"Can we ever really leave our past behind? Or are we simply able to outrun it for a while, only to trip up and allow it to overwhelm us yet again?" Cat has never recovered from the events of her childhood, specifically sexual abuse. As she struggles to cope with her feelings and memories, Kara tries her hardest to help. WARNING - trigger alert for sexual abuse/assault! Be safe!

After the Red Kryptonite incident, Kara is filled with self-hatred and guilt. She doesn't want help; she just wants to be left alone. Isolated and miserable, she searches for ways to end the pain. Alex tries desperately to help, with the assistance of an unexpected ally. Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts, self harm. Please be safe!

Kara thought back to that moment on the balcony, when her whole world had shifted. The hug that changed everything. One hug, and she was addicted to Cat Grant's touch… the feel of her hands on Kara's back, the intoxicating mix of perfume and conditioner, the gentle but strong curves of her arms…