Is Ruby alive? Ruby is alive. Ruby has a busy life. Ruby likes writing in third person, just not when she's actually writing.

I honestly, honestly can't read any of my old stuff. I cringe or facepalm several times in just once chapter. If I were smart, I would leave this profile alone. But I can't. I just don't have that in me yet.

I do have a... vague idea for a new story. As for my old ones, as of right now, I'm leaving them be. I understand very few of them are finished and that that really bothers some of you, but I actually developed a life in my time away from fanfiction. If anything, I would rewrite them entirely. But again, I can't do that right now.

There are still no promises. But there are plot bunnies.

Also, none of my old friends are here.
That makes me sad.
Sorry, guys. Everything else below is from February of 2012. Enjoy.

Hey guys. It's been a while.

I am kind of considering actually returning. I've been thinking of some of my plots, anyway.

However, I'm still trying to sort myself out, and my schedule just does not allow for fanfiction at the moment.

If I followed your story at some point in time, I will read it. WHEN I HAVE TIME. There are 203 things in my email that I use for fanfiction right now. Obviously, I can't get to all of that overnight.

As for updating/continuing stories and such? No current guarentee. I've been through too much lately, and my schedule's insane, but if you need someone to talk to, to bitch at, I'm your girl. If you want to yell at me for not updating, go ahead. It really amuses me.

Anyway. I'm kind of remembering how to work everything here, and I hope by the time I'll have been on this site for two official years, that I'll have gotten things going again. Right now, I should be asleep.

My newest picture is a white lotus flower. Yes, I do have an actual meaning behind my picture for once. xD

A white lotus blooms up out of the mud. It symbolizes being reborn, practically.

Well, it's my turn. I'm rising up out of the mud now.

I'm not going to lie. I've been through a lot. I was barely myself for a long time.

I've changed. But I'm blooming now. I'm rising out of the mud.

I'm still the same old idiot that some of you knew, but I'm not as silly. I've changed.

Hopefully, my writing's changed for the better, and I do promise I'll get moving on stuff eventually. At the moment, I do have an idea I'm thinking of working on too.

If you ever need me, or an outside opinion on things, or just someone to talk to, my inbox is always open. :-)

Ruby