suicidebycyanidehide bio
 Author has written 31 stories for Casualty, Downton Abbey, Coronation Street, Scott & Bailey, Sherlock, Diary of a Chav, Misc. Books, Waterloo Road, Royal, Red, Afterlife, Rosemary & Thyme, Trial & Retribution, DCI Banks: Aftermath, and Holby City. I was thirteen years old when I came on this website and began to write stories for a number of fandoms. I grew up on this site and the people who constantly reviewed my work and encouraged me to write, I will forever be grateful. This account has been inactive since approximately 2016 and I have now moved elsewhere. If you would like to know where my new fics are, please don't hesitate to contact me over on twitter - my account is as follows: @IneffableDoll. For the people who reviewed my work and encouraged me to write, for those who continue to read my work, thank you. I will always be grateful. |
Sort: Category . Published . Updated . Title . Words . Chapters . Reviews . Status .
dead flame reviews
Allie's lost count of how many times she's counted the ceiling tiles. -—Allie/Vaughan.
Waterloo Road - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/5/2014 - Complete
melting heart reviews
Connie's having a hard time, Zoe might just be the friend she needs. - —Connie/Zoe, friendship.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,020 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/12/2014 - Zoe H., Connie B. - Complete
stay with me reviews
Biting her lower lip she whispered, "maybe I can teach you a few things?" - —Ash/Rita, oneshot.
Casualty - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/21/2014 - Ash, Rita F. - Complete
remedy reviews
"Please stay, I don't want to spend another night alone." - —Rita/Ash, oneshot.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,401 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/6/2014 - Ash, Rita F. - Complete
sense of wonder reviews
She can't blame it on the alcohol when she's stone cold sober finishing her first glass of wine. - —Jeff/Tamzin, oneshot.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2014 - Jeff C. - Complete
charlie reviews
A small one shot based on episode 3x06 "The Gooseberry Bush" - —Rosemary.
Rosemary & Thyme - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/31/2014 - Complete
open road reviews
AU. Between 1983 and 1990 Eddie kept meeting Amanda. - —Eddie/Amanda, rated a high T.
Waterloo Road - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,415 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/21/2014 - Eddie L., Rachel M. - Complete
breathless reviews
The sound of smashing glass breaks through her thoughts and as she stares at the broken glass on the floor, she realises it represents how she feels. Completely shattered, completely broken. - —Jill/Gordon, set after the last episode.
Royal - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 879 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/15/2014 - Jill W., Gordon O. - Complete
twenty seven days reviews
The twenty seven days Robert sat by Alison's side and waited for her to wake from her coma. - —Alison/Robert.
Afterlife - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,281 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/30/2013 - Alison M., Robert B. - Complete
i tear my heart open reviews
AU. What if Robert went after Alison after she revealed what she lost in the train crash? What if something happened between the two to break the boundary between author and subject? - —Alison/Robert.
Afterlife - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,216 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/30/2013 - Alison M., Robert B. - Complete
heart and soul reviews
After all these years, Victoria tells Ivan how she really feels when he rescues her from a bad situation. - —Ivan/Victoria.
Red - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/25/2013 - Victoria, Ivan S. - Complete
calming influence reviews
AU, present day fic. / The five times Jill and Gordon met each other mostly through accidental circumstances. - —Jill/Gordon, mentions of domestic violence.
Royal - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,927 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2013 - Jill W., Gordon O. - Complete
crash and burn reviews
Keira and her daughter Tianna arrive in Holby trying to convince her husband Tom that their marriage can be saved. Instead, she finds herself in an accident and the aftermath leaves Tom questioning if his relationship with Sam is strong enough to survive the trauma. - —Tom/Sam/OC.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,934 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/5/2013 - Published: 5/29/2013 - Sam N., Tom K.
i fall without my wings reviews
As she's knelt on the floor with Dynasty, the student crying into her chest, she wishes someone told her all those years ago, that it wasn't her fault that she was raped. Perhaps if they had, she wouldn't have gone down the self-destruction path trying to block out the memories of her attack. - —Christine/Dynasty,
Waterloo Road - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/8/2013 - Christine M., Dynasty B. - Complete
to feel alive again reviews
Kate's on a mission to have fun at the work's christmas party but instead finds herself questioning her friendship with Jack. - —Kate/Jack.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 822 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
five times reviews
Five times Baz told Louis she loved him. - —Baz/Louis. /Oneshot, lower case letters.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/18/2013 - Complete
who knew what the future would hold reviews
AU. The four times Miriam and Dylan met each other. - —Miriam/Dylan. Dedicated; RebaForever15.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,197 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2012 - Miriam T., Dylan K. - Complete
not so merry reviews
She wraps a present as she does every year and places it underneath the tree. Then she lights the candle above the fireplace and leaves it to burn, "For you, Harry," she whispers; "Merry Christmas." - —Jess.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/8/2012 - Jess H. - Complete
with love reviews
AU. When Hanssen is shot, Miriam ends up at his bedside hoping he'll wake up. - —Miriam/Hanssen.
Crossover - Casualty & Holby City - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,161 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/28/2012 - Published: 10/24/2012 - Miriam T., H. Hanssen - Complete
shattered dreams reviews
She's destined to be the maiden aunt forever. - —Edith. /freeverse
Downton Abbey - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/6/2012 - Edith C. - Complete
kiss the boy and make him wonder reviews
"Jack Garrett." He says with a smile, "Annie Cabbot." She answers back. - —Annie/Jack. REPOST.
Crossover - Misc. Books & DCI Banks: Aftermath - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/29/2012 - Complete
new beginnings reviews
Three years after leaving Goodmayes for Oxford, Shiraz Bailey Wood returns home. - —Shiraz/Wesley.
Diary of a Chav - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/24/2012 - Complete
flowers & rainbows reviews
Lauren Fairhead's first year at Holby isn't one she's going to forget in a while. From complicated medical procedures, family drama involving her younger brother and secrets about her long-lost daughter, Lauren's going to wish she'd brought a hard hat with her when she stepped into the hospital for the beginning of her adventure. - —Toby/OC. [one/four]
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 28 - Words: 44,103 - Reviews: 150 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/30/2012 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Complete
hearts get broken reviews
She hurts both of them, the two women who mean the most to her. - —Rachel/Gill/Janet.
Scott & Bailey - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 848 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/19/2012 - Gill M., Rachel B. - Complete
i'll stand by you reviews
"I think I'm going to die." He confesses one evening. - —Rachel/Sherlock.
Crossover - Sherlock & Scott & Bailey - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/6/2012 - Sherlock H., Rachel B. - Complete
first love doesn't disappear reviews
Adam writes a letter to his ex wife. - —Adam/Jess.
Casualty - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/5/2012 - Adam T., Jess H. - Complete
plummet into darkness reviews
When Janet gets drunk, Rachel finds herself picking up the pieces. - —Rachel/Janet.
Scott & Bailey - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 701 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/5/2012 - Janet S., Rachel B. - Complete
taken aback reviews
Carla had never experienced love/lust like this. - —Carla/Roisin.
Crossover - Coronation Street & Trial & Retribution - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,097 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/26/2012 - Carla C. - Complete
all torn up reviews
torn, verb — pull or rip something apart, or to pieces with force. - —Rosamund.
Downton Abbey - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 458 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Rosamund P. - Complete
enigma reviews
Lauren Henderson nee Fairhead takes the new F2 position at Holby City Hospital. What is meant to be a new start for Lauren quickly turns into a nightmare when she finds herself raped, not once but twice. Now she has no choice but to move on but can she? Can Lauren really leave the trauma behind or will she end up doing something she regrets? - —OC.
Casualty - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 15,956 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/1/2011 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Complete
