Zachariah better count his lucky stars that Raphael showed up when he did bc Gabriel and I were this close to smiting him. A spell to forget Maya is a low blow and i feel for everyone. Kudos to Bobby for being the only one holding this together lol

Hey! I don’t have an account but I wanted to make sure that I had the means to let you know how much this story has meant to me! Not to get too sappy or have a *gasp* chick flick moment loll but genuinely, I always get so happy when you update. I’ve gone back and reread this story so many times, and I’ve been keeping up with it since around chapter 32ish? I just want to make sure you know that having this story to read HAS gotten me through some rough nights at home :)) And side note, but I’m also in therapy rn for the the first time since I turned 18 a few months ago, and also have depression and anxiety stuff, so I wanted to let you know that even if it takes a wholllle 6 months to get the “monthly update” I’m here for this story, cause I honestly love your writing SO MUCH! And sorry if this sounds weird or intrusive, but I’d much rather have you working on this story more intermittently for a while and maintaining your mental health than push to get them out on schedule. Because this story makes me happy, and I sincerely hope you also get the happiness you deserve as a human being outside of this too. :)) sorry for the long comment but like, I REALLY wanted to say all this stuff, after so long of reading and idk just kinda,, typed it out! I’ll stop typing now, but just yeah... thank you for taking the time out of your life to write this story. Hope you have a great evening/afternoon/morning!

Awe... Put a smile on my face to see the mention, and you are most welcome. Any time you need to talk or idea, I am still here.
I loved seeing a bit (a lot) of Gabriel here, he has been missed, and I just love how you have incorporated it all.
Poor Maya, she only got a glimpse of her father before he had to leave, but I freaking lived Bobby and his finger slip. That was beautiful!
Castiel was watching them, right? I actually don't find that bad, he is learning about love and friendship and bonds and it will help him out to make the right decision later on.

And Balthy, I just love the guy and I was so thrillwd to see him taking Gabriel's side, though he doesn't know the whole truth.

I am really looking forward for more and will be thrilled to help out again, but if you need to take some time and just take a break, I will still be here when you come back.

Poor Maya and Gabriel! I hope things get better for them!

Ah Bobby, you're such a good man and they're all lucky to have you in their lives!
Blast douche-ariah a couple more times for me!

Thanks for chapter 50
Stay safe

Didn't mean to offend with my last review I just seriously missed Gabriel since I was confused where he went and if he'd ever come back. He is seriously one of the best!

It’s always this huge “oh my god oh my god oh my god yes yes yes yes!” moment whenever you update and I see the name I’m going by on your story because you’re honestly an amazing writer and I really enjoy your story. I know about how readers and followers can try to rush you to the next chapter but even if this story lasts longer than the supernatural show did, I will still want to keep reading. You just have an amazing way of incorporating things into the story, showing sides of people I hadn’t seen, and portraying the characters I loved in the show as even more lovable characters in your story. Us readers must be blessed with how much effort you’ve put into this incredible story for no pay at all. I’ll check my email on this site but I am so sorry I didn’t get to help you beta and I would love to beta for you on an upcoming chapter given the chance.
Thank you so much for being the amazing, awesome, incredible writer that you are.

please update

catch me quietly seething and trying not to murder Dean Winchester. Daddy issues run in the family, but like damn it Dean, John Winchester is a dumpster fire of a man

I’m going to self combust if you don’t update soon

So we all know Dean can be a bit stubborn and I don’t think he’d willingly come to the conclusion that Maya was forced to kill their dad to save her own life after John had tortured her, so it would be really cool if Castiel could be the one to show him. I have to say I’m a big Destiel fan and I would love to see how it would play out if Dean wouldn’t listen to Sam or anyone to the point where Castiel decided to forcefully show him what had happened in vivid detail. I don’t think Maya would be able to look at Dean even if she did forgive him because of how similar he is to their father and I feel like it would be interesting to see how Dean would react to that since he was the one who shoved her away. The boys have had bad arguments in the past and they’ve always gotten over them but I think this would be a huge divider since Sam knows what John was like and knows how John tortured Maya. It would also be interesting to see what Gabriel was doing during all of this and it would be interesting if Gabriel was the one who lashed out at Dean for making Maya feel like a monster and then Gabriel showed Dean what had been done to Maya. Well, those are just my thoughts. Great story and I can’t wait for more.

This is so heartbreaking. I stopped to ask myself if Dean would act like that, and i don't know. Current Dean would not. But 2008 Dean? Maybe? Possibly. I'm glad Sam has common sense and i hope he calls to hear an explanation.

John got what he deserved, but now Dean is on my shit list. How can he be so easily manipulated by "dicks with wings?"

Omg, that was... Gut wrenching.
I did not want John Winchester dead. I wanted him to suffer. To have both his boys beat the living shit out of him and then disown him in every single way. To realize he was the true monster in this story.
They do come back different the second time around, don't they? When resurrected.
He was dark. I really wanted to him to see the error of his ways. But I guess that would fall on Dean now, won't it? The terrified look in her eyes as she watched him but saw John Winchester.
God, I wish Cas could just show him everything he has seen, all in a few seconds and have Dean puke his guts out, sick to his stomach. For defending an asshole. A monster.

I didn't cry when I read what John did.
I did cry when I read what Dean did.
Damn.

You are too damn good at this angst.

1: oh thank god Puck's alive. I really started to wonder for a minute there.
2: DAMMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN John Winchester deserved what he got twice fold.
3: Poor My, *she* didn't deserve any of that.
4: I'm so glad that Cas intervened in the end, I guess that leads him one step closer to becoming part of TFW.
5: DEAN STOP.
6: Greatly harrowing chapter, you pulled it off perfectly.