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Joined 05-22-10, id: 2374072, Profile Updated: 03-02-16
Author has written 19 stories for Dragon Age.

Thank you to all of you who read, review and fave! Since I always strive to improve my writing, respectfully critical reviews are not only welcome but much appreciated.

I came to ffnet for Dragon Age but have been putting pen to paper since I was a kid, mostly for fun and for the entertainment of a few merciful friends. I read a lot of history, mostly ancient and medieval, and love folk tales, legends, and classic ghost stories. Some favorite authors are Tolkien, Isak Dinesen, Edgar Allan Poe, Arthur Conan Doyle, Roald Dahl, D.H. Lawrence, George R.R. Martin, Sigrid Unset, and Cecelia Holland. I spent a good chunk of my 20's abroad working for an NGO, but these days I'm an office slave in the cubicle jungle. Stories are part of my rescue.

About my stories:

The Arrangement is a complete novel. It begins 5 years before game time, during Maric's reign, and goes through the Blight. In this AU, Ellie Cousland is the elder sibling and marries Loghain Mac Tir in a political marriage, an alliance that will be tested in intrigue, war, and personal conflict. My profile image of Ellie is by the very talented Schratty.

The Path of Sorrows is a beginning attempt at getting the voice of some of the Inquisition characters while filling in a few moments from my bittersweet, very memorable first playthrough of the game.

Most of the single stories here are about Idun Mahariel. I created her character using the Dalish Mage Mod, and since there was no origin story, decided that a bit of background was called for. Once I started writing, I just kept going. Dalish lore, hedge magic, Alistair, and Morrigan are major figures. My Idun favorites are probably "The Wolf at the Edge of Camp" (Alistair NSFW) and "The Coming Storm" (Morrigan). The stories can pretty much stand alone.

My personal favorites of all of them are the shorts "Empty Eyes" and "Out of the Blue," based on Esra Surana, an elven spirit healer and Andrastian. These stem from my memory of trying to convince a street child to give up selling her trinkets for an afternoon of play. Both can stand alone.

Dragon Age and all its characters belong to BioWare.

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Mer-Killer by ColonelKillaBee reviews
Freyr Mer-Killer, a young Nord man of twenty two finds himself in the Imperial City where he is an eternal outsider. In his stay while his father fights in the Arena, he finds companionship in the unlikely form of a Dunmer woman, who's also an outsider. Freyr for being who he is, and she for the same, as well as something else. Whether they find love or ruin is still up in the air.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,720 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 9/23/2014 - Published: 8/15/2013 - Lucien L., Sheogorath, Nord, Dunmer
Dark Ritual by Clariana reviews
Alistair and Neriya find that it is one thing to fight a war, quite another to reign in peace, especially when the consequences of a single shameful act cast a permanent shadow over their lives and deeds.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 76 - Words: 267,064 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 9/29/2011 - Published: 4/10/2010 - Alistair, Surana
Undertow by SurelyForth reviews
The saga of Warden-Commander Brand Cousland six years after the end of the Blight as she confronts a love lost and the potential destruction of all she holds dear. Cousland/Exiled Alistair w. Cousland/Anders Rated M for violence and adult themes.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 257,225 - Reviews: 332 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 128 - Updated: 3/13/2011 - Published: 4/25/2010 - Cousland, Alistair
The Taste of Strawberries by Clariana reviews
Mages and Templars forever prisoners of their own device...
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,909 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/6/2010 - Wynne, Greagoir - Complete
Man of Virtue by Jakia reviews
"Has anyone ever told you how handsome you are?" "Yes, but those women were...not like you." In which Templar Initiate Alistair proves that he's a good boy, even when he doesn't want to be. For the seven virtues challenge, chastity.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,258 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/25/2010 - Alistair - Complete
My Immortal by bamftastik reviews
Quick songfic drabble to go with the Evanesence song of the same name. The archdemon has been defeated and the Hero of Ferelden is to be presented to the court at Denerim.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 961 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/14/2010 - Alistair, Aeducan - Complete
This is Going to Hurt by Clariana reviews
Misery lit. Alistair faces execution.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,684 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/14/2010 - Alistair, Cousland - Complete
The Last Days of Ferelden by Sandtigress reviews
A drabble inspired by a prompt on BSN; a glimpse into the fate of Ferelden after the Wardens' failure to win the support of the Landsmeet
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 542 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/30/2010 - Complete
Bread by Sagacious Rage reviews
One-shot written for the Loghain Mac Tir: Seven Deadly Sins challenge. Sin of "Gluttony". A glimpse at Loghain's childhood.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/10/2010 - Loghain M. T. - Complete
Shared Grief by Sandtigress reviews
A one-shot tied to my Letters to Fergus; two very different Wardens learn that they are not so very different, and that reaching out can help one heal
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,451 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/3/2010 - Cousland, Alistair - Complete
The Rain in Val Royeaux by Clariana reviews
This is Val Royeaux, anything can happen here and does...
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,489 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/29/2010 - Published: 7/24/2010 - Alistair - Complete
Sensible Creatures by Maeve's Child reviews
Pragmatism has its own rewards.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 57,256 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 3/28/2010 - Published: 1/16/2010 - Loghain M. T., Amell - Complete
Redcliffe Castle, Second Floor by Ashfae reviews
Alistair/f!PC, f!PC left as vague as possible, just before the final battle. Alistair is king, f!PC has refused Morrigan's offer. Alistair is Not Happy with her current plan to go up against the Archdemon without him...
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,646 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/17/2010 - Alistair - Complete
King by Jakia reviews
Alistair, Maric, and a meeting that wasn't. oneshot
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,713 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/16/2010 - Alistair, Maric T. - Complete
Purpose by sinvraal reviews
The trouble with winning is that you have to figure out what do to next.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,271 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/6/2009 - Shale - Complete
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The Path of Sorrows reviews
Vignettes of loss, love, and the bonds of friendship set in Inquisition game time. Solas x Lavellan mage. Mature content.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,628 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 9 - Published: 12/28/2014 - Lavellan, Solas - Complete
The Arrangement reviews
There is nothing Loghain Mac Tir would not do for his country, but an arranged marriage with a woman half his age is the last thing he thought might be required. Canon-based AU with Elissa as eldest. Spoilers for The Stolen Throne and The Calling.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 201,740 - Reviews: 404 - Favs: 395 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 10/4/2011 - Published: 9/19/2010 - Loghain M. T., Cousland - Complete
Treasure reviews
Drabble for Nathaniel Howe prompt "Groundskeeper Samuel." Samuel uncovers something hidden in young Nate.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/22/2010 - Nathaniel H.
Relations reviews
Nathaniel/ Dalish PC Tecla Adra. Short based on the Nathaniel Howe prompt "relations." Nathaniel finds himself between a Dalish mage and a hard place.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,093 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2010 - Nathaniel H. - Complete
Noses Worth Noticing reviews
Nathaniel/ Dalish PC. One-shot drabble based on the Nathaniel Howe prompt "nose," with Tecla Adra. An attempt to rile the commander backfires.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 9/11/2010 - Nathaniel H., Sigrun
The Last Sacrifice reviews
The Wardens lose the Landsmeet vote.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,306 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 26 - Published: 8/29/2010 - Alistair, Cousland - Complete
The Coming Storm reviews
Final installment of Idun Mahariel's story- can also stand alone. The Dalish Warden has killed the archdemon, but all is not yet well.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,272 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/20/2010 - Mahariel, Morrigan - Complete
In the Dark reviews
Idun Mahariel finally learns what Morrigan wants, something less sinister but more wrenching than she had ever imagined.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,559 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/19/2010 - Mahariel, Morrigan - Complete
The Wolf at the Edge of Camp reviews
The armies of Ferelden have mustered for war. So have the Dalish, who believe they have found a war leader to restore the elves' lost glory. Reality is always messier than the legend. Mature content.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,020 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/14/2010 - Mahariel, Alistair - Complete
A King Shall Rise reviews
The Landsmeet brings a Dalish blood mage and the heir to the Fereldan throne to a crossroads of the country's fate and of their love for one another. Story 8 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,622 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/9/2010 - Mahariel, Alistair - Complete
Out of the Blue reviews
An aged templar, dying and lyrium-addled, receives an unexpected gift out of the past. One-shot based on Esra Surana, sequel to "Empty Eyes."
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/3/2010 - Surana - Complete
Fire reviews
Deep Roads: The two mages in the Warden party freeze things, blow things up, and admit to each other that their relationship is about more than just the Blight. Story 7 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,929 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/31/2010 - Mahariel, Morrigan - Complete
Blood reviews
Idun reveals the source of her blood magic to Alistair and admits to herself what it could cost them. Story 6 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,549 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/24/2010 - Mahariel, Alistair - Complete
Empty Eyes reviews
In an alley of Denerim's alienage, a little elven girl meets a king at her most desperate hour. A one-shot back story for my Andrastian elven mage Esra.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,485 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/17/2010 - Surana, Maric T. - Complete
Threats and Promises reviews
An unearthly confrontation in Denerim's streets forces Alistair and Idun to face the things that divide them, and ultimately what binds them together. Story 5 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,334 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/23/2010 - Mahariel, Alistair - Complete
In Uthenera reviews
After the reappearance and death of Tamlen, Alistair must help Idun pick up the pieces. Story 4 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,111 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/12/2010 - Alistair, Mahariel - Complete
The Price of Power reviews
The child mage Idun is caught up in a pact between her clan and a wild witch. Years later, she finds herself wondering when the debt will come due. Story 3 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,698 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/5/2010 - Mahariel, Flemeth - Complete
Vir Bor'Assan reviews
Mahariel/Tamlen/Alistair. Continuation of Idun's story from "Vir Assan". A Dalish shapeshifter, now a Grey Warden and charged with defeating a Blight, tries to put the memories of the past behind her and find a way forward. Story 2 of Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,831 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/29/2010 - Mahariel, Tamlen - Complete
Vir Assan reviews
A young Dalish girl must use her unusual abilities to protect those she loves, and one day to help save the world. 1st story in Idun's cycle.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,641 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/29/2010 - Mahariel, Duncan - Complete