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 Author has written 14 stories for Gundam Seed, Gundam 00, La Corda D'Oro, D.Gray-Man, Hakuōki/薄桜鬼, K, and Haikyu/ハイキュー. Well hello there Fanfiction... its been far too long. I know I've said it before, but I swear I'm still alive!!! I'm a University student who loves to write! I haven't done a whole lot in the last couple of years, but the ideas are still there, and I still plan on putting them on paper... err... on internet. I have too many good ideas to simply let them die. The second installment of Equilibrium is here!!! Disequilibrium follows Athrun as he and his team disembark from the academy and head out onto the battlefield. Old friends will resurface and new friends will be made. Answers to lingering questions will, in time, become clear. I've found I've been hitting more walls lately with this story... perhaps I've forgotten how to write. This is the reason for the numerous small fics being published... I'm trying to find the writer in me again. I have not abandoned it! That and I'm terribly addicted to K at the moment... In time, I also plan on putting together an original story. The ideas are there, but I'm not sure I'm ready yet. So for now, I'm going to continue with my fanfics. I love to chat with fellow writers, since I don't know anyone in person who writes. If you want to chat or complain or shoot me ideas or request, please feel free to message me! Thanks for reading!! | |||||||
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Scar Tissue by deathbringer374 reviews
After Third Impact fic. The world goes to some semblance of normality. Ikari Shinji lays in bed, unmoving, tubes and wires all over, machines beeping away. Asuka stares, horrofied, at the result of her violence. Maybe revenge tasted...bitter. AXS.R&R
Evangelion - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 540,805 - Reviews: 456 - Favs: 812 - Follows: 755 - Updated: 9/30/2018 - Published: 8/26/2009 - Shinji I., Asuka L. S. - Complete
How to Save a Life by saxon-jesus reviews
At age 21, Lavi finally convinces Bookman to let him study at Harvard. Though weighed down with a heavy courseload, he is secure in his resolve to be a Bookman, but his new roommate, an obviously traumatized Kanda Yuu, begins to change that. Kanda/Lavi
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 185,984 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 176 - Follows: 176 - Updated: 1/1/2017 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi - Complete
Baka Usagi by SincerelyRainbow reviews
Battered and abused, Kanda is so out of his element that it scares Lavi. Suddenly being called baka-usagi seems like paradise. Lavi x Kanda ; BEING REWRITTEN POSSIBLY
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,215 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 6/28/2016 - Published: 3/22/2009 - Kanda Yuu, Lavi
Athrun's Trial by Joker Oak reviews
A twisted tail of tragedy relating to Athrun being kidnapped and forced to stand trial in the PLANTS for his crimes in the first War. I suck at summaries. Slightly Alternate Universe Characterisation. Chapter 8: History to Recover is UP!
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 22,838 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/19/2013 - Published: 9/5/2010 - Athrun Z., Kira Y.
A Moment's Madness by SeasideFantasy reviews
What if it had been the Archangel, and not Orb, to pick up Athrun after his big fight with Kira?
Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,505 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 6/29/2013 - Published: 7/9/2009 - Athrun Z., Mu L. F.
Nicol's New Fate by darkling59 reviews
The Blitz has been destroyed and Nicol's coordinator reflexes are all that saved him. Unfortunately, his crew thinks he's dead and he has been found by the enemy. He's a prisoner, and only a single young 'natural' soldier seems to care, but why?
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 16 - Words: 45,592 - Reviews: 312 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 166 - Updated: 5/10/2013 - Published: 6/4/2005 - Nicol A., Kira Y.
Between the Lines by Klitch reviews
The first time Yata saw him the kid was sitting in the corner of the cafeteria all alone with his bought lunch spread out before him, painstakingly picking out the vegetables and stacking them according to color and size / People didn't like Fushimi Saruhiko.
K - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 21,634 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 371 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 3/1/2013 - Published: 2/7/2013 - Fushimi S., Yata M. - Complete
Match by Byronic Heroine reviews
Misaki had thought that, even if Saruhiko took everything else from him, he would still have his pride. He was wrong. SaruMisa, non-con, almost PWP.
K - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,848 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 17 - Published: 1/3/2013 - Fushimi S., Yata M. - Complete
I Beg Your Hate by Mishaa reviews
These are the things that make him twist and turn during the night. Because no matter how many times he tells himself he doesn't care, Saruhiko's betrayal did hurt him, and losing a best friend fucking hurts. [TW: Non-con, bloodplay, BDSM] #kinkfill
K - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,798 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 20 - Published: 12/29/2012 - Yata M., Fushimi S. - Complete
For the benefit of Misaki by Thecurtaincall reviews
He and Fushimi were partners. He trusted the stupid monkey and knew the other had his back. He would never admit it but he saw him as a friend. He thought he finally found a friend who he could grow strong with. But then the stupid monkey started to change, and the monkey wanted him to change too. But he wouldn't. So Fushimi made him change, by force.
K - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,343 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 12/26/2012 - Published: 11/23/2012 - Yata M.
No Where to Run by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Ribbons Alamark gets a hold of Tieria after Operation Fallen Angels and puts him through five years of torture. This will follow season two's plot but will be slightly AU.
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 86,360 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 6/29/2012 - Published: 6/2/2009 - Tieria
Broken by Atlantislux reviews
Athrun Zala knew he could not mend the mistakes he made in the past, but he thought the war was over. He was wrong. And the past will return to haunt him in the form of a dear friend believed dead.
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 10 - Words: 59,664 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 5/23/2010 - Athrun Z., Nicol A.
Turn Coat by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Ribbons manages to convince Tieria to defect from Celestial Being. What will that mean for Celestial Being and Tieria? Would he be able to live with himself if his comrades were to be injured by his hands...
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 29,043 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 9/29/2011 - Published: 4/7/2010 - Tieria, Ribbons
Snapshots of two best friends by morningdawn202 reviews
50 snapshots of the joy and pain of Kira and Athrun's life together.
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,023 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/31/2011 - Published: 7/24/2010 - Athrun Z., Kira Y.
Team Building Exercises by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Sumeragi and Veda decide that the Ptolemy crew needs a bit of team building. So they go on a little vacation and of course, since it's Celestial Being, chaos ensues. It's a pre-season one fic.
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 8 - Words: 27,662 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 8/30/2011 - Published: 7/31/2010
Frozen Airspace by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Tieria stuggles to deal with the events that took place at the end of Gundam 00 season one. This takes place during the time skip so spoilers are present. Full Summary inside. Slightly Tieria/Lockon. Rating for language.
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 65,358 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/17/2011 - Published: 1/15/2009 - Tieria
Trying to Pick Up the Pieces by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
How does Tieria deal with the occurrences after the disastrous Operation Fallen Angels? A long overdue season one aftermath. Not a Sumeragi/Tieria shipping.
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,838 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 4/25/2011 - Published: 11/26/2009 - Tieria, Sumeragi
Furikazasunda Namida by LegolasLover2003 reviews
While shopping, Tieria runs into the one person he wants to see more than anyone in the world. But this meeting may be more disastrous than he could ever imagine. Ghosts should remain ghosts, after all, so how is Neil Dylandy alive? Season 2 - Somewhat AU
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,215 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 1/16/2011 - Published: 12/6/2009 - Tieria, Lockon
Patience by Psycho Weasel reviews
Sequel to R4M. Yamato comes back broken emotionaly from the USA where he hopes to basically start over again. But the past won't allow him to forget, at least not so soon. His only hope is his "best friend," Taichi. Deals with dating abuse. Slash. Taito
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 60,326 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 10/4/2010 - Yamato I./Matt, Taichi Y./Tai K. - Complete
For You and I by Tori101 reviews
Beaten and broken, Kira struggles with living with an abusive guardian, protecting his sister, and now trying to help the girl who's life is falling apart around her. But there's only so much one boy can take, before he snaps in two...KL
Gundam Seed - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 222,608 - Reviews: 528 - Favs: 200 - Follows: 198 - Updated: 8/3/2010 - Published: 3/19/2006 - Kira Y., Lacus C.
A Thousand Lives by Votre Accueil reviews
In a city of bones, Athrun is searching for his best friend, Kira, and Kira's sister, Cagalli, who disappeared when the end times came. AU Athrun-centric
Gundam Seed - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,166 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/15/2009 - Published: 11/2/2009 - Athrun Z., Meyrin H.
The coldest hour by RXGerbera reviews
The Strike is destroyed in place of the Blitz, and the Naturals lose their only hope of survival. Ten years in the future, as Athrun struggles to find a reason to live, will the world find another hero? What if
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Drama/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,458 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 11/28/2009 - Published: 10/23/2009 - Athrun Z.
Against Their Will by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Ribbons decides that Tieria can no longer be allowed out of his sight and captures him on the worst day possible. Full summary inside. Spoilers up to episode forty-five are present. What happens when Tieria refuses to anwser to Ribbons?
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 21,585 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 11/21/2009 - Published: 3/13/2009 - Tieria, Regene - Complete
At the Ends of Their Ropes by Ex-Shark-Virtue-005 reviews
Tieria and Soma are both irritated and decide to take their anger out on each other. What happens when a simple arguement turns violent?
Gundam 00 - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,738 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/5/2009 - Tieria, Soma - Complete
What's Wrong With Being A Blonde by wormmonsoul reviews
FINISHED! Taichi falls in love with Yamato, only Yamato has a reason to ignore him. If the reason is a big yakuza guy with a knife.. it's a good reason. Yaoi, Taito. Bad themes.
Digimon - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,981 - Reviews: 77 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/9/2003 - Published: 9/8/2002 - Taichi Y./Tai K., Yamato I./Matt
Flip Side Of The Coin by Nanaki Lioness reviews
Deals with self injury trigger content within, so beware. It's a terrible secret for Matt to keep, but who can he tell? Who will understand, without being angry? He needs to tell somebody...
Digimon - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,154 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/18/2002 - Yamato I./Matt - Complete
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Ill Lit Ships
This room is just for one night but they never will let you go. Just close those hopeful eyes, and this never will let you go. Warning: Prostitution, violence, dub-con, explicit content.
Haikyu/ハイキュー - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,648 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/27/2017 - Hajime I., Tadashi Y., Toru O.
Disequilibrium reviews
Athrun is disembarking from the Academy, but will he able to leave the past behind? Is he ready? Sequel to Equilibrium
Gundam Seed - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,438 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/6/2016 - Published: 10/29/2012 - Athrun Z., Kira Y.
The Unexpected Mission reviews
After returning to S4, Fushimi is anxious to return to work. The mission that Munakata has in store for him is not at all what he'd expected.
K - Rated: K - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,438 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/31/2016 - Yata M., Fushimi S., Munakata R. - Complete
Here is Gone reviews
"You can't replay history. He wasn't foolish enough to believe that he could. But somehow, there was still a glimpse of light. An echo of a whisper telling him that maybe a new script could be drafted, a new story written." Post ROK
K - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,756 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 5/11/2016 - Published: 1/18/2016 - Yata M., Fushimi S.
Go from here reviews
A take on what could have happened after Fushimi left SCEPTER 4.
K - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,881 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/24/2015
To live again reviews
Does everything really happen for a reason? How can life possibly go on when everyone you've ever been close to has left you? A four-part series in which Misaki learns to live again.
K - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 4 - Words: 22,081 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 3/8/2013 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Yata M., Fushimi S.
The Love Letter reviews
From day one, Misaki was hopelessly captivated by Mikoto, and his eyes hungered only for him from then on. Saru had endured countless nights simply watching Misaki fixate over the other man, feeling the sting of rejection burying itself deep inside his heart; a hole that could never be filled.
K - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,268 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Fushimi S., Yata M. - Complete
Normal reviews
When asked about his left-handedness, Hajime tells the story of how his parents tried to correct it, and how this lead him to what would one day become the Shinsengumi.
Hakuōki/薄桜鬼 - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,192 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Saito H.
A World of Darkness reviews
Athrun is left blind after being injured in battle. Cagalli has disappeared and he doesn't understand why. Is his life about to take a turn for the worst?
Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 17,617 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 11/13/2012 - Published: 7/21/2010 - Athrun Z.
Equilibrium reviews
Follow Athrun on an angsty journey throughout his training. Watch as he gives you a first hand look into the development of a soldier, and experiences war, hate, love and loss.
Gundam Seed - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 176,355 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 10/29/2012 - Published: 5/28/2009 - Athrun Z., Kira Y. - Complete
True Colours reviews
Hino could never really understand Yunoki. Ever since she first saw his darker personality, she could never be sure which was the real side of him.
La Corda D'Oro - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 13,096 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 3/2/2011 - Published: 11/8/2009 - Kahoko H., Azuma Y.
Pride reviews
The gang finds out about Allen's "death". Lavi is there to comfort Kanda whether he likes it or not.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/29/2010 - Lavi, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Burden reviews
What would happen if Athrun felt differently about Kira and Lacus being together?
Gundam Seed - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,243 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/17/2010 - Athrun Z., Lacus C. - Complete
Out of Character reviews
Equally shocked by each other's actions, they remained in the hangar for an undefined amount of time, both completely out of character.
Gundam 00 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,292 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/19/2009 - Tieria, Feldt - Complete
