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Author has written 13 stories for Harry Potter.

I used to write Harry Potter fanfiction under a different pseudonym, but have lost my profile password and e-mail address due to not frequenting the site in several years. I will be uploading some of my old stories here later, but most of the currently displayed fics are new (Together they walked being the only exception; it was published under a different name before). I also have some Doctor Who fanfiction lying about my old computer, which I will upload at some point, too.

Currently I'm trying to experiment with different writing styles by writing Fanfiction, hence the seemingly changing tone in each fic.

I am a non-native English speaker, and I don't have a Beta, so there might be some issues with the prose. Sorry.

Favourite pairings:

Severus Snape/Lily Evans from Harry Potter

The 10th Doctor/Rose from Doctor Who
Metacrisis 10th Doctor/Rose from Doctor Who

I'm also very interested in so called character studies of characters outside these pairings. Meaning fiction (usually one-shots) which intend to shed light on a particular character's personality or personal canon.

*If you have enjoyed what you've read and have clicked on my profile to see if I have more stories, PLEASE leave a review, too! :) I love hearing what people think, what they like and what they dislike! Thank you :) *

About my stories:

As I mentioned, I'm experimenting with different writing styles, and that's why my fics are not very similar in regards to tone, description to settings etc. Also the characterisation may be slightly different in each fic (especially in the case of Lily, who is different in each fic, depending on what suits the plot and mood of the story).

By the hand of a murderer: A one-shot, meaning that it won't be continued. This idea popped into my head when I started to think of how Lily would've reacted upon hearing a confirmation of Severus having joined the Death Eaters. As a member of the Order, she possibly did know about it before her death.

No moment of charm born on bare soil: This was originally meant to be a short and light-hearted fic, but I half-accidentally started expanding it. In-progress, and I try to update at least twice per month. My only multi-chapter fic so far, ever.

In retrospect, I wish I hadn't published any chapters until I had written more of it, because now the tone seems to change quite abruptly (at least I think so), and I wish I could have more control over the first chapters to foreshadow the latter ones.

This is also meant to be a growth story for both Lily and Severus. I have received lots of reviews from the first chapters with people telling that my Lily is unlikeable, to which I reply: good. Mission accomplished. Lol.
No, I do think people are being a bit too unfair to her (it's not like Severus is perfect either yet surprise surprise, he doesn't get any hate :D) but I did purposefully make her quite childish and selfish at the start of this story. She is a character who has had very little setbacks in her life prior to what happened with Severus on 5th year, and thus she blames him unfairly for being the 'crack' in her perfect world.

Red-haired girls, sea-glass eyes: I wanted to combine together an insight into Severus's feelings about Harry and regret over Lily's death, and to tie them (very) loosely together over my personal conviction that Severus probably influenced Lily's perception of what she wanted in a man at least up to some degree. Well, no more spoilers.

Slughorn's Absolution: This is one of the first fics I wrote, and it actually basically wrote itself. I am convinced this actually happened! One of my personal favourites. I always did wonder how Severus reacted to suddenly having somebody like Slughorn around, who probably talked about Lily all the time.

The Husband of Lily Potter: I wrote this in about 15 minutes. It's a crack-fic, and not really my usual style since it's Lily/James.

But it's actually based on my head canon where I think the ultimate reason why James and Lily chose Peter as their secret-keeper over Sirius was, that James probably thought he was more expendable than Sirius was. Not only because he liked Sirius better, but because he probably thought that if he himself died and Lily became widowed with a child, Sirius could take care of her and the baby unlike Remus (due to his condition) or Peter (who was apparently less well off and probably not suitable 'daddy material' for Harry).

The Prince's crown: I wanted to write a short fic of Lily and Severus as very young children; I think this would take place on the same summer they met the first time. And also because I was mean and wanted Severus to have this bitter-sweet memory.

The Triumph of Sirius Black: I think that only as an adult, Severus probably saw the full extent of his mistakes regarding Lily. I think he always did feel in his heart of hearts that he would have had a chance with her if he played his cards right, but as an inexperienced and troubled teenager who probably feared rejection, he lacked the skills and understanding to make it happen. And also, I wanted some Severus - Sirius interaction.

The Underpass: Possibly my first S/L fic? I can't remember! A pivotal moment when Severus would have had the chance to turn their relationship into something else, but chickened out.

To fix a boring afternoon: wrote this quite swiftly, and it's inspired by a review (and the discussion between me and the reviewer) of The Triumph of Sirius Black, which made me think whether or not Lily ever had sisterly feelings for Severus, and if she didn't, would she have realised what it implies had somebody pointed it out to her.

A very Muggle date: James/Lily, an almost crack-fic type one shot of what their first date might have been like. I wrote it for my friend Mey'sPen, who favours James/Lily. Personally I don't feel confident writing James/Lily because I have a hard time connecting them on an emotional level (due to years of Snilyism). However, the fic was pretty fun to write. Many details and locations in it are loosely based on my own experiences (though not the break-in, lol).

Crow eyes shut: a short drabble. Summers, from Severus's point of view. Originally intended to be a poem. One of my personal favourites, but very unlike most my fics ('Red-haired girls, sea-glass eyes' is possibly the most similar to this one, but less stream of consciousness-style).
I remain constantly fascinated by the summers Lily and Severus spent together, because there is something very intimate and unique about them spending time together outside school. In HP's, Harry rarely spends his summers with his friends, and never the whole summer. While his friendship with Hermione and Ron is strong, they remain largely in the dark about his daily life with the Dursleys, leading his life to be 'split' between the Muggle world and the Wizarding world. Lily and Severus remain the only two people mentioned in the entire Harry Potter saga who actually experienced both worlds together on a regular basis, making their relationship unique. And it is obvious both led very different lives in Hogwarts as they did in the summers. That's food for imagination!

Kreacher's Purge: I have been wondering for a long time why Sirius only had one letter written by Harry's parents in his possession. And why was the remaining letter from Lily, not James (you'd think if he threw away most letters, he'd rather keep his best friend's letter and not the letter from his wife)? And how did Severus know to come and search for it in the first place? This fic is my answer to all these questions, while also loosely exploring the difficult time Sirius had in his childhood home, and the antagonistic tension between him and Severus during this time. Also, implied Sirius/Remus, if you're up for that sort of thing.

Together they walked: I actually wrote this in 2010 or 2011, making it one of my earliest fics. It is published under a different pen name here, but I have long since forgotten my password and e-mail for that account. I honed the fic a little before publishing it for the second time, because as I read it in retrospect I realise I had made such silly writing mistakes the first time around! (such as abruptly and accidentally switching from third person POV to first person in the middle of the story, then back).
About the story: I am not a Harry/Hermione shipper as such, but in my opinion Harry and Hermione would have made more sense than Hermione and Ron did. Throughout the books we see them support each other unlike we ever see Ron or Hermione support one another, or Ginny and Harry support one another. They share similar goals and deeply desire to change the world around themselves, and are willing to disregard personal comfort to succeed at their noble goals. In a way, they both are drawn to bigger things.
Harry is, simply put, better with Hermione, and she played a major part in his success. They experienced some intimate moments in the last book, which left a lasting impression on me. I wanted to explore whether these intense feelings still remained after the War, even when they had both married on their side. I also wanted to explore their post-War feelings about life in general; the disappointment the average 9-to-5 life would bring to them after their skills had been tested so thoroughly during their teenage years.

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Ananke by Eunike reviews
19-year-old Lily Evans finds herself mysteriously in the future, a world she no longer recognizes. With no one else to turn to, she goes to her old friend Severus for help and sets out to fix the past. What will Severus do when the love of his life returns to him? [SS/LE]
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 55 - Words: 201,232 - Reviews: 1857 - Favs: 1,468 - Follows: 1,291 - Updated: 8/22/2017 - Published: 7/16/2008 - Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
Tucked In by In Hiding reviews
A subtle exploration of friendship, of affection, of promises made and intended to be kept, of mistakes and apologies, of Rose and the Doctor, of falling in love, and of going to bed. [Rose/Ninth Doctor, Rose/Tenth Doctor. A series of one-shots primarily filling in the gaps of the season one and two canon.]
Doctor Who - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 46,777 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 205 - Follows: 158 - Updated: 1/29/2016 - Published: 1/29/2014 - 9th Doctor, 10th Doctor, Jack H., Rose T. - Complete
Choices and Chances by Layla Crimson reviews
Rose Tyler didn't want to believe the Doctor could leave her behind, but he did. Fortunately for her, she was prepared to take matters into her own hands. Back in her original Universe with the metacrisis, she'll make a life of her own with the Doctor that gave her a choice. But what will happen when the original Doctor realizes she's not gone after all?
Doctor Who - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 62,601 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 10/19/2015 - Published: 5/4/2014 - Rose T., 10th Doctor, 10th Doctor Duplicate, Jack H.
What Every Teenager Should Know About Drugs by Abrus reviews
Lily forgives Severus. And then they buy weed in a Muggle bookstore. With the First Wizarding War on the horizon and the fate of a world balancing precariously between the two of them, the consequences are instantaneous and reach farther than either of them could have guessed. Perhaps they should have actually read the book. Lily always did like to skim through the pages...
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,891 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 4/10/2015 - Published: 3/14/2015 - [Lily Evans P., Severus S.] - Complete
That Damn Vase by ajsmiles reviews
set directly after the events of 'Fathers Day'- The Doctor realises he may have been a bit too hard on Rose. lots of smutty stuff, M for a reason.
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,399 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 4/24/2014 - Published: 4/9/2014 - 9th Doctor, Rose T. - Complete
Broken by Layla Crimson reviews
AU, something went drastically wrong with Tentoo, and Rose is left to deal with the consequences. Can her friends help her pick up the pieces afterwards? Does she even want them to? Warning, Dark fic, some trigger warnings, will be posted at the beginning of each chapter. Rated M for dark themes
Doctor Who - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 29 - Words: 85,733 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 3/8/2014 - Published: 2/8/2014 - Rose T., 10th Doctor, 10th Doctor Duplicate, 9th Doctor - Complete
I am silver and exact by Amatara reviews
Seven years; seven times Severus Snape refused to show weakness. He never did learn. Gen fic, focusing on the adult characters mostly.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,338 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 85 - Follows: 15 - Published: 8/9/2011 - Severus S. - Complete
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No Moment of Charm Born on Bare Soil reviews
An innocent Valentine's Day Potions assignment leads to a string of events which nobody could have predicted. Months later, the familiar safety of the Potions classroom is long gone, and everyone must choose where their loyalties lie. Even those most intent not to. S/L, eventually AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 237,659 - Reviews: 239 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 8/21/2016 - Published: 11/25/2015 - James P., Lily Evans P., Severus S.
Together they walked reviews
The steady post-War life is exhausting to those meant for bigger things. In the middle of Muggle London, Harry and Hermione come across a place where they have been once before, and share a brief moment of intimacy. One Shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,417 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/15/2016 - Harry P., Hermione G. - Complete
Kreacher's Purge reviews
Sirius Black tells Kreacher to make himself useful and clean the house. He will come to regret his order when he loses something valuable. One shot. In canon missing scene.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,355 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/14/2016 - Sirius B., Severus S., Kreacher
Crow eyes shut reviews
'Summer is vanishing. Time runs out gradually, just sand in an hourglass.' One shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 815 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/11/2016 - Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
A very Muggle date reviews
The perfect Muggle first date involves a girly pink dress, a London musical, a romantic ride, and a tour at the museum. So why is Lily still giving James that murderous glower? A Lily/James one shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,209 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/8/2016 - James P., Lily Evans P.
To fix a boring afternoon reviews
Something Alice says forces Lily to come to terms with her feelings for Severus. S/L. Comedy, romance. Fix-it. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,816 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/5/2016 - Alice L., Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
The Triumph of Sirius Black reviews
Severus Snape and Sirius Black engage in some childish arguing. Sirius finds a way to win. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,143 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/3/2016 - Sirius B., Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
The Prince's crown reviews
Severus and Lily spend a summer day by the river. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 955 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2015 - Lily Evans P., Severus S.
Red-haired girls, sea-glass eyes reviews
Harry Potter is arriving to Hogwarts. Severus Snape reflects upon his feelings, both past and present. One-shot, character study... sort of.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/4/2015 - Harry P., Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
The Husband of Lily Potter reviews
Drunken James and Sirius approach Lily with an interesting proposition. Pure fun, no particular plot. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/28/2015 - Sirius B., James P., Lily Evans P. - Complete
By the hand of a murderer reviews
A Muggle is killed, and his death awakens old memories in two people. Severus contemplates where his path has taken him; Lily mourns for the death of the little boy she once knew. One-shot, character study.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,060 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/28/2015 - Sirius B., Lily Evans P., Severus S. - Complete
Slughorn's Absolution reviews
After surrendering his shameful memory of telling Tom Riddle about the Horcruxes, drunken Slughorn returns to the castle, ashamed by what he's done. His absolution comes from an unexpected source: from another man who regrets his part in Lily's death. One-shot, missing scene.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,416 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Published: 11/27/2015 - Lily Evans P., Severus S., Horace S. - Complete
The Underpass reviews
"It shouldn't take long, I think. It's raining too hard for it to last long." Lily and Severus seek shelter from rain on the last summer of their friendship. One-shot.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,516 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/24/2015 - Lily Evans P., Severus S.