I must say, I am kinda hating Watson. He may think he loves Sherlock, but he just keeps using him. Holmes was right when he said that he treated him like a whore and dirty lover before going back to his wife. He really does seem to want both. Then to tell Holmes that he loves him and wants him and only him... BUT he doesnt want to divorce Mary 'because it would ruin her', not that he is too much of a coward and ass to admit that he is still using Sherlock, but is putting a shining gloss over it pretending that he had made ANY kind of decision. Sherlock deserves so much better. He may be a crazy, impolite, genius, drug addict, that can't seem to take care of himself, but I feel like he needs someone who would treat him better. Even if it's only as a friend. He and Mycroft may disagree and argue, but they are family and Holmes geniuses. He would probably take care of him and help him. move on from such a horribly toxic relationship. I actually hope Mycroft makes an appearance in this story.

I read this once when I was a ... very annoying teenager. I've come back to read it again and I gotta sat so few stories have held up against my growing standards but this is looking very promising indeed.

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Hello darling,
I wanted to say shortly that you are definitely one of my favorites, as I supposed you are not longer active and I really wanted to contact you personally in a less public way; but I can't seem to do so.

I'm just so speechless, I don't know how to start expressing my appreciation for this. Sherlock Holmes in general has been a really special part of me; the necessity of more brought me here, the place I feared as I tought lots of novice writters would ruin my first impression and the knowledge I've been building up. And here I am crying as my addiction has finally reached its end, leaving me with a hollow but bright space in my chest. I've seen myself like this with movies, books, even comics; but not from Fan Fiction, and I thank you because I've been inspired by you.

Sometimes I would step outside to have a puff, as the drama was kinda unbearable I know it's common in the fan fiction community, and it's much more understandable since this is focused on the lovely pair and not the real plot of Sherlock holmes. I'm not close minded as the reviewer you mentioned, I know what she meant by "Sherlock being OOC", but this is clearly a FICTIONAL work. Anyways, I loved each word of it and I enjoyed being shocked with all the smut. Thank you for not giving up mid-ways as some do, and if you happen to read this long ass review, please do let me know.

P.S.: At the end I couldn't stop thinking of a song "Black hole sun" by Nouela. It could represent exactly how I felt, the strange sadness/happyness/fulfillment; I might get drunk while listening to Hans Zimmer now. I leave you with my favorite quote of Sherlock.

"Mediocrity knows nothing higher than itself; but talent instantly recognizes genius."
- Sherlock Holmes, The Valley of Fear

This series of stories was AMAZING! You are an amazing writer, and thank you so much for sharing your talent with us (mostly) sex deprived readers. It was an amazing blend of sensibility and smut(which of course is the point), and I love the way this story (unlike so many others) actually has a storyline. I can't tell you how much I enjoyed this, you really are an amazing human being.

"You ask this for yourself." He said, his voice trembling. "You do not ask this for Watson."

Most rdjudish line in the lot. I love everything implied in this, so much unspoken emotion

Waaaa the angst!

This was brilliant!

very probably the best story i'v read on (and there is many really good ones but your is just aswome), thank so much for that, you've made my day and by the way : damn you make them (holmes and watson) so freaking hot !

you must know... i'm a huge fan of what you're doing, this story is just answome ! the story line is cool, the character fits (exept maybe sometimes Holmes that look a little too kind) the sex scenes are wonderful, congratulation on doing such a great thing and thanks for offering me 2 days of reading happily and struggle with the turn of events.

"It's a bit plot, it's a bit smut. It's PLUT" xD
you really make my day everytime I read this xD

Poor Marry. It's not her falter either. Thought I much prefer That Watson be with Sherloc I can help but feel sorry for Marry. Stupid Watson.

This is awesome

Hey, i have read this story all the way through and quite frankly, it is amazing.

Great story with the two characters! It was quite surprisingly refreshing to see an extremely realistic fanfiction of them. Usually John is portrayed to be tremendously loyal and have high moral standards (esp. in the tv show Sherlock). But your story gives a much more realistic point of view, where all of us are but only human. I was pleasantly shocked to find that John was having so much of a hard time with his infidelity. I expected him to immediately own up to what he did and make things right, but you have surprised me in showing your view of his character as more wavering in terms of courage and sense of morals. Like I said, pleasantly realistic. Thus, I just wanted to congratulate you on this great story and hope you continue to write!

P.S. I love your smex scenes!