hey i'm nica. add me on myspace, you won't regret it:

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i need you so, i can't let go

i want you still, i always will

'cause you're the only one for me

i honestly do not know if this is what people call love. all i know is that i'm absolutely and insanely crazy about you. your the only one that makes me forget about everything, and everyone. your the only one that makes me completely happy. without you, i feel incomplete. being with you gives me feelings no guy has ever given me. i don't know what it is about you, the need to always be with you, the need to feel your touch. i just can't seem to get you outta my mind, no matter how hard i try. no other guys seem worth it anymore, all i need is you. its funny how i never thought you could feel like this towards someone at this age. i used to laugh at people our age saying that they love someone, but being with you, right now, for almost three years, i'm not sure about my idea anymore. it's just like, when i'm with you, nothing and no one matters. i feel like i'm living in a fairytale with endless amounts of happy endings. whenever i look into your eyes, and see that you feel the same way, there's no words that can even describe my feelings. maybe i am inlove, maybe i fell inlove with you. and maybe, i do love you. with all of me.

chris, i love you. i don't care how people throw those three words like they're nothing, but what i want you to know is that i mean it. every single letter, and i also mean when i say, never let me go. -october 15, 2005.-