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Joined 07-24-06, id: 1098154, Profile Updated: 06-26-13
Author has written 30 stories for Pirates of the Caribbean, EastEnders, Torchwood, and Hollyoaks.

Mercurial at your service :D

Currently sailing for Stendan.

Current in progress fics and updates:

"Under Protection": Truly overwhelmed by the responses for this, (the supremely talented) Kabr and I have been rather addicted to writing it so I hope everyone continues to enjoy reading it :) There is a lot of darkness ahead.

"Bedroom on Forever Close": So this is gonna be three chapters and an epilogue - the writing happens very slowly! But it will get there I promise (and the plots very loose so you don't need to follow the whole thing).

"Another Forever": has taken a little backseat for a while until I finish bedroom, I shall be returning to it though and I look forward to clearing time so I can! There will be twists and turns but a "happy ever after" is on the horizon.

(random M one shots, currently also working on the following PWPs:"Ten uses for a pair of handcuffs" for babydoll 85 who is an incredible reviewer and such a doll! "The Celebration" drunk Ste/posessive Brendan. And "Songs of Innocence and Experience" (which is a two shot) which does exactly what it says on the tin).

About me:

Although I don’t accept (or give) prompts, I do try to amend my fanfic to how the reader likes it – it’s for me and you! Just leave me a little note to let me know if I can do anything for you – con/crit is the drawbridge and every review creates my castle!

I’m very bad at completing fics, it’s my worst flaw and I’m really sorry to everyone that annoys, including myself! I do love clicking that little “fic completed” button though so that’s a sure fire way of ensuring a plot fic is actually finished before you read it (or if I say it’s a one shot!!) Eventually I’m going to sort of these fics on here, make it clear which ones will never be finished.

I seriously love every little review they all make me smile, so a special thank you to every kind soul who’s ever put finger to keyboard.

For anyone who wants to find out a little more:

1.When did you first start writing fanfiction?

Ooooh about 15 years ago!

2.What was your first ship?

Het: Holly/Patrick, Casualty.

Slash: Chryed, EastEnders.

3.What fandoms and pairings have you written in

Casualty (Holly/Patrick), ER (Abby, Lucas, Carter triangle), Pirates of the Carribean (Jack/Elizabeth), The OC (Sandy/Kirsten), Torchwoord (Ianto/Jack), Eastenders (Shannis and Chryed), Hollyoaks (George/Callum; Stendan).

4. Do reviews affect how you write in any way?

It’s always great to know people are reading and enjoying – spurs the bunny’s into action. If a criticism is well-founded and I can do something about it I will – same goes for requests.

5. Do you use a beta?

Occasionally if I think my characterisations a little off, my dyslexias playing up, or I need a little motivation.

6. What ratings do you read/write?

Write: Even if I try to write something less than an M it normally ends up quite adult anyway!

Read: I prefer M’s but if I’m really into a character I’ll read anything.

7. Favorite writer/writers?

In RL Dorothy Koomson

In fic land Remuslives – she’s a bloody star and her Janto is some of the best I’ve ever read.

long should a chapter be?

Ideally between 1,500 and 3,000 words, I’m very pernickety about that!! This is changing now - UP's chapters are all coming out about 5,000 :/ What are your thoughts?

9. Do you write/read drabbles?

Occasionally if my bunnies are being inactive, but usually even if I try to write one shots they end up 6,000 words long anyway!!

10. Any warnings you avoid?

M-Preg is the only warning I avoid – it hurts my brain to even think that way!

11. Do the number of reviews tell how good a story is?

I try not to think so, I’ve been at the end of having “too few” reviews and “too many”, but as a confession if I’m just browsing a fandom I will go for the most reviewed fics first.

12. How many fanfictions have you written?

Seriously? Like so fucking many!! I post on here and on LJ, and other random portals.

13. What genres do you write?

Angst and smut are my regulars.

14. What story of yours do you like the best?

Of my current ship (STENDAN) my favourite is Homebound. Or our current one - Under Protection (in colab with Kabr) we're only a third of the way through but its still so exciting! I feel accomplished.

Of all time Concealed Exile (Chryed) was the story that took the longest and most motivation, and I wouldn’t have ever finished it without lovely friends.

15. What story of yours do you like the least?

Of my current ship (STENDAN) probably The Leap – I love the title but other than that it was the curse of the 4am plot bunny.

Of all time probably The Truth Will Out – it gets 0 marks for characterisation and it also has my regular flaw of not actually being finished.

16. What do you think of het stories?

It’s where I started, and as a straight woman probably where I should be, but I just don’t ship that way anymore.

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Leather Jacket by BestINeverHad reviews
For Stu, the guest who said they'd love to read a fic where Brendan screws Ste with his leather jacket on. Pure smut. No plot.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,882 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/2/2013 - Ste Hay, Brendan B.
Until You Save Me by Busman's Holiday reviews
Ste writes a letter to Brendan in prison, one which he'll never send. Sad fic in which Ste mourns the loss of Brendan from his life.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,035 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/21/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Sour Grapes by marble eyes reviews
Paul Browning has a bad day at the office. Warning: contains three seconds of Will Savage, a wet Patrick Blake, a rubber duck, a hungry dog and Ste Hay with his new Brendan replacement...in other words this fic is just completely nuts. Read at your own peril if you dare...
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,504 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/16/2013 - Ste Hay - Complete
Forty-One Kisses by Empathist reviews
All the Stendan kisses that we've seen on screen, from October 2010 to March 2013. About half are described from Brendan's point of view, and half from Ste's. There's no plot, other than what the kisses say about the course of their relationship.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16,279 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/23/2013 - [Brendan B., Ste Hay] - Complete
I Can't See Without Your Light by plumbobjo reviews
Updated 21.11.12: Life-altering events are good for one thing, at least: revealing what's really important. A series of snapshots taken in the months after Ste's disaster of a wedding day as he and Brendan both navigate loss, difficult decisions and one huge leap of faith. Stendan.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 20,648 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/21/2012 - Published: 11/8/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Picking Up The Pieces by Busman's Holiday reviews
Post-Later, reunion type fic. Ste wakes up the morning after Brendan has bared his soul.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 976 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/17/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
He Looks At Me by indiefran reviews
Christian wakes to a life without Syed. Can they let each other go? Told in present day and flashbacks. First four chapters set in December, the rest post-wedding. Reviews very welcome.
EastEnders - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 31,184 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/15/2010 - Published: 3/20/2010 - Complete
Anticipation by spagtscully reviews
From the beginning, the buildup of Jack and Ianto's relationship. Dare Jack say…anticipation is one of the finer things in life…
Torchwood - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 40 - Words: 154,616 - Reviews: 674 - Favs: 314 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 10/9/2010 - Published: 8/15/2009 - Ianto J., Jack H. - Complete
The Experiment by IAmTheGrayArea reviews
Holmes/Watson Slash! Holmes is between cases and decides to perform a little experiment on Watson. Chapter Two will involve the sex scene. Chapter 1 - rated T, Chapter 2 - rated M.
Sherlock Holmes - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,801 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 1/9/2010 - Published: 1/4/2010 - S. Holmes, J. Watson - Complete
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Under Protection reviews
An AU fic written in collaboration with Kabr. When hardened gangster Brendan Brady meets 16 year old Steven Hay he knows he will go to any extent to keep the boy under protection. What he doesn't realise is that he's in need of a safe haven too. Stendan, M, obvs!
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 110,422 - Reviews: 310 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 10/20/2013 - Published: 4/11/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
The Leap reviews
Set just after the crash. Just fangirl squee it's what I would want to happen if we lived in candyfloss land. It's entirely corney - but now it's complete!
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,591 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/25/2013 - Published: 11/16/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
The Master Bedroom of 13 Forever Close reviews
Mr B Brady and Mr S Hay; Flat 20, House 13, Forever Close; Manchester. Stendan at their most domestic are generally happy, supported through their pain and are very sexy. Three chapters of pure domesticity.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,161 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 5/1/2013 - Published: 3/30/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
More Than Words: This Is Our Goodbye reviews
Canon related PWP. Brendan POV. Right at the end Brendan has one last thing to say to Steven, in the best way he can.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,229 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/17/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
Do You Care? reviews
One shot - Ste after Stendan. Very hardcore angst and adult themes. The boy deals (or doesn't) with the fact there is no happy ever after.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,355 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/28/2013 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Another Forever reviews
Stendan and Brady-Hay family get a future living in Ireland - but not in the way everyone expects. (ficlet).
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,941 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 3/18/2013 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
More Than Words: I Trust You reviews
Stendan "vanilla" M. Set in "May", Brendan's been found innocent and Stendan are closer than ever.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,999 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/7/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
More Than Words: You're My Home reviews
Hardcore and kinky M. A "two-shot" (it's a thing – I'm making it a thing!) Smut "add on" to homebound. No need to read that though, there's all the plot pointers you need inside. Re-uploaded due to error - thanks Hollie! Just keeping you on your toes :P
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 7,956 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/5/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Homebound reviews
A five chapter fic (with epilogue and prologue), Stendan, Brendan POV. On the 23rd of Febuary Brendan leaves Ste and the kids to go and get some milk, he doesn't return until the 25th of March. Does Ste know why? And will he let Brendan explain? Rated M for the ending of one chapter. Betad by the lovely TracesOfTrueLove.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 19,863 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 3/1/2013 - Published: 2/21/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
More Than Words: You make me strong reviews
Angsty and Hardcore M Stendan, Brendan POV. Set at the end of last week, Brendan's come back - what does he want to say to Ste?
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,417 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
More than words: I own you reviews
Hardcore M, Brendan POV. Stendan are close, very, very close. But there will always be some things Brendan can only say through actions like "you belong to me."
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,552 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/17/2013 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Are we done? reviews
Having found Brendan's cross Ste goes to the flat to confront him, but ends up with other stuff on his mind ;) Very very M reunion smut (Brendan POV - Stendan obv!)
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,388 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/28/2012 - Published: 12/10/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Padlocked reviews
A collection of bits I needed to see from this legendary week, I know I have too much to be completing but these are actually completed one shots! Stendan obviously, T for language of the second part.
Hollyoaks - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,890 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/21/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
What love is reviews
Stendan - prompted by upcoming spoilers. What is love? Ste's heard it called a responsibility, he's played it like a loosing game, with Brendan he believes in fate, but is he ready for the darkness it brings?
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,789 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/26/2012 - Published: 11/11/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B.
Screwing me with his suit on reviews
Stendan (clearly). Does exactly what it says on the tin. Filthy, filthy PWP. Very, very M. One shot.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,671 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
Fix Him reviews
When Brendan returns from Ireland after Lindsey's murder, Ste knows that he needs someone, and he knows who that person should be. But maybe Brendan will want something he's not quite expecting sexy, fluffy and a little angsty .
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,223 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 11/11/2012 - Published: 9/15/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay
The things I don't say reviews
There's a lot of things Brendan doesn't say to his Steven, does he know them anyway? Set at the end of this week.
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,701 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/27/2012 - Brendan B., Ste Hay - Complete
Eyes Wide Shut reviews
Ste knows he's happy with Doug, but one particular morning Ste just can't get Brendan off his mind. A Stendan fic with a nice Doug .
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,765 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/20/2012 - Published: 9/13/2012 - Ste Hay, Brendan B. - Complete
It Started With A Kiss reviews
Told in two interwoven parts. Callum and George have become very close over their last traumatic events, it's almost like they're the only ones who really know each other. WIP. I seem to be being a bit experimental here, a
Hollyoaks - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,931 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 4/14/2012 - Published: 4/9/2012
The Dare reviews
Happy, domestic, future hopefully not too distant future Chryed, make a bet with one another. Rated M for implication.
EastEnders - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,815 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 2/12/2012 - Published: 12/27/2011 - Christian C., Syed M.
To make you feel my love reviews
A one-shot from the past to get us through this most horrible of blackholes. M for implicit sex and language.
EastEnders - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,645 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2011 - Christian C., Syed M. - Complete
Just Three Little Words reviews
Chryed the story told in drabbles, from Sy's POV . The boys have always been connected by three little words.
EastEnders - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,874 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/6/2011 - Syed M., Christian C.
Help Me To Forget reviews
Graphic cannon-PWP. The later-that-night dalliances post "police station". What happens after Syed asks to be invited back to Christian's. Three chapters - complete.
EastEnders - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,539 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/9/2011 - Published: 9/24/2011 - Christian C., Syed M. - Complete
Melt reviews
LJ Prompt: 'Cake'. Christian and Syed remember an afternoon of delectable tastes...
EastEnders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,181 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/18/2010
My Immortal reviews
In November 2010 a boy and his captain come back together for one last night of passion, from there we creep into their thoughts to explain what took them to this stage, and why it has to be one last night. Janto. Big thanks to my beta BlossomXnight .
Torchwood - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,532 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/13/2009 - Jack H., Ianto J.
The Truth Will Out reviews
Set post the Friday episode where Christian walks away from Syed into James' arms. Unbetad. Told in alternating points of view. CHRYED. Disclaimer: Not mine, I just like to dream.
EastEnders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,169 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 12/7/2009 - Published: 10/17/2009
No Turning Back reviews
Set after Countrycide. Ianto's POV as Jack finally makes his move. Five short chapters. First Janto fic so Please R&R! (just wanna say thanks to everyone who's favourited and reviewed this recently - love that two years on people are still enjoying it :D)
Torchwood - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,011 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 11/14/2009 - Published: 10/23/2009 - Ianto J., Jack H. - Complete
With or Without Him reviews
Syed contemplates the different paths his future may take. Syed/Christian Syed/Amira. Disclaimer: Not mine, I just like to dream. Thanks to the lovely Roxy0800 for the beta-ing.
EastEnders - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,769 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 10/17/2009
Pirates Of The Caribbean 3: Obey Thy Heart reviews
My Pirates of the caribbean, what I want to happen after DMC, AWE spoiler free. JE abundant
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,650 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/5/2006 - Published: 8/4/2006
Trust and Belonging reviews
Very short fic K for safety. Elizabeth and a baby!
Pirates of the Caribbean - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/30/2006 - Complete
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