Hey, this is Telira. Well, here's some stuff about me.

So, here you go.

Age:23ish.

Hair: Never in control

Eyes: Brown.

Piercings: Tongue, Nose, Naval.

Tattoos: Left forearm:Butterfly, Inner right ankle: Customized best friend tattoo, Left shoulder blade: Chinese symbol for beauty.

Best feature: Eyes, Lips, and Tits

Best Friend and Greatest Author I Know: http://www.fanfiction.ws/u/1019306/

Lives: The Shire

Loves: My best friend, my partner, my PS2 games, my books, my cat and dog, my Ipod, music, make-up.

Hates: Spiders, bad books, brussel sprouts, sweating, the sun, my body.

20/3/13

I created this account a few years ago, and I can honestly say that I've changed a lot in those years. I've had to change this whole profile and everything about me because I'm simply a different person now. I've grown and matured, I've loved and been hurt. Right now I'm in the worst spot of my life, physically, mentally and financially. In 2010 I was finally diagnosed with depression and put on medication, but I know for a fact it should have happened years and years before that. I'm seeing a psychologist but I don't have any hope that I will ever get better, because I've only gotten worse. I have found out the hard way that getting drunk isn't good for me, I've had my medication dose doubled because its just not making me better.

I'm unemployed, have been since 09. No one will hire me, and I don't understand why. I'm overweight, unhealthy, and my parents and I don't really have a relationship other than that we live under the same roof. I know that one of the reasons I'm so messed up in the head is because of the abuse I copped from my father as a child and a teenager. Because of all the negativity I suffered from my parents, I am a kind person, I care about everyone and everything with all my heart. It's difficult living in my head but I try to deal. I have decided to come back to fanfic after a long time of being in the dark. So here I am. I'm a real person with real issues. But I'm a good person, that's one thing that I definitely know about myself.

I have a best friend who I love to death and a parther I adore with all my heart. They keep me sane while I deal with my life

Ok, so after I uploaded Sweet Death, someone asked me if I was allright, coz it was a bit like, deep you know? So here's the thing. I have depression, and I am in fact a self harmer. I haven't done it for ages, so that's good. I haven't killed myself, obviously... I'm not one of those people who go around full depressed and shit, I'm quite the opposite. I'm not emo, and I don't look like one. Meet me before you judge me, you'll find that you wouldn't even think I self harm. I don't let other ppl see my depression. Writing sweet death was just a way for me to get it out that's all. I'll be fine. So now you guyz don't have to wonder why I wrote Sweet Death, or why I write things like that (for future reference). I hope this doesn't stop you from reading my fics. Anywayz, I'm fine, don't worry, I'm not going any time soon k?

20/09/07 Ok, so im just updating on what's been going on lately. I haven't updated in forever, because, 1. I now have a job and honestly, it's really hard for me to sit down and write fics after being totally fucking exhausted from work. 2. I got a Nintendo DS and have been playing Pokemon Pearl, and FF3, plus other games. 3. Things have been happening lately that have been preventing me from going on my pc, basically, issues, put it that way. Also I'm thinking of deleting "A Brand New Life". Only coz I know I'm not gunna update it or finish it anytime soon, and I'd rather it not be on there, than have lots of ppl read it and review sayin "please update!!" coz it's just letting them down. I'm thinking of instead deleting it, rewriting it, plus finish the story, then continuing with my stories. I thought I should you guys know. Anyways guys, tty later, bibi.