BTRandPHANarelifehide bio
 Author has written 1 story for Web Shows. Hi! My name is [Jocy] I'm probably gonna write BTR Cargan and Kames And PHAN Dan Howell and Phil Lester And MCR Frerard and Petekey (is half FOB) Btw my Wattpad is gaybtrfangirl so go check that out Follow my instagram, its Jocelynthephangirl BUT PLZ DONT MENTION FANFICTION PLZ Facts about me: im in middle school my real name is Jocelyn but call me Jocy. Three words: HOLY EMO TRINITY I have depression- (just so you know if I ever go a few weeks without updating) I'm a pretty ok artist I'm Pansexual i have been reading fanfic since I was 10 (from fluff to smut) I'm born American but I'm Hispanic People consider me Emo/detached from reality |
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Contact by Tessa2.0 reviews
Logan wished someone would pay attention to him for once
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 86,659 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 4/15 - Published: 1/19/2016 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
Love Is Bittersweet by Firerush reviews
Sequel to the OS "As Long As You Are Happy, I Am Happy Too" Cargan (one-sided), Lomille
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 34 - Words: 31,021 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/8/2019 - Published: 4/18/2017 - [Logan, Camille] Carlos - Complete
Two Four Six Eight by Fandoms2135 reviews
Daniel Howell and Philip Lester had been best friends for most of their lives. Dan was just a baby whenever he met two year old Phil. The age difference never bothered the boys. Not when Phil was six and Dan was four, not when Phil was sixteen and Dan was fourteen, and when Phil was eighteen and Dan was sixteen, it was no different.
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,694 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/6/2019 - Published: 2/17/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire
It Will Pass by Remembering-Sunday514 reviews
So, I have this crush. And I know he likes me back. But why is it so hard for me to accept that he has true feelings? Why can't I accept myself? Well that's why I have a best friend who is so amazing. Someone who helps me learn my self worth. That I don't have to do all this horrible stuff to myself just to get one man to love me, because he already does. Right?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 32,038 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 2/24/2019 - Published: 11/7/2016
Read ºVkookº by disappointing reviews
Taehyung always unintentionally makes himself seem like a stalker to the boy from school. BTS/ 방탄소년단
Misc. Movies - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 22 - Words: 5,514 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/1/2018 - Complete
Tongue Tied by PepsiTigress reviews
'Sometimes the reason I'm so tongue tied is because my brain moves a mile a minute when he's around me. Phil Lester is my hero.' Summary: Dan Howell, a quiet student, who never speaks his mind, begins to find his voice when he befriends a senior, Phil Lester. *Also published on wattpad* **There will be mentions of suicide, but no actual scenes of suicide.**
Web Shows - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 17,204 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/4/2018 - Published: 2/9/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire - Complete
I Write Sins, Not Tragedies by Science-Fantasy93 reviews
Crashing a wedding has never been part of Katie's plans. However, when James shows up with a deal that could make or break their best friends' happiness, she finds herself giving in. As they work to bring their friends back together again, she begins to realize that there may just be more to him than meets the eye and just maybe teaming up with him isn't as tragic as she thought.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 73,315 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 12/19/2017 - Published: 9/14/2013 - James, Katie K.
Puking Lessons by lostlikeme reviews
Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance gets caught puking in a public bathroom.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 712 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/8/2017 - Complete
a phan story( One Shot) by ThatOnePersonthatshipsstuff reviews
It's a phan story. That's it.
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/23/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire - Complete
I Spy Dan Howell by jaffapop2001
You see Dan Howell at the other side of the bar, but how are you going to approach him?
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 821 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/8/2017 - Published: 2/24/2017
Sleeping LionPhan by Sockofpancakes reviews
Two boys are forced together in a college dorm but soon discover it's not as bad as they thought. (I'm terrible at summaries, sorry! First story!)
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 4/28/2017 - Published: 4/8/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire
NEW BEHIND THE SCENES BTR VIDEOS by fourfivesecsfromhim
PLEASE READ! SUPER IMPORTAAANT!
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/9/2017 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Headache by Kimberly-A reviews
Phil gets a terrible headache, and Dan tries to comfort him.
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,104 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/27/2017 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
Love Isn't Like That by Kimberly-A reviews
The Lester family is obviously too good to be true.
Web Shows - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,996 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/25/2017 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
Phan Hospital by Elliot0312
Phil suddenly looses consciousness while filming Philisnotonfire
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/25/2017
Rain by themooneatsmochi
Dan gets caught in the rain and enters a gift shop to avoid getting wet, where he meets a gorgeous boy called Phil.
Web Shows - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 694 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/22/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire - Complete
Switch by writing-to-music reviews
After a fight one night, Internet stars Dan and Phil wake up to find that they have switched bodies with each other. They must deal with this and try to find out what caused it and how to stop it, while dealing with the aftermath of their fight. Two-shot.
Web Shows - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,003 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/14/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire
Conversation Hearts by Kimberly-A reviews
Phil gets a box of candy hearts for Valentine's Day and decides to share them with Dan.
Web Shows - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 988 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/14/2017 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
Love You More by Kimberly-A reviews
Phil has always known that he loves Dan more than Dan loves him.
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,417 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/12/2017 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
When the day met the night by Wig-BanderSnatched reviews
Based off when the day met the night by Panic! At the Disco, phanfic
Web Shows - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,384 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/9/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire - Complete
Release by wolfy447 reviews
James/Carlos. Yaoi. Warning: may offend some readers.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 6,070 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/6/2017 - Published: 11/8/2016 - Carlos, James
Phan- I love my Lion by jutachu reviews
Dan confesses his romantic feelings to Phil in a form of a letter. No smut. Some harsh language because well..Dan is Dan. :D I finished this at 3am so there might be some weird sentences etc but I will read this through and correct those possible mistakes when I wake up lol
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/7/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire - Complete
Love and Ice by DeathWallflower reviews
After the Grand Prix Finals, Yuuri's busy life has slowed down a little in time for Christmas but where exactly does he stand with Viktor? A collection of Yuri on Ice Oneshots.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,803 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 12/29/2016 - Published: 12/24/2016 - Yuuri K., Viktor N., Yuri P., Otabek A.
L Word's: Life & Love Yuri x Victor Fanfic by Katsudonwriter reviews
This is a story on how Yuri and Victor's friendship turned as Lovers. Warning this fanfic is about Boy x Boy so if your not comfortable with it don't read. P.s there may be homophobic moments. (im not a homophobic so don't worry. i just wrote this because it happens a lot where i live.)
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,963 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/28/2016 - Yuuri K., Viktor N., Phichit C., Christophe G.
Yurio! Dress for Success! by gummi bear ninja reviews
Yuri Plisetsky is getting ready to hang out with Otabek Altin, when Viktor comes in and decides he wants to help Yuri dress for his 'date'. Set after the main the day before the exhibition skate in episode 12. One-Shot.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,318 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/27/2016 - Yuuri K., Viktor N., Yuri P., Otabek A. - Complete
Insatiable by MysticLipstick reviews
Viktor has too much to drink at the banquet. Yuri takes him upstairs so they don't have a repeat of last year. Sequel to Intangible.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,552 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 25 - Published: 12/26/2016 - Yuuri K., Viktor N. - Complete
Only A Distraction by itakethewords reviews
The night before the Grand Prix Final, in a hotel room in Barcelona, Yuuri Katsuki admits he is selfish. Viktor doesn't take well to being shoved away and he won't go down without a fight. He will do anything to keep what matters most to him close to his heart.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,916 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 22 - Published: 12/26/2016 - [Yuuri K., Viktor N.]
Viktory is Not Sweet by Shiori07 reviews
Yuri Plisetsky won the Grand Prix Final. Great. He had gotten his message across to that piglet to regret ever even thinking about retirement. But now he's regretting it because his life as a professional figure skater currently consists of embarrassing, overly-affectionate company and exercise for his gag reflex. But in his "company's" opinion he didn't have much room to talk.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,388 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 31 - Published: 12/25/2016 - [Otabek A., Yuri P.] [Yuuri K., Viktor N.] - Complete
Please take care of me by chibii.fujoshi reviews
Yuuri is now in Russia with Victor. Hoping to do something for Victor and surprise him as well, Yuuri has planned something for breakfast that morning. [A short fanfic for Victor's birthday.]
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,021 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 11 - Published: 12/25/2016 - Yuuri K., Viktor N. - Complete
Ensnare by Simply-Arien reviews
"Victor, listen," Yuri mumbled, reaching for his friend. He pulled the russian into his close embrace. "I love you. But you belong on the ice, not with me." Rated T for language.
Yuri!!! on Ice - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,120 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 169 - Follows: 47 - Published: 12/25/2016 - [Yuuri K., Viktor N.] - Complete
Falling For You (phan) by accioacamp reviews
In which Dan is pastel and swears, Phil is an ultra-klutzy hipster, and they both manage to forget about their coffee. Rated T for swearing because of Dan
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/4/2016
As Long As You Are Happy, I Am Happy Too by Firerush reviews
One shot, Cargan (one-sided), Lomille
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 907 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/23/2016 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Arranged Love by germanfanfictioner reviews
When Logan, a prince of England, is bethrothed to the heir to the Spanish throne and has to leave his family, he did not expect to find happiness in the foreign country. Historic AU, Nobility AU, Alpha/Beta/Omega AU Cargan, pre-slash
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,133 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/2/2016 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Inhale, Exhale by GraveBoy
A short story about high-school crushes. My Chemical Romance
X-overs - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,884 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/30/2016
The Perfect Relationship by fanofbtr reviews
Dear readers, this is a Carlos and Logan story. But here's the thing. This story is a true story based off my first long term relationship/ first true love. Nothing in this story is over exaggerated, it's all true
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,673 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/17/2016 - Carlos, Logan
Library by BluStrawberri reviews
Today was the day. The day that Phil stopped staring across the library at the mysterious boy like a creeper and actually walked over to introduce himself. Not in a, you know, obvious stalker kind of way or anything. In the Phil kind of way (which honestly wasn't that much different). Phan AmazingPhilxDanisnotonfire. M for (sexy) public indecency.
Web Shows - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,274 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 14 - Published: 1/19/2015 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
Little Study Sessions by XxxAnimaniacxxX reviews
Carlos just wanted to pull a prank. He got a lot more than he expected. Mpreg, Logan/Kendall/Carlos OT3, M for smut, Kenlos, Kogan, Kett, Cargan. Chapter 1 for Kendalls Logiebear's challenge!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 42,692 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 114 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 4/4/2014 - Published: 11/1/2011 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, Jett S. - Complete
(Not) Love by BluStrawberri reviews
"He heard the shower turn off and the padding of feet on the tiled floor. Dan froze like a deer in headlights as he saw the doorknob turn slowly. " Dan wrestles with his feelings for a certain ebony-haired boy, and is caught doing something that he shouldn't. How will both boys react when Phil brings it up? Amazingphil danisnotonfire Phan PhilxDan Rated M for a reason!
Web Shows - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,585 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 7 - Published: 11/1/2013 - [AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire] - Complete
Emo Meets Preppy by BigTimeGaga reviews
Dominant Logan. The day a preppy student name Carlos Garcia enters class Logan had a strange feeling for him. Even though they are completely different Logan can't help but easily fall in love with his opposite. Fluff, Smutt, Mpreg, Drugs, and OC Death.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 47,379 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 63 - Updated: 8/9/2012 - Published: 1/12/2012 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
Big Time Gay One by LoveIsAJokeWithNoPunchline reviews
When Griffin decides Big Time Rush needs a gay guy, James realizes something about himself that he never knew before. SLASH! James/Kendall and Logan/Carlos
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 24,283 - Reviews: 397 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 148 - Updated: 4/15/2012 - Published: 3/17/2010
Another Reason by HeavenRose reviews
The police say Kendall simply ran away, but Logan, James and Carlos are convinced their friend had a more significant reason for leaving. Driving Mrs. Knight's stolen car, they set out to find Kendall and bring him home - before it's too late.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 32 - Words: 156,839 - Reviews: 552 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 3/13/2012 - Published: 3/13/2011 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Forever Scarred by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Carlos watched his friend's life completely fall apart and is still recovering from losing a friend. His violent, gang lifestyle didn't make it any easier. But when he meets the innocent new boy, Logan, all that just might change. Cargan, past Kames.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,527 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/30/2011 - Published: 2/10/2011 - Carlos, Logan
OT4 by BTRlover17 reviews
A series of OT4 one shots and request. :D
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 36,306 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 7/4/2011 - Published: 2/13/2011
Hope by Miss Fenway reviews
He never gave up hoping that one day he would be found and be safe again. A brief look at Logan's experiences in 'All These Lives' and 'September'. Rated M to be safe. NO SLASH!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,982 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/26/2011 - Logan - Complete
What's Love Without A Little Risk? by Demon'sAngel17 reviews
"Why can't you see your hurting him Kendall he loves you to pieces and your hurting him, figure out what you want and go tell him before he..." Interested? then read and review!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,758 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 8/19/2010 - Published: 7/31/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
Secrets of a Matchmaker by KiraKira-Kirimi reviews
Noah let the biggest secret of his entire life slip. To Geoff. Ah, what havoc is sure to ensure! No pun intended. Noah x Cody, other canons. On OFFICIAL hiatus until December.
Total Drama series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 79,120 - Reviews: 326 - Favs: 197 - Follows: 151 - Updated: 10/28/2009 - Published: 11/28/2008 - Noah, Cody
Paper Thin Hearts reviews
Warning: mentions of touchy subjects, boyXboy content. Two boys meet and develop a friendship. High school! Phan FIRST FIC! AU
Web Shows - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 10,805 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/26/2017 - Published: 4/10/2017 - AmazingPhil, Danisnotonfire, Crabstickz, Kickthepj
