Woah o.o The ending was intense!

Here's my theory: Chapters 1-11 were real and Trowa left school and rejoined the circus parting with Quat for good. Ch 12 was completely from Quatre's POV and his inability to cope with Trowa leaving him created a new "Trowa" who accepted Quatre's reality and became a part of it.

Moot point (since this fic is old and you may not even see this review) but there is a video game Gravity Rush that seems to go in this direction regarding dreams and reality (though it was made much much later, so you were first!)

Better than Stephen King. Loved this story and read it instead of getting some useful sleep for tomorrow. That means this is great. Great the idea of a kind of a monster shaped in Quatre's body!

...I should have been sleeping like four hours ago but I got enthralled by this *.* It's just sooooooooo absolutely mindblowingly amazing. I'm recommending it to all my friends XD I just didn't know what to think the entire time and then you literally made my jaw drop and my eyes go O.O at the ending when Trowa becomes 'apart' of Quatre. Absolutely crazy.

Really really really really awesome. I'll definitely read it again. And not going to lie, the "we get lonely" part makes me think you can read it like a horror. But it's more like a sexy, smut horror ;D

Ohhh, I liked al this crazyness. The way they were so deeply together that they became one being with DID.

lol, but the greatest part was shy Trowa looking at poor Duo with hunger. xD

Where's Duo?

So, i've read this fic...way back in 2005, I think. I just had to reread it. One of my favourites!

Just... wow. That was the oddest fic I've ever read, bar none. I was so confused, but I couldn't stop reading. And you got the whole Twilight Zone thing down pact! Amazing. You bring about some very valid points at the end, though I like to believe that Trowa was just another personality he developed... I like to read alot of these type stories, and this is a really good one. Great job.

Oh, and one teeny detail I picked out. In one chapter, you had Trowa's mom calling his father 'Dekim', but in another you had the guy that lead him on- the perv that made him so skittish- you had his name be Dekim. Great story... but I thought I'd just point that out.

Tootles!

Holy. Crap.

That ending is pretty awesome. I'd been wondering where Duo was amidst all of this. It's pretty interesting, and when he popped up, the end result slowly dawned on me and I had an epiphany. You're a great writer. I really enjoyed it. The ending just really sticks with you, I keep reading the last few lines. Just so perfect!

Hokay... Your ending occurred to me some time during chapter 8, I think, but it was so far-fetched that I dismissed it immediately.

Here it goes...

OMG! EK -; My mouth is still open from shock... I've been wondering just where the hell Duo was, and now this *headdesk* That was amazing. But how could Heero and Wufei get absorbed? That's so... weird. I was going to say I can see Trowa doing it, but now that I think about it, I can't! - But then again, I was never a believer in anything but 1x2 and 3x4 XD Well done. A good fic, even if it shocked me this much (disturbed, is more like).

Akeru~

omg... omgomgomgomgomgomgOMG! OMF'IN GOD! WOW! OMG I can't BELIEVE IT! Quatre absorbed Wufei, Heero and Trowa's conciousnesses (and made everyone forget about him) and now he's going for Duo. He's some kind of leech! OMG! THIS FIC ROCKS! OMG! I can't believe it ah! The Plot twists are killing me! AAHH! This is SO AMAZING it's almost a drug! WOW!

NO! TROWA! COME BACK! Kami he's cruel! Is it really that terrible to pretend. I live in an imaginary world and I'm fine! I hate Trowa so much right now... Poor Quatre. sniff :-(. This chapter is soo SAD! I'm still crying. :'(

I put off reading this fic for a while but now i'm kinda glad i read it. It literally blew my mind. I must say it kinda actually freaked me out. i get the sense that even you don't really know what Quatre is. I totally get the whole creepy twilight zone thing and i get the whole man eater thing. The alternate reality thing is definitively a brain teaser and my mind practically screamed the x-files theme song while i read the last chapter. although you had me guessing pretty much all the way through i figured out what was going to happen by the time the end came along. i enjoyed it and you made me think, which i love. i always measure good fiction by how much it makes me think. it was disturbing, but great; i applaud you.

Wow, I just finished reading Gestalt... I really love what you did with that. I don't even know where to try and figure everything out. You are a very talented writer! Geez... I seriously can't even put what I'm trying to say into words! Ha ha!

I really do love the way that you wrote this DID and not calling it schizophrenia. People get that mixed up so much and it makes me mad because that's not what it is. The only reason that I get mad about it is because I used to think that was the definition until I educated myself. So, kudos to you for that!

I wasn't able to read the entire part of the last chapter, though. I'm at a loss as to what happened between Quatre and Trowa during that time... And I tried to see if I could go to your homepage and read it, but it wasn't there... Or maybe I was looking at it wrong or something. I don't know. I don't know if reading the NC-17 part would help me to figure out what's going on would help... Maybe that's why I can't really put what I'm thinking about your story into words. I don't know.

Oh well, I just thought that I would let you know that I thoroughly enjoyed reading your writing and I'm going to make sure that I read the rest of your stories, too! Ha ha! Bye and thank you for taking the time to grace us with your talent!

Oh man I finally made it and what a trip it was. The ending here is so crazy and trippy I love it. Its like an ending to a movie and you're siting there saying 'ah man I can't believe they left it there what really REALLY happened', you know? Anyway it was great and I'm totally going for the idea that Trowa is one of Quatre's new personalities. Where Heero is the strength, and Wufei is the reason, Trowa is now the shy component and they all differ from Quatre's natural kind element. Now Duo is going to be next with the exuberant personality.

Looking back on this is reminds me of Descarte's theory of a 'brain in a vat' in which he believed we can't trust our senses and that we can never really know the physical world and if we are in fact a brain in a physical body, they only thing that is known is that we can think, therefore we exist. Sorry didn't mean to go philosphy on you there, guess I am learning something from my college courses.

Anway this was a really great idea for a fic and I like how you presented it.

I'm at a lost for words. I'm not sure what to say. My emotions are in a bunch and I don't know what to feel right now. I'm happy that I found out what caused Quatre's condition, sad about what happened to Quatre, and understanding why Trowa is doing what he thinks is best. This is one hell of a chapter.