Name: Alley

Age: 24

Location: North Carolina

All Sesshoumaru/Rin Lovers Should Read This:

Title: The Last Day Written By:Cyndi

"Sesshoumaru, fatally ill, chooses to die with dignity rather than waste away. Rin tells the story as she stands loyally by him all the way to the last day of his life."

Updates: 07/04/2018 - After losing everything from my second computer crashing, I've pretty much given up on writing. I might return one day but for now, I'm just going to lurk around as a reader. Sorry to anyone who has been waiting around and PMing me about my old stories I'd taken down. I may return to them one day in the future or release some of the one-shots I've still got sitting backed up. I'll just have to go back and do a lot of editing... again.

02/07/2014 - Nothing really new to inform of beside the fact that I hope to have the first chapter of "NBTS" re-uploaded by the end of this month! Plan to upload a hoard of one-shots I've written as well as a few stories that will be up for adoption because they're just sitting there collecting dust.

Important: I know I've been promising story updates, and I am TERRIBLY sorry to the severe lack of them. Never Be The Same WILL be re-uploaded soon(God, I've been saying this for over a year now. I'm horrible - but I haven't given up on it! Just a lot of changes, rewriting, etc.) I promise, I promise, I promise! I'll also have some new one-shots soon. Thank you to everyone who continues to review and P.M. me. You're all the best!

Basic Stuff To Know: I'm a MAJOR Sess/Rin lover. Other Favorite pairs are Inu/Kag & Mir/Kag. I'm neutral for Inu/San. I hate anyone other than Rin with Sesshoumaru, and I despise Kikyou (most the time) almost as much as I dislike Kagura. What else must you know? I own two dogs. A Black Labrador (7yrs old UPDATE: Passed away Jan 24th, 2014. R.I.P.) named Deogi and a Brown/White/Black Parti Pomeranian named Momo who's will be 3 years old on May 1st 2014... I write for the love of writing, I do NOT write to please anyone but myself. I've got a lot of unfinished stories (probably around 35 sitting around ranging from 2,000 words to 30,000 words. T-M filtering's because I simply can't write without cursing. I love it. (And Inuyasha's mouth is impossible for me to keep clean, as well as all the smutty goodness.) I may post some up for adoptions. Because, while most are original idea's I have seen nowhere else, I just don't have the time to write them all.

Contact Me At: DemonsxXxHeart@

Youtube (Main Account): http://www.youtube.com/user/DemonsxXxHeart -

I am not currently open for requests. My desktop has a short and won't turn on, so I pretty much lost everything. Laptop is retarded and won't load shit.

Youtube (Inuyasha AMVs): http://www.youtube.com/user/AngelsxXxHeart -

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If you have noticed this notice you will have noticed that this notice is not worth noticing.

Top Five Favorite Authors!:

1.) pammazola: Sess/Rin - Read everything by her, it's ALL amazing! "Once, Twice Torn'' is my all time favorite, however she deleted the original version and is currently rewriting it. Slowly... but it's a beautifully written story, followed by ''The Jaken Drabbles'', and the new companion ''The Mokomoko Drabbles''

2.) Desenchanter: Inu/Kag (Some other parings too) - Oh. I don't know where to start! So many amazing stories. My top five would be (In no order!) ''Damned Deed'', ''A Rose by Any Other Name'', ''Deceitful Time'', and ''Throes of Passion'' - IGNORE WHAT I PREVIOUSLY SAID! Desenchanter is BACK! I repeat, DESENCHANTER IS BACK! I'm so happy!

3.) eine.hexe: Inu/Kag - SHE'S FINALLY BACK! After her seemingly FOREVER absence, she is BACK! Jeeze, this is probably the best news I've gotten in over a year. Honestly - everything by her is good so READ, READ, READ. Favorites would be ''This affair is wearing me out'' and ''Twisted."

4.) Storylady35 - Sess/Rin: Honestly, it's impossible to pick my favorites. Rin's Decision is roughly Mulan based, which I found so cute. Crescents, Spiders and the Waitress is a darker one, but still brilliant. Returning To Heal is just... I don't even know how to describe it. And also, she put me and my friend Angel as Characters in one of her newer stories, Snow Rin and the Seven Outcasts. We're Rin's maids. Woot woot. ;D

5.) WitchyGirl99: Inu/Kag - If you like Inu/Kag and you've never read anything by her, then... You're missing a lot. She's epically amazing! Favorites would be, and this is hard to decide, "Happiness" followed up with the sequels, "The Big Bang Theory" and "Thanks a Bunch, But I'm Not Getting Married" I warn you... These are odd. And I love Bang! LOL. This one is also pretty... odd. But I love it. "Winging It."

All Time Favorite Authors: (Not In Order.)

icegirljenni - Sess/Rin

Kanna37 - She has a LOT of different pairings.

Fenikkusuken: Has an AMAZING Sess/Rin story in the Modern Era. Check it out! Snowbound and the sequal! Snowbound: Requiem

Ravyn Skye - A lot of Sess/Rin (Also does a few others, as well as other Anime's.)

SplendentGoddess - Inu/Kag

Lissome Dalliance - Inu/Kag

Neisha - Inu/Kag

stigmafan123 - Sess/Rin

tuille - I LOVE Forget Me Not it's a new personal favorite Sess/Rin fic.

Upcoming Stories (To Be Posted):

Until The Day I Die - Sess/Rin (Two-Shot - Completed, Currently Being Revised - To Be Posted Soon.)

Without You - Sess/Rin (Two-Shot - 1/4th Completed.)

You'll Be In My Heart - Sess/Rin (Very Long One-Shot. 1/4th Completed.)

What Still Remains - Sess/Rin (One-Shot. Almost complete.)

I Hate Everything About You - Sess/Rin/Alt Character. (One-Shot. Almost complete.)

Invisible - Inu/Kag (One-shot Warnings: Rape, sexual abuse, drug abuse, and suicide)

The Other Life - Inu/Kag (Two-Shot. May Become Multi-Chaptered.)

Pieces - Inu/Kag, San/Kag (Two-Shot. Warnings: Contains yuri.)

Twilight Zone- Inu/Kag (Multi-Chaptered, currently writing chapter 3. All chapters are around 1,000 words.)

Just A Dream - Inu/Kag (One-Shot. 3/4th Completed.)

It's Been Awhile - Inu/Kag (Not sure, just started it.)

Silence Within The Darkness - Naru/Kag (One-Shot. Trying a new pairing.)

I Will Always Return - Inu/Kag (2-3 Chapters.)

Never Be The Same - Inu/Kag (Multi-Chaptered, Revising Chapter Four. 17 Chapters Currently.)

Previews Of Each New Story:

(I "bleeped" out the curse words. Won't be "bleeped" out in the uploaded ficts. You've been warned.)

Until The Day I Die: We had known all along that it wasn't possible for Sesshoumaru to deny his heritage, even she knew it. He was the ruler of the Western Lands, the Lord. He was to marry and mate a female youkai despite what he desired. He could not have that human girl he cared so deeply for; all we could do was smile and wave as he left her for us to care for. He betrayed her in her eyes, left her for someone else and left her to believe what she thought was truth, lies. She sat here, no matter what we tried. No one knew what to do anymore, we had used up all our ideas. We were all powerless to stop what she was slowly becoming. - Rated T

Without You: “Disrespectful mortal, leave these lands! Never return, you’re banished! The mere sight of you sickens me to my stomach, you’re lower then any human - bastard! Worthless traitor! Why our Great Lord kept you will never cease to amaze me, you brought his downfall just as everyone predicted you worthless who--; but oh. You surprised us very much, you deceitful liar. It wasn't him protecting you that killed him like his deceased father, but the very woman he loved! Her very blade in her hands. TRAITOR!” Blabbered Jaken, his voice rising in timbre until her was yelling to the Kami’s. - Rated T

You'll Be In My Heart: “Holy f--!” One of the guys yelped from the bottom of the stairs. “This chick has a f--ing bear of a dog; shoot the damned thing before he-!” His voice was cut off as the canine jumped, biting into the human’s neck and ripping it into tattered shreds. Gunshots were fired as the others attempted to get the dog off their dying friend. Several of the men ignored the kid drowning in his own blood on the floor and rushed up to the stairs where the girl was standing in nothing but a towel. Her phone dropped from her hands when one of them raised a gun. “Call the dog off, and I won’t shoot, you stupid little b--.” He said, his hands trembling as he kept glancing back at the screaming kid on the ground.

The girl continued to stand there in shock.

“F-- you then, we’ll do this the fun way.” - Rated M (WARNING: Contains rape, do not read if you're squirmishy about this.)

What Still Remains: Sesshoumaru glared down at her, his amber eyes on fire. He knelt beside her, tilting her head upwards and placing his face in front of hers. She could feel his breath fanning her lips and unconsciously moistened her lips with her tongue. “No, you wouldn’t understand the extent of my possessiveness.” He stated dangerously, his eyes watching every subtle movement of her face. “I want what I cannot have, and will try to gain that possession until I have conquered it. You are something I have yet to conquer. You should fear me, and yet you do not.” His eyes bled to red, his fangs and claws becoming impossibly long and deadly. When she still showed no fear of him, he stopped the transformation and returned to his normal self. “You see? You still do not fear me.”

“Why should I?” Rin asked unfazed. “I know you won’t hurt me.”

“I won’t?” He questioned. His other hand grabbed her by the back of her neck, putting slight pressure. “I could easily break your neck.”

“But you won’t.” She taunted.

His fangs bit into his lower lip as he clenched his jaw. A snarl ripped out of his mouth as he vanished backwards and put distance between them. His eyes were molten pools of amber colored lava. “I won’t, will I?” He snapped, “You, a stupid mortal!” He laughed then, hysterically, as if he were insane. “Anyone else would be dead after saying that, but you? I cannot even bring myself to lay a harmful finger upon you! What have you fucking done to me?!” He yelled in a rage. - Rated T

I Hate Everything About You: The youkai guard grunted and couldn‘t help but smile at the girls intellect, “I’m glad you’re here and not leading an attack on the palace now. I really wouldn’t want to see what battle-plan you could conjure up in that demented mind of yours. I think you could will the humans into winning. Damn psychopathic humans. You never see youkai this crazy who are considered sane. Even scarier is that you somehow mind fucked Lord Sesshoumaru into training you himself.”

The girl smiled brightly, her eyes gleaming with a feral light. “Ah hah, so you fear me? Fear a human?”

“No, I don’t fear humans… I fear a human female who was raised by youkai, trained by them, cheated death twice and is only seventeen… A human girl named Rin.”

“Ah, but I’m a tiny female. You could easily overpower me.”

“You’re a psychopathic female who would probably rip my balls off with her bare teeth.”

“Only if it was a life and death situation, dear Kaname.” - Rated T

The Other Life: "Wench, I swear! If you jump down that f--ing well I will come get you and then destroy the Kami forsaken thing forever! I‘m on my last nerve with that thing, it‘s ruining everything!"

Kagome glowered at the hanyou currently nose to nose with her, his chest rising and his nostrils flaring out in anger. "Inuyasha, if you even dare try to do that I’ll pin you back to the frickin’ Goshinboku myself!" she yelled back, her hands starting to flare with the miko energy suppressed inside her that she had just recently began training to harness and use at will, "I have my family on that side, Inuyasha! I have nothing here that I can't get there, you stupid dog!"

Inuyasha looked at the twenty year old miko, her eyes were blazing with anger and for once he wasn’t sure or not if she was kidding. Her voice held no lie that could be traced; he would never admit it out loud, but that worried him. His ears drooped for a split second before he lifted himself to his full height and towered over the slender girl. "Wench, you have Sango, Miroku and Shippou here, and last time I checked they weren’t in your era."

Kagome rolled her eyes at his ignorance. "It's not like I belong here, Inuyasha. It’s not like I’ll be here when it’s all over. This is not my home. I was born there, I was raised there, I was forced here, and I am forced to stay here." She snarled out in frustration as she threw her hands up in the air and stomped her foot on the ground.

"If that's how you honestly feel, then go. Go home to your perfect era and leave us all. We don't need you, and we never did. Kikyou can do all you can and more. You're nothing compared to her." Inuyasha growled out, stressing the word ‘nothing.’

Kagome felt the hot sting of tears pricking behind her closed eyes. - Rated T (Rating May Go Up.)

Just A Dream: Sango looked to Miroku, who looked to Kagome. Kagome huffed and crossed her arms. “Well, how else do you expect us to get you to listen? You’re like an untrained dog who is going to terrorize a village full of innocent children as soon as we let you out of your cage!”

The silver haired hanyou glared daggers at the small human miko. He then jumped over the slayer and monk effortlessly and got in her face. “Yeah? So now we’re comparing me to a little dog? I’m an Inu hanyou. Not a damn house pet that pisses and sh!ts everywhere!”

“Then start acting like one! You’re still just as immature as you were five years ago when you tried to kill me! Grow up already and act your age!”

“Should we stop them?” Miroku asked, cowering behind Sango when the yelling had begun.

“We?” She asked, putting an emphasis on the single word. “More like me since you are hiding from them.” Sango answered.

“Grow UP? Act my age? Seriously? How old do you think I am you little b--?” Inuyasha said, hissing the word ‘b--’ through clenched teeth. “I’m old enough to be your great, great grandfather! What do you want me to do? Start acting like an absolute pig who has no respect for women?” His hands grabbed roughly at Kagome’s waist and pulled her against him. His hands slipped down to her bottom where he groped at her in Miroku-style. - Rated T (Original is M.)

Its Been Awhile: Inuyasha looked across the blood stained battlefield, ignorant of her brief slip-up. "Why do you fight on our side? The Inu youkai deserve what we're getting."

"I do not know what you mean,” Kagome shot back quietly, though she knew with his enhanced hearing he’d catch every word. “I am fighting on this side because it is the one I will always be on, I owe an Inu hanyou my life and this is how I'll repay him." She then added on while summoning a ball of sacred power into the palms of her hands, then hurling it as fast as she could into an enemies chest - watching as it went completely though him and out his back. He fell over within the next few seconds dead.

"Why? You're just human, sacrificing your life for one who is worthless."

"Like I said: I owed him, and to me he was never worthless."

Inuyasha looked at her, disgust now lacing his voice. "All hanyou are worthless."

Kagome looked at him with pity reflecting in her eyes… It was then that she knew he wasn’t the same; he had become something he had once loathed. Youkai who looked down upon hanyou as if they were something unnatural and useless… Did he know that he was once a hanyou himself? Or was that memory lost upon him as well? “What would you do if you could hear yourself as your past self, Inuyasha? Would you be disgraced and disgusted by your own words? Or perhaps you would agree with him - you? You always looked down upon yourself… Belittling yourself… You never saw who you truly were, never could see past that image everyone had placed in your head… No one but myself.” - Rated T

Pieces: Her eyes reopened as the memory faded. You’re the last f--ing person I want to see right now! His words echoed in her head. I’m sick of you, sick of always fighting for you! She dunked herself underwater to wash the fresh tears from her cheeks and hoping to erase the voice in her head. I f--ing hate you, you stupid b--! Her head popped out of the water as she sucked in a hearty gulp of air in panic to soothe the burning in her lungs. Just f--ing leave me ALONE! It all just seemed so… final. Like he meant what he said, and that it wasn’t a spur-of-the-moment kind of thing. She reached up and grabbed a handful of hair, tugging it so hard that it was all on the verge of being torn from her scalp. The voice, his voice, echoed inside her mind still. Refusing to leave her in peace. I’m done pretending that I like you when I can hardly tolerate you!

She covered her mouth with her hand, attempting to drown out her choked sobs. - Rated M (No flamers on the brief yuri. Don't like? Skip it.)

Silence Within The Darkness: Seconds felt like decades inside the Shikon. She no longer had any sense of time. Naraku watched her from the shadows, leaving her be. Perhaps he had come to acknowledge that neither of them could die here and that fighting was pointless. There was nothing but darkness surrounding them, darkness and silence. “How long have we been in here?” The eternally young miko questioned out loud. She didn’t expect an answer, for neither of them talked to the other. So when a low males voice responded she was openly shocked.

“There is no telling,” the red-eyed hanyou murmured. “Seconds, days, years, centuries?”

A humorless laugh slipped past her lips. “I almost wish there were more youkai in here to fight, like with Midoriko. With us, there is just us. It’s ironic, you know? We hated each other so much in life, and yet in here, we’re all the other has.”

“Indeed, Kagome.“ The crimson-eyed hanyou smiled sardonically. His clawed hand lifted and brushed back a wild lock of his ebony hair. “Have you ever been curious, wondering if there’s a way out of here somewhere in this abyss?”

“What’s the point of looking?” Kagome inqired, “This is the Shikon and we will only be released when someone defeats it, and you know as well as I do about how long it took Midoriko’s soul to be released.” - Rated T (Rating May Go Up.)

Twilight Zone: There was too much silence, too much confusion, and too much wondering going on. Eyes strained though the ominous fog, aching to glance a comrade or familiar face. Fear coursed though her veins, hot and thick, restricting all vocal abilities. She shook as the mortal looked down upon bloodied hands, stained with blood of someone else. Who? A body trembled. Fear struck again as the trembling worsened. Hair flew as her head whipped around, frantically searching for the fate of unknown friends. Muscles shook as the woman tried to stand and a sharp pain flashed through her spine. She sobbed loudly as she collapsed, the adrenaline rush fading. “Help…” She whispered in a broken tone.

oOo

Voices whispered while she faded in and out of consciousness. Broken sentences that made no sense was all she could hear. And for once in her life, she was glad she couldn’t piece it all together. The pieces she understood tormented her heart and she prayed for the blissful ignorance of unconsciousness. She welcomed it as she fell into the darkness once more.

Somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew he was gone… She knew he was dead, and she knew she was dying. She knew, that out of all of her Sengoku Jedi friends, she was the last.

And… The Shikon Jewel was still incomplete. - Rated T (Character Death.)

I Will Always Return: His heart beat quicker with every stride he took, the wind sending his hair trailing behind him. His puppy ears were laid back to prevent the quickly passing wind from busting his eardrums. His amber eyes were wide, trained on the warn dirt path before him. With one more great leap he landed on the top of a hill overlooking a moderate sized village. “I’m finally home…” He thought to himself, and for the first time in many years, he actually smiled. He straightened his back and shoulders. His head held high and proud. A wave of nervousness passed in the back of his mind, but he batted it away quickly. He inhaled deeply through his nose, taking in all the scents; some new, some old. Some he recognized, but couldn't place. “Will they even remember me? It has been nearly 10 years… Is Kagome even still here…?” He wondered and looked down to his black boot clad feet.

“No better time than now, I guess.” He spoke out loud and rolled his shoulders, careful to not puncture himself on his black-spiked shoulder armor. He adjusted his chest plate quickly and re-knotted the red and yellow sash at his hips. His hand fell on Tetsusaiga before he started the walk down. Below, he could hear the sounds of people yelling to grab the slayers, that there was a youkai approaching. He kept his pace calm so he wouldn’t seem lethal. Miroku was the first to come into his vision, his body watching him wearily, his staff in his hands. A pregnant Sango appeared beside him.

“Is that…”

“Inuyasha?” Sango finished for her open-mouthed husband. - Rated T

Never Be The Same: A strange air of tension passed through the medium-sized kitchen. The girl, known as Kagome, shrugged her shoulders halfheartedly. The elder man, her grandfather, glared at an article in the paper for some indefinite reason. Kagome’s brown eyes gazed towards the stairs but returned to her mother when she didn’t spot the familiar amber eyes at the top of the stairwell. “I don’t know.” She answered, “He was still asleep when I came down.” She replied with a hesitant giggle and a wave of her hand. “You know he’ll be awake as soon as the food is ready.” Another light giggle left her lips. “The day he passes up a meal will be the day Hell freezes over in ice.”

A almost silent curse could be heard from the next room over as Kagome’s younger brother lost a match on some game he was playing. “That kind of language at the breakfast table is unacceptable, young lady!” The elderly man spat.

“Oh, father.” Kagome mother sighed, “Give it a rest. She was just making a reference.”

He huffed and muttered something about women teaming up on him. “Respect, none of this new generation seems to have any. Back in my day my mother would’ve slapped me silly before I even registered what I had said that had offended her!” - Rated T

Anime:

Inuyasha: Feudal Fairytail & Inuyasha: The Final Act (All time favorite! I really hope they'll make another movie just to show what goes on after Inuyasha and Kagome are back together... I also want to know what happens to Sango-Miroku and Sesshoumaru-Rin... I know a lot of people like to think of Sess and Rin as father/daughter but I personally like them as a couple... ((WHEN SHE'S OLDER! 16))

Kaichou Wa Maid-sama!: So far I'm LOVING this anime. I finished watching the entire first season yesterday (I finished it in two days.) And I'm so excited because season two should be starting soon from what I've heard. I absolutely LOVE the Misaki-Usui pairing. They're so cute. I'm so excited that I think I may cheat and read the manga now...

Anime's I Used To Watch/Need To Catch Up On:

Bleach (Think I might need to keep up with it better and not skip around...), Death Note, Vampire Knight (I love Zero!), Fruits Basket (Just started reading it), Fushigi Yuugi, Green Green (Weird), Family Guy, South Park (Haha), Blood Plus, Melody of Haruhi Suzumiya (Just now started watching it), Fullmetal Alchemist, Kekkashi, and I just started Nura: Rise of the Yokai Clan, and can't think of the others.

Favorite Inuyasha Youtube Videos:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKBYu8pDtrc&feature=BFa&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&lf=mh_lolz : Inuyasha - Save me

(Inu/Kag/Kik.) Song: Save Me - Morandi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0HO5db-uYM&feature=BFa&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&lf=mh_lolz : Inuyasha - Blame It On The Pop

(Everyone. LOL.) Song: [United States Of Pop 2009] Blame It On The Pop - DJ Earworm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zAEHbyut5Xg&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&index=87&feature=plpp_video : Unnecessary Inuyasha Censorship VERY FUNNY!!

(Watch it! Just random funny fan-censorship.)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1k0xFz_eJc&feature=BFa&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&lf=mh_lolz :「IDS」 What Still Remains MEP

(Crack Couples.) Song: Little Wonders - Rob Thomas

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tqBmenZTQ4&feature=BFa&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&lf=mh_lolz : [IDS BBT Round 1]ƒïndïng ṡøṃετhïṉg ɾεαl

(Inuyasha.) Song: Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGGNXa4xwK8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL : [IMS] .:Your Undisclosed Desires:

(Everyone - I love this song) Song: Undisclosed Desires - Muse

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyNdB46gYic&feature=related : InuYasha & Kagome - [ Will We Ever... ] -HBD Sis...

(Inu/Kag) Song: Pretending - Glee (Original Song)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fMaD19RRNfY&list=PL1AB04385BEA30F3F&index=91&feature=plpp_video - InuYasha/Kikyo/Kagome - Hesitate by Stone Sour

(Inuyasha/Kikyou/Kagome) Song: Hesitate - Stone Sour