Man, you are right, that is *really* sad. But it was very good. I think Dean's rudeness when he called Castiel with prayer was a little overdone (although he *was* awfully worried about Sam), but I thought Castiel's introspection on how Dean and Sam viewed him during season five was quite good and believable. The conversation between Dean, Sam, and Bobby about Castiel was also pretty believable, and it was so painful that he overheard... I could see Lucifer doing that, it was a very nasty torment to choose, and I can see Castiel realizing that if he weren't killed, he would exist forever helpless, and that it would be best to kill himself first. His waiting at the end to see if Dean would come was heartbreaking, and the ending line was beautiful. So this was terribly sad, but well done!

why...how could you do this...to me...you broke my heart
how could you

I really want to know Dean's reaction to when he realizes what he's just done, could you maybe write some more please?

This deserves so many more reviews than it has! I really want to know everyone elses reactions...this .amazing

I CAN'T stop crying. Like, I'm seriously bawling my eyes out. This is a beautiful piece of work and I am very glad to have been able to read it.

Sad!
It always upset me how they take Cas for granted.