March 2020 Helllooooo Anyone still here? Ten long years. Loadsa things happened. More prolific in cosplay and loli comms. Came out as trans. My cat passed away. But I'm still writing. I have a large NaruSasu fic which is about 160 A5 handwritten pages, and its still ongoing. I have three Miraculous Ladybug fics ongoing. And a Watch Dogs2 one which is mostly complete. In the wake of FFvii remake, I really want to restart the FFvii fic i have on here. I've reread the three chapters I uploaded and its just too cute. I have to finish it. Thanks for sticking round. I promise more fics soon x

March 2010

Wow... so long since the last update. Too many BAD things have happened during that time, and I'm still not right from it. Lost me dad in October. Yeah I'm careless - managed to lose both parents within the space of six years. But joking aside it doesn't make it easier to bear. Haven't been doing much on the fic front tho. Minds not on it.

Am in the process of making me a lolita outfit based on my fanfic Orihime in Hueco Mundo Land. Its Orihime's outfit, but lolita style. And as the fic is very Alice in Wonderland, its quite topical as the film is out this month.

August 2009

I joined a local cosplay group Yorcos. Its the best thing I've done in ages. So instead of doing one or two cosplays a year, I'm doing one or two a month. and I really have to be focussed and get on with making outfits. Perhaps I should join a writing club and then it might encourage me to finish some of my fics!

Watched some episodes of Yu Gi Oh GX yesterday before bed, so this morning as soon as I awoke I wrote an 8 page yaoi fic (chazz x jaden) I even had to make additional notes whilst at work. The eight pages made me so late for work, but I couldn't leave the house without writing em down. And some bits of it just make me think...

"Hey Chazz... y'know that conversation we were having about Alexis having a..."

"Shut up I don't want to think about Alexis in that way."

"But if she did... how can she hide it in that skirt?"

haha... I'm saying nothing. You'll just have to read the fic (or part 1) when I post it up, which I'm hoping its gonna be tonight, If I'm not distracted by any shiney things

Ooooh shiney thing ...too late. Meh

July 2009

Its been a long time since my last update. In May I split up from my bf (or rather he said I was stupid and couldn't take a hint), in June I got RSI from playing on my Xbox 360 for too much (RSI from Fable2 - its an achievement). Anyways, I started a new fic last nite (a bleach parody) I got the idea... whilst in the bath! yes again. When I wrote it up, I found a Gravitation fic in the same notebook. I typed that up today, it needs a second chapter. But at least the first ones done and up here. I'll try and not leave it so long until my next update. Remember I love reviews. hugz u all

January 2009

Wow... a new year. And no new updates. I have been deliriously addicted to Twilight. Have started on a Edward x Jacob fic. Will post it up eventually. I've been looking back at the fics I've still got outstanding and have been thinking... I really should get these completed. I'll make it a resolution this year to complete all outstanding ones. One of my resolutions hasn't been broken (thats to stop biting my fingernails), they are really growing which is great. I used to have really long talons, so long n strong I could type on them, and when x-hubby left me I bit them down to nothingness. Now I believe its time to grow them again. Going to an event next month, its a swash (swordfighting) feast, so I have to buy myself a ballgown - yeah a full skirted princess type dress. Did I dream of being a princess when I was a kid? nah. I dreamed of driving either a truck or a train. lol tomboy me! And in march we're going back to the Castle. So I might be able to finish my Original Story that I started last year. I have this OC and she gets into all kinds of adventures, she's a char I wished I was when I was younger (no not the train or truck driver), just a sassy lass with a bro and parents who's adventurous and teases her brother. She makes an interesting char to write. But as this is original fiction and not fanfic, sadly I cannot post it here, albeit I might be tempted to write a short story with her in meeting a char from manga or something. Hey... an idea! As I'm so into Twilight atm I might add her into a fic with the cullens or something... hmmmm... may be a possibility.

23 November 08

Wow, 2 updates in one month - what is the world coming to?? Well after coming up with another fic in the bath this morning, I decided I better upload it. I wouldn't mind, but I wasn't even thinking about Gin x Izuru when I got in. I was thinking about an Ukitake x Kyouraku fic, which soon morphed into Gin x Izuru (yes my mind is very strange!). And the worst thing about it all, I didn't have a notebook next to the bath to write it down (I usually have one there but I moved it downstairs after I did chapter 9 of The Capture), so by the time I got out of the bath and downstairs to pen n paper, I might've lost a bit of the story.

I keep asking myself "Why do I think of these things in the bath??" but I just can't find an answer.

Mid (?) November 08

Its nearly xmas. I've been so busy. I have a cosplay event coming up in a week's time. I'm gonna be Ulquiorra, its gonna be so cool - well it will be if (1) I can get all my hair in the wig and (2) I can keep the bloody mask on!

Just posted Chapter 9 of The Capture. I read chapters 333 and 334 of the manga, and Hinamori's returned to the fight so I went back and read my fic and it prompted me to write more. This one sorta has a fight scene in it. You know I hate writing/describing battles? well I sorta did a fight. It didn't last long and there's a gory bit in it, and death too. The gory bit - I got the idea from the opening bit in that film... Ghost Ship... with them all on the deck and that wire snapping across... well if you haven't seen it I'm not gonna tell you about it, and if you have seen it you'll know when you read Chapter 9!

Anyways, I hope to have it finished soon (I realise I said that this time last year too, but it didn't happen!) I think there's at least another 3 chapters of work in it. Why do I write such long fics?? And yes, this chapter was another one I wrote in the bath!

Decided to change this profile page around. You don't wanna be scrolling down to the bottom everytime to read stuff. So now the new post is always at the top. Gold star for good idea to me! hehe

Sept 08

So much for my hopes in july it never happened. Now if I can only remember where I wrote my fics down... although I have found that the voice recorder on my phone works quite well for quick stories... I still have to type them down afterwards tho. gahh too much work!

July 08

grrr... I really should write more. Following a pic at y! gallery ( http:///view/415173/ ), I am starting on a Bleach Byakuya x Ulquiorra fic. I hope to have the first chapter of that up on here in the week. Its looking quite interesting. Although I have been putting thoughts into a Naruto fic (sasuke x naruto / Orochimaru x OC), which has been in my mind quite a lot lately, I just hope I can get it all down on paper before I forget it! QUICK... INTO THE BATH!! It seems I get all my best ideas in there!

March 08

Gah! I really should write more! Well, I got very much into Death Note at the end of last year, so had to make me and my bf Mello and Matt cosplay outfits for an event (which we won!) http:///art/Matt-Mary-and-Mello-78518152 there we are, with some other lass in the middle. Anyways. I have countless Death Note fics I've been writing, all part completed! Just uploaded Part 8 of The Capture (omg - its another long Bleach fic!) no, the story is still NOT FINISHED. I know, I'm terrible. I was planning to finish it before xmas but too busy with other things. Ah well. Got addicted to Gothador again http:///index.php?ref=201567 try it - its free, and fun too, I have too many characters now.

18th August 07

Posted 1st chapter in a KH2 story. I restarted the game some months ago and decided to write a diary thingy as the main char whilst playing the game. So I've posted upto the end of Day 4. It follows the game entirely. Speech in the story is taken from the game itself. Yeah I pause the game to write all the speech down, so it is exact with what is in the game. You will notice it more on day 5 onwards. I'll post that later, I'm going to see friends today, and therefore haven't enough time to type it up.

10th August 07

Well I've decided to write some more on The Capture, so I've changed the status from Complete to In Progress. Ulquiorra is such a great char he deserves more chapters and as he's in the anime more now, I think he's gorgeous. swoon Anyways not really been doing much writing recently, going to a manga evening at the end of the month, so getting me a cosplay outfit sorted. I really can't sew at all, so I bought me an outfit on ebay ed elric :D I don't think I can make automail in 2/3 weeks, I have no idea how to start it, may have to make it out of leather or pvc. I have heard that some ppl make it out of wonderflex. Ok, it might be easy to get that in the US but over in the UK things like that aren't easy to come by. Either that or I just keep my coat and gloves on all the time. Perhaps I should've gone for my other cosplay choice Orihime in her arrancarr outfit - probably would've been easier, my hair is her colour at the moment, I didn't want to dye it blond, but its either that or buying a wig 'sigh'

9th July 07

Posted 2nd chapter of 'The Capture' and its a wonderful chapter - it makes me cry sniffle. And just on with writing the 3rd chapter. How I hate to write fight scenes! I just have a total mind block. Tell you what, I'll give you the beginning of the fight and the end of it - and you imagine what happens in the middle. Oh how I wish I could do fan-art - I could draw the battle instead - would be so much easier!

Trying to catch up with reading books atm. I want to read harry potter bk5 before I see the film at the weekend, but whenever I read it - I think of my yaoi fanfix (hmmmm... harry 'n' draco) and therefore get sidetracked!

Read 'what do you want from life' through again from the beginning. I still don't like the final chapter, it sounds too tacky. Oh well, but I really love the line...

"I've always had a thing for Captains." The ice twinkled in Toushiro's eyes.

and so much so, that I added it as a sig-line on my Gaia-online account.

24th June 07

okies, after posting my Bleach fic 'The Capture' I decided to read the manga (now upto chap 272) and see how the actual story went, and tbh I prefer my version.

9th May 07

Posted 1st chapter of an FMA fic entitled Torture Me. I've had this one ongoing for a while. only Chapter 1 atm, but I'll write more eventually. Restarted 'shiro in the real world' fic cos it wasn't going as I expected it to - but its gonna be my first non-yaoi fic and stars an original character who will play a big role in it (looks like its gonna be fun)

1st May 07

Well I posted the final 3 chapters in my Bleach fic, I had been ummm-ing and ahhh-ing about altering it but I couldn't think of what to change. So you have got it as it was when I finished it the other week. Apologies for the spelling errors I was having a dyslexic day and it seemed to be right when I checked it, I guess I stared at it for far too long. If anyone who draws well can do a pic Byakuya and Toushiro making with the lovin' (I'm hopeless at drawing) and I did search for one whilst I was writing, but never found any for that pairing. Incase you haven't read the What do you want from life fic yet, the last few chapters have pain, torture and death in it. Apologies for skimming waaaay over the fight scene - I couldn't think of enough to write for that so you just have to imagine that bit. Next fics to do - I have to get on with my Harry x Draco fic that is still in handwritten form, I have to complete that Sephy angst one that I have on here (the only one on here that I haven't yet completed) and I have started a rather strange fic entitled 'Toushiro in the real world' a small description of that is from Ep121 when 'shiros bankai failed and he fell, he ends up falling through the tv screen into someones lounge. Its looking like a very interesting fic but I'm not sure how far I'll go with that one.

10th April 07

Just when I thought I had everything written down for the Bleach fic - I write some more. BTW yet more pairings will come out in the very end bit. I was browsing on DeviantArt - great place for pictures and I got ideas for this bit of the fic from the artists and their pictures (in brackets) Yukian (Bleach - Stray Dog) and (Bleach - Just a little more) and Sanctioned (Ultimate Fanservice-Byakuya) I did post that I would mention them in my fic, but as I've not posted it yet, I'm thanking them here for their wonderful pictures. Anyways I really have to get on with the typing up of the chapters 9/10 (or whatever number I'm on!)

1st April 07

I completed two stories today 'Sky Pirates' just uploaded onto the site. and also 'What do you want from life'. The latter is still in hand written format so I will need to type it up and I will probably add bits to it before it is ready to be posted, but the end is coming soon. I will miss updating it - even though it has taken me forever. But I do quite like the ending on it - and no-one really dies (that's all I'm saying - you'll have to wait till I post it for the actual details)

28th March 07:
Well, My Bleach fic 'What do you want from life' is going to conclude in the next two chapters. I can say that I am researching chapter 9 extensively, I have snippets written down for it already - I just need some historic facts to pad out the story a bit more. I already have written the ending (thats a first for me! lol), but am unsure whether that will come in Chapter 10 or 9, it all depends how long this chapter is.

Sorry, but my other fics are currently on-hold until this one is completed. Although I do have ideas for a Harry Potter 'What if?' story. So that might be a future writing project.

I love writing stories. I always have done. When I was younger it was just characters I invented myself, but as I got older I integrated characters from media into my works.

The majority of my fics I never finish. I have ones back since 1997, that still lay unfinished. I doubt I'll ever do anything with them again - except read them occassionally.

I will start posting all my fics on here, whether they be unfinished or complete. So then you can have an insight into the warped and twisted persona that is my mind.

Recently I have found that a good selection of tunes always helps my muse when typing/proofing my stories for entry onto here. And atm, my tunes of choice is the Bleach OST.

Thanks to all for reviews - I love reading them, so keep em coming.

Hugz, Lucia