Thank you very much for reading my stories! It means a lot to me. Also, I'm sorry if there are any grammar mistakes! English isn't my native language and I'm trying my best on not making any mistakes. I hope you understand :)

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MY ORIGINAL CHARACTERS:

"Falling in Love with You"

Jessica Makoola

She is Mikayla's cousin. She's sixteen, has long light brown hair and green eyes. She is adventurous, but sometimes very shy. Her dad Carlson was born on Kinkow along with his brothers Mason and Jason. When he grew up, he moved to New Jersey and got married with Jessica's mom Sarah. They had Jessica one year after their marriage.
Jessica hasn't been to Kinkow since she was ten and she is very excited when she finds out she's going for a visit there. She doesn't have any siblings, but she and Mikayla are actually very close, even though they don't see each other in person a lot.

STORIES THAT ARE ON HIATUS:

• "Realization"
• "Falling in Love with You"

I honestly have no idea when the next updates are going to be, I'm kind of stuck and haven't found a way out yet. But I promise I'll try to update soon, even though I have no clue when that's going to be. :(

[A/N: October 5th, 2013]

I'm very, very, very sorry for not updating my stories, uploading any new videos on youtube or just being active at all... It's been kind of hard lately. I've been busy with school and other things. This is my last year in middle school and I need to decide what high school I want to go to. You know, in my country you have 9 years of middle school, 4 years of high school and eventually college. I don't really know how it works in other countries, so... Anyways, since I have no idea what school I want to go to because I'm a worthless piece of crap (don't you even dare to disagree with me ok it's true) so yeah, I'm kind of desperate. Y'know, also my mum is like, "Go to an artistic school" and I'm like, "Noooo, noooo, no, I don't want to and I wouldn't pass the talent exams" and then she's like, "That's hard. I don't know what to do with you" and I'm like, "Then why did you give birth to me" and you know, she's like "SHUT UP" but uh, no, sorry, I never shut up about that. Like, no, thank you. So yeah. It's hard. I also need my report card to have good grades but that's not that easy ok because I'm not smart (especially not in maths so)... Heh. Oh, well. Enough about this... stuff. Ok? Ok.

Back to the point. Now what was I talking about? Ooooh, right. Apologing for not updating stories and uploading videos. You know, about the writing... here's a little secret. Hehe! Ready? Okay. Here we go. So umm, practically, just because I'm not updating my stories, doesn't mean I'm not writing at all... kind of. Eh, well, I'm actually working on a story I'm sort of writing for my best friend so I've been busy with that and that's why I couldn't update any of my stories. Another reason is also writer's block, of course. Breakthrough, Realization, Falling in Love with You and Of Gossip & Bananas need a new chapter and I'm that terrible that I can't give it to them. I've tried, but it didn't work. I always ended up being mad at myself for being such a crappy writer and closed the window with the unfinished chapter. I know, I'm stupid. Whatever, I already knew that. No need to tell me that again! -.-

And about the videos, I haven't made a new one in such a long time because I hardly use the computer where I have the program for making videos in. Just to make this clear, my dad was that kind to give me his old laptop to my room so I didn't have to be in the living room where the computer is. I thought I wouldn't be using the laptop often but somehow I started liking the idea of being in my room instead of the living room, where I don't have that much privacy and stuff. Sure, the laptop might have a broken keyboard and not all the programs I have in the other computer but... uh, I don't know. I just really need to turn on the other computer and make a new video soon or else I'm going to go cray cray... hehe. Okay. That's NOT funny. Buuuttt whatever. Lol. No.

Soooo yeah, that's pretty much what I wanted to say. Or at least I think that is all... Hmmmmm... yeah, it better be. Oh, wait, one last thing! Just because I posted this surprisingly (not) long "author's note", doesn't mean that I'm leaving like, for good! Heck no! I'm staying right here! I just wanted to make sure you guys don't think I'm not dead (if you already didn't forget about me)... I hope you didn't... althought if you didn't, I'd totally understand that. So yeah, I'm very, very, very, very sorry... again. You know, I keep saying that maybe way too often... Oh, well. I'm sorry about that too. (See, I did it again! omg o.O)

I'LL TRY TO START UPDATING MY STORIES AGAIN, I PROMISE YOU THAT!
Just please, be patient with me... Thank you. xx

– Den Blue :)

Here is a link to my POK wesite & by the way, you should totally check out Wendy Pierce's fan POK website, it's awesome! Link here :)

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or your life
Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

If you find this incredibly cute and touching, copy and paste it into your profile.

Would you like to know something about me? Really? Yay! Well, here are 8 random facts that might help you: 1) My mum (and even my friends!) say that I'm a terrible pessimist and I really hate myself for that. 2) My favourite colour is blue, that's where my nickame 'Den Blue' came from. Please ignore the meaning of the word 'den', because then the nickname would sound pretty stupid. For me, it's a short for Denisa, my real name, hehe. Oh, and I'm a girl, by the way. 3) Besides making videos, I like to edit and do other things that have something to do with graphics. 4) I have a pet hamster, Hicky. I named him after Adam Hicks, lol. (Don't look at me like that. I couldn't come up with anything else, ok?) 5) I speak English, German, Russian a little bit, and Czech, my native language, of course. 6) I have two step-sisters. 7) I like rap music. When a song includes a rapping part, I always get excited and cannot wait to hear it! And no, it has nothing to do with the fact that I like Adam Hicks. (Really!) 8) Eight is my favourite number.

1. Put your iTunes (or iPod) on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your next answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

"Feelin' That Way" by Adam Hicks

2. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

"Heartbeat" by Ross Lynch

3. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

"Lean On Me" by Mitchel Musso

4. WHAT IS 22?

"Breakthrough" by Lemonade Mouth

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

"7 Things" by Miley Cyrus

6. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

"Robot" by Miley Cyrus

7. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

"Just Dance" by Lady Gaga

8. WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

"Firework" by Katy Perry

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

"Loves Me Not" by t.A.t.u.

10. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

"Fashion" by Lady Gaga

11. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

"Here We Go" by Lemonade Mouth

12. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

"Whenever, Wherever" by Shakira

13. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBIE/INTEREST?

"The Star I R" by Caroline Sunshine

14. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

"Mr Saxo Beat" by Alexandra Stan

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

"My Heart Beats For Love" by Miley Cyrus

16. WHAT IS THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

"You Da One" by Rihanna

17. HOW WILL YOU DIE?

"Diamonds" by Rihanna

18. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU WILL REGRET?

"Last Friday Night" by Katy Perry

19. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

"Catch Me" by Demi Lovato

20. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

"More Than A Band" by Lemonade Mouth

21. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

"Jingle Bells" by Crazy Frog

22. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

"Sweetie" by Carly Rae Jepsen

23. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

"Love Will Tell Us Where To Go" by Bridgit Mendler

24. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

"Every Time You Lie" by Demi Lovato

25. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

"Blow" by Kesha