A/N: Okay, this idea like JUST came to me. What if IGoodbye took place right after graduation and it was Sam saying Goodbye, can someone make her stay, or will she go anyway? SEDDIE!
Oh and for THE WHOLE STORY! I don't own ICarly…IF I did Sam and Freddie would still be together and the show wouldn't be over. :) But hey, I'm a 14 year old girl.
Sam's POV
I folded the piece of paper in my hands and laid it on the counter of my apartment. I got into college…but it was on the other side of the country. How do I tell Carls…and Spence, Gibby and Freddie? They were my best friends. I grabbed the letter, my purse and keys and walked out of my apartment building and to my car. I got in and started towards Carly and Freddie's apartments.
When I got there I opened the Shays door. "Hey Carlota!" I greeted
"Sam! Do you ever knock?" Carly said pouring another glass of her special lemonade
"Nope! Got any bacon?" I said walking to the fridge
"Spencer bought some this morning, before him and Addie left for his tux fitting." Addie was Spencer's girlfriend of 3 years and now fiancé
"I can't believe Spencer is getting married. Who'd have thought?" I chuckled
"I know…he's all grown up! Oh Sam guess what!" Carly squealed
"WHAT!" I squealed like a girly girl
"My dad CAN make it to the wedding!" she clapped
"That's…great Carls!" I tried to show excitement for her, but all it did for me was make me miss the man I never knew as my father…
"Can I come in?" The door opened and Freddie appeared "Say yes cause I'm already in."
Freddie walked up to the computer behind Carly…his girlfriend. They've been dating almost a year…Freddie kissed her cheek; I looked away so he couldn't see my eyes.
"Hey Babe." Carly greeted him
"I need to go." I suddenly said "My mom's got…something, I have to go." I ran from the room running to my motorcycle and hopping on…I couldn't start it…I just sat there. I heard someone behind me, I turned to see Freddie. I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes…he couldn't see me break down, he couldn't know I still loved him
"What do you want Nub?" I asked turning back
"I thought your mom had something." He said
"She canceled." I lied
"Sammy…" Before he continued I cut him off "Don't call me that." I tried to be harsh but failed and all that I heard was hurt…he called me that when we were dating.
"What's wrong? I always called you that." Freddie said
"You called me that when we were dating. We're not anymore." I refused to look at him
"Sam…please look at me." I turned my head but didn't meet his gaze
I felt him move closer and lean in. Before I knew it his lips were on mine, I responded to the kiss deepening it, it was a kiss filled with passion. It reminded me of the kiss on the fire escape…our first kiss.
Flashback
I saw him sitting out there on the fire escape so I knocked on the window and he gestured for me to come out. I sat on the window ledge. "What's up?" I asked him
He moved his head in the 'no' motion and said "Nothing" Then he got up and moved closer to me, turning his radio down
"Meatball?" I held my hand out and offered the meatball inside it
"No thanks…" he looked at me strangely then I threw the meatball away
It was quiet for a few seconds before he spoke up. "That was really brave, what you said."
"You heard?" I questioned him
He grabbed his laptop and told me "You didn't think I'd miss ICarly." We laughed
"I'm sorry…about telling people you never kissed anyone." I apologized for maybe the first time in my life really meaning it, "And about pulling blue chess dressing in your shampoo bottle, and about sending your cellphone to Cambodia. Everything." I told him as I looked into his eyes… "Okay?"
"So this means you're not gonna mess with me anymore?" he asked me. This made me smile "No, I'm still mess with you, I'm just gonna apologize every few years, so I can start fresh again." I smirked and nodded
He smiled and said to me "Good."
"Good?" I asked surprised
"Yeah, It'd be too weird if you didn't make my life miserable all the time." I scoffed "But, you know maybe you could pull back just a little bi..." he didn't finish before I interjected "I don't think so." He followed with "Yeah, I didn't either."
I scoffed again and said "It's so dumb…" he was confused
"What do you mean?" he asked
"You know, how people get all freaked out about their first kiss." He looked to the ground "It's stupid." I rolled my eyes
"So you weren't lying? You really never kissed anyone." It was a statement and a question all at once
"Nope." I sighed "Sometimes I just…wish I could get it out of the way."
"Yeah, I know me too." He nodded
"Right. You know just so I could stop worrying about it." I said
"Yeah." He smiled then laughed
"What?" I asked him smiling
"Nothing its…" I interjected "Tell me." "Nah, it's dumb." "Say it!" "Okay…I was just gonna say…" I finished for him "That we should kiss?"
He suddenly looked scared "You're gonna break my arm now right?" he looked almost sick
I told him no. "No."
"Well…should we? Just so both of us can get it over with?" I thought about that for a second "Hmmm, Just to get it over with?"
"Just to get it over with."
"And you swear we go right back to hating each other, as soon as its over?" I asked
"Oh, totally. And we never tell anyone!"
"Never!" I sigh
We sat there starring at each other for a while before I spoke up and said "Well lean."
He leaned in and kissed me. When he pulled back I was surprised…first that I felt something we I kissed him…but also that I wanted to kiss him again…
"Well that was…um…"
"Nice." I tried to help find the right word
"Yeah…uh nice."
"Good work." I said not sure how to respond to a first kiss
"Thank you, you too…" this was a little awkward for us
I started to leave when he called me back. "Hey," with a full smile on his face he told me "I hate you."
"Hate you too…" but my heart was wanting to say 'Like you too…'
I left and we never talked about until I was all hyped up on wacky gas.
Present
Freddie pulled back and I got on my bike once more and started it up. "Sam no!" Freddie said before I could drive away he hopped on the back "If you're going anywhere…you're going with me." He declared
"Just go hang out with your girlfriend." I feel like crying, but I won't tell him that
"But…I don't love her." He said to me
"Then tell her that, don't string her along, don't hurt her…like you did me." I tried to whisper the last part
"Sam…why didn't you tell me I hurt you?" Freddie asked
"You moved on…I wanted to let you." I whispered
"I didn't want to move on… I did to save you the pain of missing each other." He told me
"Why didn't you just come back to me…to us?" I was crying now but I still wouldn't look at him
"Sam…come here." I went into his arms willingly "I love you." He whispered into my hair
"I love you too…" I told him
College forgotten…moving forgotten…nothing mattered but us. "Freddie I have to tell you something." I said
"Freddie!" It was Carly "Freddie where are you?" he hopped on my bike and grabbed my extra helmet "Go." He told me. I started the bike and took off before Carly found us
I drove until I somehow I found my way to my apartment and invited Freddie up. "So…what did you have to tell me?" he asked on the elevator ride up
"Let's talk when we get in there…" I sighed
"Sam…what's wrong? Are you sick?" he asked worried
"No…I'm fine." I said just as the elevator door opened up revealing my apartment "Wow…this is amazing." Freddie commented
"Thanks." I said leading him to the couch
"Now, please tell me what's going on?" Freddie said
"Can I get you a drink?" I asked him
"Sam…your avoiding the question." He warned
I heard the elevator moving up and I live on the top floor they are coming to me. "Freddie hide!" I whispered "Go to my bedroom! Now!" I said as he ran to my room
The elevator door opened just as my bedroom door shut. I saw Carly step off of the elevator. "Hey Sam. Have you seen Freddie?" she asked
"No…I left you two at your apartment and left." I lied
"I thought your mom had a thing?" she asked
"Oh, umm yeah. She just needed a ride…I dropped her off, then came home." I told her
"If you see or talk to Freddie can you tell him to call me?" Carly asked
"Yeah…of course!" I said "Bye." I said scooting her to the elevator
There was a thump in the back room. "Who's that?" Carly asked
"Okay…the truth…I have a guy over…please go home." I told her
"Oh…riiiiight." She winked at me and got in the elevator
When I was sure she was gone and went and found Freddie lying on my bed, with my favorite stuffed pig on his lap. "Ready to talk?" he asked
"Yeah…" Here goes…
Freddie's POV
"Yeah…" she began "I got excepted to college…" she sighed
"SAM! That's so great!" I told her
"It's on the opposite side of the country…" she whispered
"But…Sam…That means no more ICarly…No more…us." I said
"I don't want to go…but if I stay you and Carly are going to be unhappy…and Carly will hate me for 'taking you'." I sighed
"I don't want you to go. Carly wont hate yo…" I was cut off by her lips on mine. I moved to where I was laying on top of her still kissing. We were taking this too far, but I couldn't stop. "I love you…" I whispered as we went the rest of the way
A/N: You tell me if you like this story or not. I have great plans for this story! PLEASE review. IF you miss ICARLY you will review. HEHE. SEDDIE!