Update 04/10/2018

So guess whos here? Yeah I guess It's me. I... I'm not sure about upadating anything honestly I'm such a different person than the one I was when I was writing these fics.

"I hope that one day you will have the experience of doing something you do not understand for someone you love."

- Jonathan Safran Foer

"Some fall in love.
I shatter."

- Stephin Merritt

"Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts."

- Edgar Allan Poe

"Reading is very creative - it’s not just a passive thing. I write a story; it goes out into the world; somebody reads it and, by reading it, completes it."

- Margaret Mahy

"To be noticed without striving to be noticed, this is what elegance is about."

- Luciano Barbera

"You don’t get to choose who handles your heart. There are simply people who were born with it in their teeth. When you meet them, it is best to build a bomb shelter."

- Tara Hardy

"You have to die a few times before you can really live."

- Charles Bukowski

"Being alone is better than sitting next to a lover and feeling lonely"

-Richard Linklater

"You will find that it is necessary to let things go; simply for the reason that they are heavy. So let them go, let go of them. I tie no weights to my ankles."

-C. Joybell C.

"We're neither pure, nor wise, nor good; we do the best we know."

-Voltaire

"And I know you can't save me, you didn't create the universe in seven days. You're just another person who isn't in love with me."

-Tao Lin

"Wouldn't it be powerful if you fell in love with yourself so deeply that you would do just about anything if you knew it would make you happy? This is precisely how much life loves you and wants you to nurture yourself. The deeper you love yourself, the more the universe will affirm your worth. Then you can enjoy a lifelong love affair that brings you the richest fulfillment from inside out."

-Alan Cohen

"If you remember me, then I don't care if everybody else forgets."

-Haruki Murakami

"The consequence of this is that I'm always finding humans at their best and worst. I see their ugly and their beauty, and I wonder how the same things can be both."

-Markus Zusak

"I guess my life hasn't always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I want. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they'll break my heart."

-Jonathan Franzen

"Alone and a little embarrassed, I decided to get roaringly drunk."

-Nick Carraway

"Being a geek is all about being honest about what you enjoy and not being afraid to demonstrate that affection. It means never having to play it cool about how much you like something. It's basically a license to proudly emote on a somewhat childish level rather than behave like a supposed adult. Being a geek is extremely liberating."

-Simon Pegg

"Whatever you desire is already connected in some way to who you are and what you now have. Find that way, follow the connection."

-Ralph Marston

"Perhaps, somewhere, some day, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again."

-Vladmir Nabokov

"Anyone can slay a dragon... but try waking up every morning and loving the world all over again. That's what takes a real hero."

-Brian Andreas

"Lending a book to a friend always seems like a wonderful idea. You get to feel like a magnanimous literary Yenta and your friend enjoys the privilege of reading the free book that you carefully selected just for her.

But there is a dark side. I'm all too familiar with that moment when I accept a book I'd lent out and discover that it doesn't look anything like it did when I last held it. Rips, spills, broken bindings; many are the mishaps that can befall a borrowed book. I understand that creases are a part of life, but when I lend you one of my books, I am trusting you to care for it as if it were your own.

The uncertainty ends today."

-Contract for Potential Book Borrowers

"Being kind isn't always easy. Or convenient. But it has the potential to change everything."

-Cap Watkins

"When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people."

-Abraham Joshua Heschel

"What really knocks me out is a book that, when you're all done reading it, you wish the author that wrote it was a terrific friend of yours and you could call him up on the phone whenever you felt like it. That doesn't happen much, though."

-J.D. Salinger

"We are our own dragons as well as our own heroes, and we have to rescue ourselves from ourselves."

-Tom Robbins

"Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious. We are all full of shit. Go love someone just because; I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifing, but it will always heal, even if you don't want it to; it keeps going. There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there. I promise. It is up to you to find them."

-Chuck Palahniuk

"To forgive is to stop blaming and to accept with compassion that everyone is simply doing the best they can given the conditions of their life and what they have to work with at the time."

-Wayne W. Dyer

"Indeed, the great paradox of the writer's life is how much time he spends alone trying to connect with other people."

-Betsy Lerner,

"I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it's these things I'd believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn't all she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything."

-F. Scott Fitzgerald

"Because the world is so full of death and horror, I try again and again to console my heart and pick the flowers that grow in the midst of Hell."

-Hermann Hesse

"There were books piled on the shelves and tables in the three bedrooms, on the sink and cabinets in the bathroom, stacked from floor to ceiling in the sutdy and in the storeroom, old journals were stacked next to crates of Coke and cartons of Premier beer. Some of the books were placed face down, open, as though Master had not yet finished reading them but had hastily gone on to another."

-Chimamanda N. Adichie

"I deserve passion. I deserve to be loved- in every way. I deserve a man who'll give his whole heart, not the part he isn't using at the moment."

-Loretta Chase

"You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her, because you don't destroy the person that you love."

-Callie Torres

"She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cosy bed, and to love and be loved in return."

-Starra Neely Blade

"We don't see things as they are we see them as we are."

-Anais Nin

"At night, I open the window and ask the moon to come and press its face against mine. Breathe into me. Close the language-door and open the love-window. The moon won't use the door, only the window."

-Rumi

"She decided to free herself, dance into the wind, create a new language. And birds fluttered around her, writing "Yes." in the sky."

-Monique Duval

"'It is finished.' May those words land on your bones for the nights when fear tells you the cross was a beginning & you must finish grace."

- Jon Acuff

"If adventures will not befall a young lady in her own village, she must seek them abroad."

-Jane Austen

"A star falls from the sky and into your hands. Then it seeps through your veins and swims inside your blood and becomes every part of you. And then you have to put it back into the sky. And it's the most painful things you'll ever have to do and that you've ever done. But what's yours is the sky or here in your hands. And one day, it'll fall from the sky and hit you in the head real hard and that time, you wont have to put it back in the sky again."

-C. Joybell C

"To hell with them. Nothing hurts if you don't let it."

-Ernest Hemingway

"A man goes to knowledge as he goes to war, wide-awake, with fear, with respect, and with absolute assurance. Going to knowledge or going to war in any other manner is a mistake, and whoever makes it will live to regret his steps."

-Don Juan

"Who has not asked himself at some time or other: am I a monster or is this what it means to be a person?"

-Clarice Lispector

"My real self wanders elsewhere, far away, wanders on and on invisibly has nothing to do with my life."

-Hermann Hesse

"'If the girl had been worth having she'd have waited for you?' No, sir, the girl really worth having won't wait for anybody."

-F. Scott Fitzgerald

"Most people think happiness is about gaining something, but ti's not. It's all about getting rid of the darkness you accumulate."

-Carolyn Crane

"I want you to miss me. I want you to recognize me in your morning cereal and the voice of your favorite singer. I want you to wonder where I am when your fingers are stretched beneath your waistband, when you're lighting up, when you're tripping up that uneven step on your basement stairs. I want you to think of me when you look into your teacup and your rear-view mirror. I want you."

-Camryn Rulaski

"I wish I could write. I get these ideas but I never seem to be able to put them in words."

-F. Scott Fitzgerald

"Expect nothing for your generosity. Not gratitude, not fanfare. Generosity is not for your comfort...it is to soothe the ache in others."

-Unknown

"My alone fells so good, I'll only have you if you're sweeter than my solitude."

-Warsan Shire

"Like all dreamers I confuse disenchantment with truth."

-Jean-Paul Santre

"When I first met you. I felt a kind of contradiction in you. You're seeking something, but at the same time, you are running away from all you're worth."

-Haruki Murakami

"The flower bloomed and faded. The sun rose and sank. The lover loved and went. And what the poets said in rhyme, the young translated into practise. Girls were roses, and their seasons were short as the flowers."

-Virginia Woolf

"You cannot convince people to love you. This is an absolute rule. No one will ever give you love because you want him or her to give it. Real love moves freely in both directions. Don't waste your time on anything else."

-Cheryl Strayed

"Art is to console those who are broken by life."

-Vincent Van Goah

"Ask yourself if what you're doing today is getting you closer to where you want to be tomorrow."

-Unknown

"I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due north. No fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn't plan for it to turn out this way, I'd be lying because I was born to be the other woman."

-Lana Del Rey

"Young writers should read books past bedtime and write things down in notebooks when they are supposed when they are supposed to be doing something else."

-Lemony Snicket

"If I get a little prettier can I be your baby?"

-Lana Del Rey

"Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again."

-Homer

"I stood still, vision blurring, and in that moment, I heard my heart break. It was a small, clean sound, like the snapping of a flower's stem."

-Diana Gabaldon

"I have never listened to anyone who criticized my taste in space travel, sideshows or gorillas. When this occurs, I pack up my dinosaurs and leave the room."

-Ray Bradbury

"I'm sorry you were not truly loved and that it made you cruel."

-Warsan Shire

"When I think of all the books still left for me to read, I am certain of further happiness."

-Jules Renard

"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much."

"I see you everywhere, in the stars, in the river, to me you're everything that exists; the reality of everything."

- Virginia Woolf,