So painful, scary, excruciating, yet hilarious at moments. I loved seeing Andy again. The closure was satisfying, and felt very real to the characters. Great story.

When he greeted the boys I read it in Crowley's voice

I know i'm late, but nice story :)

This was amazing! You write the brothers better than the show does! Thank you soooo much!

I really really loved the "don't you let me go" line. It's such an unusal like way to say that I guess but it's totally dean. I was iffy on the writing of his character, mostly because it's always really hard to even like imagine dean in such a state as this because he's rightly portrayed as like never needing help and macho and all that, but that line totally sold me. I loved it. Great writing style A

Excellent story. Very believable.

That was intense

Amazing story again, really enjoyed reading it! Poor boys... But they are strong!

Perfectly heartbreaking.
Perfectly hilarious.
Perfectly hopeful.

This was amazing, and I especially loved how you ended it. It genuinely made me laugh.
I'm unfortunately a sucker for hurt boys and emotional talks and comfort, and this story definitely fit those criteria.

I really love all your stories, you're an amazing writer! Please keep writing, you're doing a wonderful job!

Great story, great job!

Thank you!

Nice

Excellent detail of how often injured Dean fought back still skillful and deadly. In turn, Sam's counter control was as skillful as Dean's guided by killing knowledge able to care for his injured, deadly brother.

Ease to misplace how the brothers are Hunters of the Damned and the Monster. Forget what lethal power dwelt below the surface of two seemingly ordinary brothers.

I so rarely feel like reading hurt Dean but this was super awesome. Favorite part was Sam holding Dean in bed through his withdrawal. Reading it I was like "hold him Sammy! Squeeze the crap out of him with love!" lol

Thank you so much for writing this story!

Supernatural Fan Fiction Monthly Awards (Nov15-Novel/Drama) Review:

It was very much a story of two halves, the first part of which really ratcheted up the tension; I liked the way you used Sam keeping track of the elapsed time to build on this - that really worked for me.

I was a bit torn by your use of Andy - while it was a clever idea to use him and nice to see the character - I couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed that San hadn't managed to track down Dean on his own. Then he just wasn't in it any more, and I'd been hoping there would be a bit more engagement with him.

It was tough reading about the abuse that Dean had been through. I liked the way you made Dean's recovery seem to be spread over an extended time - getting him to clean weapons as stress relief is also a head canon of mine! You rounded the story off nicely with the brothers' own peculiar brand of communication, showing that while not fixed, Dean was on the way to mending.

Great story!