see Madeleine with Chloe in her arms and Rachel offered the girl a smile before she stepped to the side to let them into the room. When Chloe reached out for her Rachel took her into her own arms as Madeleine went over to Finn's side and checked on the bullet wound. They had both insisted the man call a doctor in but Finn was stubborn and the way he had been on the phone the last two days they both knew he was trying to figure out the next move.

"Here." She mumbled after checking the man's wound, hand holding out a small item to Rachel which the girl took with a strange look on her face.

"What is this?"

"Passport, you're Devon Miller till we get to Mexico." Madeleine replied as if she hadn't just told her they were going to a different country.

"What? I thought we were going to another stage.."

"Try again. He wants to lay low for awhile and it's easy to get lost in Mexico.. Plus bikini weather all year." Madeleine replied with a small shrug as Chloe quietly looked between the two women and Rachel tried her best not to show any emotion.

Finn told her everything but he failed to mention where they were going and she was stupidly going to get in the car with this man and head off to another country without even knowing it. Maybe if she called her daddy and begged and pleaded he wouldn't have her arrested.

"Were still leaving tonight?" She asked Madeleine in the quietest tone possible and Madeleine just nodded slightly as she watched Rachel to gauge her reaction.

"He didn't tell you?" She asked as she stared at the girl and when Rachel just shook her head no Madeleine blew out a long breath. "It's going to be fine.. Here, gimme the baby and get some rest.. Were leaving at one in the morning."

Rachel just handed the girl over, watching as Madeleine left the room before she slipped back into bed beside her boyfriend but she didn't move to touch the man like she had previously been doing. She wasn't pleased with him and to be honest she was now probably double as scared as she was a few minutes ago. Devon Miller, she didn't even fucking look like a Devon Miller.

When Finn started to shift beside her a few hours later the brunette's body instantly became tense as she watched him in the dark closely, Finn's arm coming out to drape over her midsection and the brunette tried to roll out of his grip but Finn just pulled her back.

"What's wrong?" He asked in a tried tone as he lifted his head to try and sneak a peek at his girl.

"Mexico?" Rachel replied not able to say anything else and Finn sat up as he looked over her little frame.

"I was going to talk to you before we actually got on the road.. I wouldn't just take you to another country without saying anything to you."

"Don't okay? Just don't."

"Rachel.. C'mon don't be like this. I really don't need you to be like this with me right now."

"Finn this is just a lot okay?.. I know I asked for this in a way but I didn't know I'd literally be leaving behind everything I know.. If you decided to leave me in a week because you're finally bored with me, I'll have nothing.. " She said softly as she kept her eyes on the ceiling and not on the man that was hovering over her torso now.

Instead of speaking Finn dropped his head to kiss her chin and then her lips softly. "You're stuck with me.. I don't know how many times I have to tell you, baby.. As long as you're up for it you're in on the ride." He told her as he searched for her eyes but she still refused the contact with him.

"I bought a house, it even has a pool, babe. And Madeleine and Chloe will be there.. The guys will be there, like a mini meeting." He tried as his hands ran up and down her sides slowly but Rachel still refused to look at him. She was scared beyond belief.

"Rach.. Please."

Finn sighed as he dropped his head down to her neck as he started to kiss and nip against her skin in the way he knew she couldn't resist, smirking when a small moan fell from her lips, his hand already trying to pull her top off.

"Finn I'm not having sex with you in your mother's house so stop.. I have to try to sleep before we're driving all night.."

"Fine." The man mumbled as he stood up straight, knowing if she was pissed at him she had still agreed to go with him and that alone was a win for the man.


When they had left that night it had been agreed to take two cars, an old mini van for Madeleine and Chloe, the woman looking like an average soccer mom and Finn and Rachel drove off in a small little compact car from ten years too long. The drive had proven to really test both of them and Finn wasn't sure it was from lack of sex or just how long they were in sitting positions but Rachel could really get mean for a eighteen year old but he was just happy his girlfriend didn't stay behind. He hadn't let her bring a lot of stuff, daring to send one of the guys by the loft to get her favorite things, not too worried about his own. He really wished her father had seen how the sheets were left on the bed. He wanted the man to know his daughter was well off without him and he vowed to make sure him and Rachel, mostly the woman got everything the world had to offer. This was just a setback for the man. He had to and he would come back stronger. He refused to lose, he would bounce back and do it with a beautiful woman by his side.

He was dying of heat though and they had just passed the border, though Finn nearly kicked his beautiful girlfriend out of the car when she had a panic attack when they had been pulled over to be searched at customs but the blonde wig on her head and the stubble and hoodie on him had managed to thrown the officers off and they had just pulled into the driveway of the massive mansion the man had bought. He needed to make sure Rachel was happy and this was really the only way he knew how right now. He had tried to get her to have car sex with him multiple times over the last three days but the woman had refused every advance from his direction.

"This is pretty." Rachel commented as she pulled her sunglasses off of her own eyes, shifting in her seat as she noticed people walking around behind the gate.

"Those are the guys.. They've been here making sure everything is perfect for you." He told her with a smile as he opened the gate with a code and slowly pulled in closer to the house noticing the mini van there and Zeus already running along the grass. "It's not going to be so bad, babe.. It's beautiful down here." He tried as he tossed his own sunglasses into the backseat after stopping the car and staring over at his girl for a moment.

"I don't think you needed to buy a house so big.. Easier for people to find us." She mumbled as she slowly got out of the car and looked around. This would be a perfect location for a vacation, even an extended one but to live? She didn't know how to speak Spanish or how long she could go without feeling the snow on her nose but this was home till they could go back to New York.

The brunette took the sweater that had been over her tank top off as she tried the front door and peeked inside only to have Finn scoop her right off of her feet, not able to help the squeal that came from her lips, only causing Chloe to run into the room.

"Finny I missed you so much!" She mused as she wrapped her little arms around Finn's leg, her mother appearing from the kitchen as Rachel wrapped her arms around Finn's neck to make sure she didn't fall, though she knew the man wouldn't drop her.

"Glad to see the pigs didn't keep you at the border." The blue eyed brunette teased as she went over to pluck her tiny child off of Finn's leg. "But you have a meeting in an hour and I need you to pick up some phones.. I can't use my normal one and I suggest you don't either.."

"Why? You think they tapped them already?" Finn asked as he slowly let Rachel down to the floor, watching her wander off for a moment though the brunette knew she had to ask why the man had a meeting and with who when they had just gotten there.

"Mine made the weirdest static noise when I was talking to Chloe's dad but we were just talking about her so I don't think any important information got leaked and we were still in the states." She offered.

Rachel could hear them talking but her eyes were admiring all the beautiful ceilings and trimmings in that home. It was really beautiful and she probably would've picked this one herself, the white rugs balancing with the black borders perfectly, a small gasp leaving her lips when she saw the pool through two massive glass doors. She really would've picked this one out herself if given the chance.

"Santana is going to make her first trip in two days alone but I'm going to get everyone new phones with authentic Mexican numbers."

"I suggest we both use ours from here on out.. You might want to take the homesick girl's phone from her."

"Rachel won't use it if I tell her not to.. She knows there's no going back." He mumbled as he eyed the brunette for a moment before scooping up Chloe into his arms as the girl played with her dolly.

"Babe did you want to go see the master bedroom?" He asked causing the girl to turn and offered just a single nod to the man who smiled and offered his hand out to her, content when she actually took his hand and he slowly lead her up the stairs .

"Find out what guns these idiots managed to get down here.. I only brought my personal." He mumbled to his best friend and he managed to get both of his favorite girls upstairs, turning to the first door on the right as he let go of Rachel's hand so she could do the honors. His two days spent wide awake weren't all in vain nor because he just couldn't fall asleep from the nerves of it all.

"Wow.. You really outdid yourself here, Finnegan." Rachel offered softly as she stepped into the room, Chloe giving up her own little awe as she looked around with her bright eyes.

Finn had the room made to Rachel's liking from the vanity in the corner of the room for the woman to the colors and massive walk in closet.

"Kinda like home right?" He offered with a smile as he went to side on the king sized bed, Chloe now beside him as she looked around just like Rachel was doing, Finn surprised when the girl stepped between his legs and cupped his cheeks in her hands, kissing him harder then he had been kissed in a long three days.

"I'm still scared but you always seem to manage to make it okay."

"I love you." Finn replied only to laugh when Chloe made sure they knew she loved her Rachie too.

"Do you think we could take a nap before you have to go wherever it is you're going in an hour?" Rachel asked softly and he nodded, standing with Chloe as he promised the girl ice cream if she could get Zeus clean, convincing the girl her dog was dirty as they walked down the stairs.

Rachel watched them go before getting up onto the massive bed herself. She knew this was the complete opposite from the world she knew but he was there and home was wherever he was since the moment he had given him her all in that bathroom stall. When Finn came back to her the girl just patted the bed beside her as she let out a soft little yawn and Finn pulled off his hoodie and shirt before climbing into bed with her.

"I'm sure you heard Madeleine but no phone.. I'll come back with a new one for you.. I mean not even to Santana or Brittany and definitely not to your dads." Finn offered as he pulled her into his arms and Rachel simply shook her head no. She wasn't stupid enough to get into contact with either of her parents. She had chosen her life and that was with Finn, beside him as his girl.

"How long do you think we'll be here for, Finn?" She asked in a soft and innocent tone, honestly just wondering but her eyes filled with tears when Finn shrugged, unable to give her any other answer.

"Kiss me?" She asked after a few minutes of silence had passed between them and Finn did just that, leaning over her, a hand holding her cheek softly as he kissed her. He really wished he had answered to keep her from being scared but he had no clue how long they'd be there. Hell, he might not ever be able to go back home in fear of being caught and serving time. He'd always be a target for law enforcement in New York that wasn't going to stage. A piece of him had wished he could've moved a stage to Mexico for her. His lips kissed her softly, hand still against her cheek as he felt the tears on his own face but he didn't pull from her, instead his wet palm moving down to pull the small of her back higher off the bed, her legs parting out of instinct. His body wanted to just take her and make her his, anything to keep her from crying then but when her tiny frame started to shake and the tears turned into full blown sobs, Finn slid down the bed a bit, still between Rachel's legs as his head rested between her breasts.

"I told you no matter what you did I'll be by your side, cause I'm a ride or die." She managed to get out between her sobs as she rubbed his cheek as she continued to cry, finally letting go of the life she knew so well.


A/N Hope you guys caught the Lana Del Rey and the Ed in that.