A/N: Hello people, I've decided to bring some of my shitty writing over to the Fairy Tail neck of the woods. This idea nags the back of my mind every time I hear a Lucy monologue so here we go :-)

Chapter One

Hi, my name is Lucy Heartfilia and I'm seventeen years old. I used to be pretty popular until this year. Something happened to me last summer and it changed me. It changed me from the happy go lucky cheerleader I used to be into the quiet girl I've become. No...quiet would be an understatement, I'm a borderline mute. My parents were worried but they didn't want me to see a shrink. It would be an embarrassment to the Heartfilia name, so they decided on a change of scenery for me after my junior year of school.

Here I am, sitting at this train station in Magnolia waiting for my older brother Francis Heartfilia. He prefers to be called Frankie and without the Heartfilia attached to the end of it. Frankie is about five years older than me and he's my father's son from a previous relationship. I didn't meet him until I turned six when his mom died, then my father had no choice but to take him. When I turned twelve Frankie decided to go out on his own and leave our estate. We always got along and we kept in contact until recently.

I could hear my mom crying over the phone to him about how worried she was for me. He agreed almost instantly to take me in with he and his girlfriend. I've never met the girl but apparently they had been dating since he came to this town. She had a younger brother and sister, her sister is my age so I'm sure Frankie will try and make her be my friend.

"YO, LU-LU" Francis yelled waving to me as he walked over to where I was sitting.

I stood up and greeted him with a small smile as he wrapped his super big arms around me. He'd gotten bigger since the last time I'd seen him. He was a good six foot three and he seemed to be in great shape. We had the same chocolate colored eyes but where I was a blonde Frankie was a brunette. He also had my dads really scary, really sharp eyebrows.

"You ready to go?" He asked taking my bag from my shoulder as I nodded my head letting him wrap his arm around me. I was shocked with myself that I didn't freak out, I didn't very much like being touched lately. "Don't worry about nothing baby girl, big bro's got ya" he said with a reassuring smile as I leaned into his hug. Frankie was always so warm and safe, as scary as he looked he was a total cuddle muffin.

He went on and on about everything he had been up to while he was out here. He told me his girlfriends name was Mirajane and she was actually the nurse at the high school I would be attending. She was in school to be a full fledged doctor and she worked as a nurse in the hospital at night as well. Maybe if I was lucky I'd have to deal with her as little as possible. Frankie didn't have the best track record with picking his girlfriends.

After about a twenty minute drive we got to the block where Frankie lived with his girlfriend and apparently her two younger siblings. That was news to my ears when he said it, I had always assumed it was just the two of them. Apparently their parents died in a car crash when Mirajane had turned eighteen so she took custody of her younger siblings.

All the houses on this block seemed really nice. Not the mansion I was used to but nice and quaint.

"This is us" Francis said pulling into the driveway of a white house. It had a big porch with a swing on it. There was currently three guys hanging out on the porch. My breathing picked up, one was huge with white hair. One was currently stripping out of his shirt and he had black hair. The last one had cherry blossom dyed hair. What kind of guy would actually dye his hair pink. They were all laughing and joking as Frankie and I got out of the car. I waited for Frank to get my bags out of the back seat not wanting to be around a strange group of boys I didn't know.

"What's up kids?" Francis said as I followed him up the steps.

"Sup Frankie" they all said at the same time.

"Yo , this is my little sister Lucy. Lu, that's Elfman , Mira's brother. The stripper is Gray and pinky is Nasty" Francis said as Gray and Elfman laughed.

"It's Natsu jerk" the pink haired boy said standing up. "Hey Luce, nice to meet ya" he said with a bright smile extending his hand. I carefully took his hand shaking it slowly.

"Sup, I'm Gray. Nice to meet ya" the stripper said as I shook his hand.

"Anybody mess with ya let me know. A real man always protects a lady" Elfman said shaking my hand as I looked up at Francis.

"He has some weird ass man complex. Mira refuses to get him help for it" Francis explained as Elfman looked appalled. I simply nodded my head wrapping my arms around myself.

"Lisanna make it in yet?" Francis asked looking around. Lisanna was Mira's sister.

"Nah, she went to the mall with Levy, Juvia, and Kinana" Elfman said as Francis nodded his head before continuing into the house.

"Hey Luce, let's hang out sometime" Natsu said with a polite smile as I quickly shuffled into the house behind Frankie.

"YO MIRA, I'M BACK" Francis yelled carrying my bags up the steps. I followed behind him up the steps. He cracked open one of the doors before smiling softly and closing it back. "She's asleep, you'll meet her later" he said before leading me further down the hall. "This used to be my work out room but I fixed it up just for you baby girl" he said throwing open the door.

I think he forgot how old I was, he had painted the entire room pink.

"I hope I didn't overdo it with the flowers and shit" he said rubbing the back of his neck. He always did that when he got nervous. I placed my hand on his arm giving him a reassuring smile before nodding my head. He smiled back at me before putting my bags down.
"I'll let ya get settled in, I'm gonna be downstairs making dinner okay" he said as I nodded my head looking around the room. It had a full sized bed with two dressers and a desk for writing. He knew I still liked to write, in that area we were similar instead he liked to draw. He was damn good too even though I'd never let him know that, he was cocky enough. "Hey Lu, I'm glad you're here...we'll work out whatever you're going through together okay" he said as I nodded my head watching him leave.

I loved my brother, he was a great guy and he wanted to help. Unfortunately for the both of us he couldn't help me with this.