A/N This is my first Evangilion fic and first fic involving lemon scene. I wrote this bast of the unresolved romantic tensions in the Anime around Shinji and the women in his life, I tried to keep all of them as in character as i could, but part of the story is about how they grow as people so there may be a little out of character, but just a little and bast on how they grow as people in the series. Please read and review any feedback is appreciated.

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EDIT A/N This chapter last proof-read and re-published as of the last update date above

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Chapter 1 Misato's gratitude

Misato drove into her building's parking lot, bringing Shinji home for the first time in over a month.

She and Shinji made their way up to their apartment door. Misato went in first.

The silent boy stopped for a few seconds at the threshold of the doorway as the purple haired woman put her red jacket on a hook, and ushers him into their apartment.

"Welcome home Shinji!" Misato said trying to sound enthusiastic, but coming across a little forced. Shinji just stares around the room, still not speaking. "Asuka" Misato calls out "Shinji's home!"

Asuka reluctantly comes out of her room and ends up just staring at Shinji sternly, with her arms crossed, than she says. "Well nice to see you finally decided to come back, I was starting to think that you didn't think that I wasn't worthy enough to be your roommate anymore after your last little 'upstaging' of me!" Asuka shouts as she moves her right into Shinji's face.

Shinji seems surprised and makes an attempt to apologize, but Asuka cuts him off.

"Oh don't even try to apologize for it. If you're going to outdo me all the damn time at least have the balls to rub it in my face instead of just giving out endless, useless apologies!"

"Asuka, that's enough!" Misato finally intervenes. "What is wrong with you, this is the first time in over a month that he's home, and right out away you yell at him for nothing!"

"If being home is so impotent to him, then he shouldn't have taken a whole month to come back in the first place, right!?" Asuka yells at Misato.

"That's it, go to your room!" Misato orders Asuka

"What?"

"You heard me, I'm your C.O. and legal guardian, so if you can't behave for two minutes in your life, go to your room!"

Asuka stares at Misato for a few seconds.

"Fine, I see how things are around here, the best pilot gets the best treatment, fine."Asuka says as she storms back to her room.

After Asuka leaves the room is quit for a while before Misato says. "Hay Shinji, ever had a beer?"

This surprises Shinji.

"Ah no." Is all Shinji says

"Well I think you've earned one, don't you?"Misato says as she goes over to the fridge and takes out two cans of beer. Shinji, not knowing what else to do, simply fallows his insects and accepts whatever he's told to do and follows Misato into the kitchen and takes one of the beers from her. He pops open the can and he takes his first sip but doesn't really care for the taste. He tries to tell Misato this but before he can, she says. "I know it's not that great tasting at first, but give it some time and you'll come to like it like I do."

The two of them sit at the kitchen table across from each other, drinking.

"Why was Asuka so mad at me?" Shinji asks.

Misato knew this was coming and, feeling this boy deserved a straight answer to a straight question for once, did her best to explain it.

"Well you see Shinji when you were, ah…" Misato paused the trying to think of the right words to say. "When you sort of… disappeared, it was after you did something in the EVA that she has never done , so she feels like you out shined her again, like that time just before the 12th angle, so she felt jealous, but before she could process that emotion, we all found out that you're were trapped in the EVA, so she probably wanted to miss you but she still felt jealous, so she's been confused about that for the whole time you've been gone, and now that your back she probably wants to be happy about it, but all the other emotions are still unresolved, so she just doesn't know how to feel right now and she's lacing out, I know that all sounds complicated, but hay, that's Asuka for you, isn't it?"

"Yah, I guess so." Shinji agrees and takes another sip of beer, which he is actually starting to like the taste of.

Misato looks at Shinji and remembers the events of the last month, all the technical talk, which she still didn't quite understand, about how they were going to try and recover Shinji from the Eva, and how they pretty much failed when the entry plug rejected the LCL fluid, along with Shinji's empty plug suit.

She also remembers cradling the plug suit like it was a dead loved one, bagging for her Shinji back before his miraculous rebirth from Unit-01's core.

Misato thought about everything else Shinji has been though. All the synchronization tests, all the angles, and pretty much everything else he's been through since he came to Tokyo-3. And not just that, it was also all things he did for her, like cooking, cleaning, putting up with her and Asuka, all without even complaining, even now here he was, sitting with her drinking beers even though he clearly didn't want to at first, but that was all part of her plan for tonight. The Alcohol was to help him loosen up for her, so she could give him something to show him just how grateful she felt about everything he did for NERV, for humankind, and most especially for her .

They went on drinking for a while until Misato thought. 'OK it's now or never, the amount of beer that he drank should be enough to let him do things he normally wouldn't do but would still want to.' It wasn't just for him though, she needed something to take the edge off, it wasn't really the age difference that bothered her, it was more the fact the Shinji was a nice guy, and until now Misato seemed to only get the dushbags. She had a few boyfriends since Kaji in college, but all of them turned out to be freaking assholes leading right back Kaji all over again.

What was with her? She knew, deep down, that he was no good for her, but right after Shinji got sucked up by unit-01 she fell right back into his arms! Well not anymore, they were over, for good this time, seriously.

But tonight wasn't about her and Kaji. It was about her and Shinji, well actually more about Shinji really.

'OK here it goes.' Misato thought

"Hay Shinji, you ever kissed a girl?" Misato asked out of nowhere.

"W…what, why would you ask that?" Shinji asked shocked

"Oh… Just feeling a little curious is all. The Silence was starting to really annoy my, so I'm just trying to lighten the mood." Misato half lied trying to sound playful and flirtatious. "So have you?"

"Well… I …I did kiss Asuka once."

Misato was not expecting that answer. "What…When did that happen?"

Shinji hesitated fearing he had made Misato made somehow.

"W…well it was when you were at that wedding, and Asuka had that blind date. While she was waiting, she said she was bored and asked me if I wanted to kiss her, I tried to say no, but then she joked that I thought my mother was watching my from haven and talked me into it, then she held my noise while she kissed me and..."

"And then what?" Misato asked trying to find out just how much her young charges got up to well she wasn't looking.

"Well, she sort of acted all grossed out and ran to wash her mouth out." Shinji answered sounding a little sad at having to motion of the last part.

Misato inwardly kicked herself for asking too many questions.

"What there's no way you are that bad of a kisser, even if it was your first kiss! It was your first kiss right?" Misato asked, trying to return the conversation to where she wanted it to be.

Shinji hesitated some more, wondering where all this was coming from. "Ah yah, it was my first kiss… You really think I'm a good kisser? Shinji surprised himself with that last question.

Misato could feel things going her way again, and she casually sad. "Well… how would I know anyway, it's not like we've kissed at all, right?"

Shinji felt nerviest at the mere mention of the idea of them kissing.

"I just don't think that anyone can be that bad of a kissing, especially if they weren't doing much of the kissing themselves, if I understand you right. Plus I doubt that Asuka has much experience in that department herself anyway."

Shinji started to feel better.

"But there is one way I can tell for sure." Misato says getting up from her sit, deciding it was time to make her move.

Shinji felt even more nervous as Misato walked over to his side of the table.

He didn't know if it was the beer they both just drank, or the fact that he's been gone for so long, but Misato was acting weird tonight, and he had no idea what to make of it.

She made him stand up from his chair, looked into his eyes and leaned towards him. Their lips meet slightly for a few seconds. Then Misato pulled away, showing Shinji a dreamy smile while he stared at her with a vacant, but surprised expression. She had him right where she wanted him.

"See I knew you were a good kisser." She said, sounding even more seductive then before.

Shinji just stared at for a moment then tries to talk. "Mi…Misato?"

But he was cut off when Misato who put a finger to his mouth.

"Calm down Shinji." She said, with a sweet and gentile voice, "We're not doing anything wrong, just let me show you one more thing, than we can stop if you really want to, OK?" Misato knew he would be nervous, but she had to try, this was for both of them.

Misato leaned into Shinji, put her hands around his neck, and tilted her face down towards his. She kissed him deeply this time, and put as much affection as she could into it. This kiss lasted much longer then the first one, it seemed to last a lifetime to the two of them. When Misato broke the kiss she did it slowly, trying to draw it out as long as she could. Then she looked at Shinji and said with that same gentile voice. "That was a grown up kiss, we can do the rest if you like?" she said, gazing into his eyes.

Shinji didn't know what to do, here was this woman, who he had lived with for months now, practically throwing herself at him out of now where. But as he tried to think about it, he found his mind just wasn't working right. He found the part of his brain that would usually be trying to over think these kinds of situations strangely hazy, He didn't know where he found the courage, but there he was, wrapping his arms around Misato to return her kiss, with a surprising amount of eagerness.

Misato wrapped her arms around Shinji in return, pressing her breast against his chest, thinking to herself how well her plan had worked, the beer, and the kissing had got the ball rolling, now all that was left to do was to get him to some place more comfortable.

Still kissing him, Misato begins leading Shinji across the apartment, down the hall, past his and Asuka's rooms, finally reaching her room. Still without breaking there kiss.

Misato Slides the door open, and moves them both in, and slides the door closed behind them. Misato movies Shinji backwards, towards her bed and the lowers him down on it, after a little more kissing, she finally parts their lips, and looks down on him, as she moves her lags to either side of his waist, she can feel the affect she's having on him pressing against her through his pants, she starts to get wet at the idea of what she's doing to him.

She sites up on his waist and begins to straddle him, as she reaches behind her neck and pulls down the zipper of her black dress. She pulls her arms out of it, as she lets it bunch up at her waist. She looks down on Shinji again, he had the same expression as when she kissed him before. She takes his hands and leads them to her bra covered chest, where he has his first feel of a woman's breast.

She asks "How do they feel Shinji?" Shinji just stares up at her, with a look of mixed lust and confusion. Misato leans down and kisses him again as she unbuttons his shirt, then removes it and then tosses it to the side. Then, carefully moving her hips, she fully removes her black dress and throws it over to the side with his shirt, leaving her in just her black bra and masking thong.

Standing on her knees over Shinji she proceeds to work the belt buckle and zipper of Shinji's pants, eventually pulling them down and off, then discarding them to, leaving them both in just their underwear.

Misato lies down on top of Shinji, pressing her breast into his chest, and resumes kissing him.

"This may seem like a stupid question after the one I asked you before," Misato ask breaking their kiss "but have you ever seen a naked girl before, Shinji?"

Shinji, still in a dazed state, just manages to say. "No"

"Then get ready for an eyeful." Misato says with a wicked grin as she sits up on Shinji again and reaches behind her back for the hook of her bra. She unhooks her bra, and lets it fall off her arms before she throws it on top of the pile of clothes. Shinji's eye almost pop out of his head as he starts breathing faster when he sees Misato's huge 36F sized breast.

"See," Misato says as she takes Shinji's hands again and places them on her now bare breast. "They look, and feel much better without anything in-between us now, right?"

Shinji just manages to make a "gea" noise as his mind struggles to wrap itself around what's happening to him.

Misato knew he'd be nerviest, but she also knew the best way a kid his age can learn how to handle sex is firsthand experience. Misato leans down on Shinji and kisses him again, pressing her naked breast on his naked chest.

She whispers into his ear "Don't get over excited, we still haven't gotten to the best part yet." At this she reaches down and removes her thong one lag at a time, being vary carful to keep eye contact with Shinji while she does it.

Now completely naked she adds the thong to the pile of clothes and then she sits on Shinji's waist again, and puts her finger in the waistband of his boxers and pulls them down. Shinji has the presents of mind to left his waist up to let her fully remove his underwear and finally add them to the now completed pile of clothes beside the bed. Now that they were both naked Misato could see Shinji's full erection pressing up against her outer vaginal lips, and her belly.

Misato pulled Shinji up into a sitting position, with her still straddling his lap. She pulls their bodies closer together in a tight hug, which nestles Shinji's face in-between her massive breast. She bends her head down to give him one more kiss. After they part their lips she looks down into his face and lovingly says. "Shinji"

Shinji looks up into her face, wraps his arms around Misato's body, and lovingly answers back. "Misato"

Misato slowly moves her hips and places Shinji's member at her moist entrance, and lowers herself taking all of him inside of her.

Shinji makes a "Gaaaaahhhhhhh" noise as Misato begins to gently move her hips in a slow and steady rhythm.

"It's ok Shinji" Misato said to the nervous boy as their eyes meet again, "I know this is your first time, just let me show you how great it can be." Misato goes on giving Shinji the best pleasure he's had in his life, as the boy slowly begins to get used to the strange new feelings coursing through his body. Before long Shinji's mind has finally comes to terms with the situation, and he begins to fully enjoy the sensations of his and Misato's coupling. Shinji begins to grind against Misato and matches her rhythm.

Misato is impressed that Shinji seems to be getting the hang of sex this fast, and she is also impressed that he is lasting this long, but then she remembered hearing the some boys can last longer on their first time out of nerves rather than finishing quickly out of over eagerness. She was personally grateful that Shinji was behaving in the former seeing as she was close to her own climax on their first go, and she did indent this to be the first of many.

Shinji's and Misato's love making want on for a while, both of them getting better accustomed to each other bodies, Misato still holding Shinji so close to her body that his face was comfortably nestled between her large beast.

Before long Misato found herself close to climaxing, and was simply hoping that Shinji could hold out just a little longer. "Oh Shinji!" Misato finally yells out as she cums over Shinji's member.

The feeling of Misato's climax sends a wave of sensations though Shinji's body triggering his own climax, "Aaaaaaa Misato!" Shinji yells in return.

After this both Misato and Shinji fall onto the bed in a naked and sweaty heap breathing heavy and basking in the afterglow of their love making. They turn to face each other, Misato still with a loving look on her face, and Shinji with a happy but confused look on his. After a little bit of enjoying the afterglow Misato is the first one to break the silence.

"So, how was I?"

Shinji just stares at her for a minute, unsure if he even had the right words to answer the question. Then he says. "Y… You were really good, but it's just, why… all of the sudden…?"

Misato cut him off with a kiss. "Shinji, I've had a whole month to see what my life was like without you, and think of everything you've been though since you've been here, and everything you've done for me, and for NERV, and the whole world really, and I just realized that you've never really gotten any real thanks for it, so I just thought I'd show you my gratitude for everything." Misato kisses Shinji once more and cuddles him.

Shinji still has a hard time believing all this. "But Misato…" She cuts him off, with another kiss.

"Stop trying to over think everything good in life, there's far too little of it to waste anyway. Just believe me, you deserve this, and don't worry, I enjoyed it just as much as you did."

Shinji blushes a little at her last comment but then just decides to go with what she says and returns her cuddle.

The two of them fall asleep, in each other's arms.

They awoke the next morning, still wrapped in each other's arms. After a brief moment to enjoy this it is Misato that relies. "Shinji you have school today!"

She was so happy to finally have Shinji back she forgot that he was due back at classes the very next day (couldn't they give one day to get readjusted to home life?).

Misato and Shinji get up and start dressing, but Shinji seemed to have a problem standing straight because of a headache.

"Ah, Misato I think…"

"That's called a hangover Shinji, you didn't drink that much last night so it should go away in a little while."

Shinji and Misato are both about to exit the room, but Misato stops Shinji.

"Wait Shinji, Asuka probably shouldn't know about us right away I'll go out first and if the cost is clear then you can come right out after me, OK?"

Misato leaves the room first, fortunately Asuka was still in her room, so Shinji was to come out right behind Misato.

In the Kitchen Shinji got started on breakfast right away while Misato takes a shower in the bathroom, by the time she gets out Shinji has the food ready but Asuka was still not out of her room.

"What is taking her?" Misato asked as headed back towards Asuka's room to wake her up for School.

Asuka angrily walked into the kitchen where she joined Shinji and Misato for breakfast. Their meal was quiet, Misato and Shinji not wanting to give away what happen between them last night, and Asuka seemly more angry then she was last night somehow.

Breakfast want by very boringly and in no time Shinji and Asuka were on their way to school.

Shinji notices that Asuka does seem to be more irritable then normal today (for her anyway).

'Does she know?' Shinji thought to himself, and then he thought. "So what if she knows, why should she even care? She's called me privet so many times, wouldn't she be happy to some real proof for a change?" Shinji thought to himself. "Why would she care though? She can't be…?"

Before Shinji could finish his last thought he was at school.

Toji and Kensuke were happy to see Shinji again, most everyone else seemed at least a little interested in why an Eva pilot was gone for a whole month after the last Angle attack (not that Shinji had any answers to their questions). Evan Rei, though she didn't even leave her seat, seemed happy that Shinji was back. It was only Asuka that seemed angry with him, not that she said a word to him, or anyone else, the whole day. She just shot dagger at him with her eyes from her chair. The day went on without any real incident worth talking about, just a normal school day (Shinji actually enjoyed that after everything else). At the end of the day everyone went home.

Back home Asuka was no better to Shinji or Misato. She just kept glaring at both of them without telling them why she was so angry. The rest of the night went by just as dully as the day did. Shinji made dinner for all of them, fed pan-pan, and washed all the dishes. Later Asuka was the first one to go to bed. After she shut her door Misato went to Shinji and looked into his eyes with that same flirtatious look in hers again. "So Shinji, You want to go for a repeat of last night?" Shinji was surprised by her boldness but still meet her question with a smile of anticipation.

"Well it looks someone is finally growing some confidences, am I really that good?" Misato asked jokingly but Shinji thought there was some truth to it. After last night he just felt surer of himself, like he wasn't just around for everyone else but before he could think on it any further, Misato was leading by the hand to her room again.

And there they were again, in Misato's bed, grinding and moving into each her, this time with Shinji on top, Misato felt this position would give him more control so as to help him with his new found self confidences. They want at it for a while, Shinji showing real confidences in his movements, and Misato enjoying every moment of it, they had gotten into a good rhythm when Misato herd a deistic "Wark" noise. A little confused Misato turns her head to see that Pan-Pan the penguin had wondered into her room.

"Pan-Pan?" Misato said in a whisper because Shinji was to evolved with pleasuring her to notice the penguin standing across from her bed just steering at them grinding into each other like it was the most normal thing in the world.

Misato tries to sew pan-pan, by quietly saying "Pan-pan go, go away" so as not to alert Shinji as he thrust into her, "Oh Misato", Misato manages to scare the flightless bird away by tossing a discarded pillow at him causing him to simply widely out of the room.

The rest of their session went on without any interruption, Shinji thrusting into Misato and Misato meeting his every move until they both reached a nearly mutual climax.

"SHINJI!"

"MISATO!"

After this Shinji rolls off of Misato and the two of them cuddle and enjoy the afterglow just like the night before.

"Well you sure are a fast learner when it comes to sex, good thing that's the only fast thing you do when it comes to sex." Misato joked and Shinji chuckles getting more accustomed to Misato's post sex humor.

"So I take it this is going to be a regular thing now?" Shinji asked

"You beat ya, all we have to do is make sure we're discrete about it when were around people like Ritsuko, your father and…ASUKA!"

"Yeah I would heat to think of what Asuka would do if she found out, right Misato?" Misato didn't answer "Misato?"

Shinji looks up to see Misato with a shocked face being lit up by a light form the hallway, he turns his head to see what she's looking at, and what he saw shocked him just as much.

There standing in the open door way, with clenched fists, was none other than Asuka Langley Soryu.

To Be Continued

A/N As you could of guess the next chapter will be about Shinji and Asuka, but you'll have to read to find out. I'll have that chapter written up soon enough, so just be patient, it will be a good one. So until then please read and Review.