LovelyLivyhide bio
 Author has written 52 stories for NCIS, Covert Affairs, and Castle. Alivia. Hello, everyone. Recently, I have left the NCIS fandom due to bickering among the fans that I felt was petty and good for nothing. As of now, any stories I have written/need to update are on permanent hiatus. In all honesty, the wind has blown me in the direction of the Avengers/XMen/Superman/Batman part of the site, and I have created an entirely new account to house those fics. I began writing under this user ID in the summer of 2010, and I believe it has shaped me very much as an English student. I am so grateful for all the people I've met on this site, and the diligence of my readers. It is so much more than I ever expected. Due to this, I have decided against deleting all my stories. And, no fears, I'm definitely still writing. If you have any interest in that, my other account is 'believetheblonde'. If you're too mad at me to talk to me, I understand. Again, SO much love for this fandom. SO much love for NCIS as a show. I still watch it every week, and can't feel enough feels when it comes to my T/Z. I hope I'll always be apart of the NCIS fandom's family. :) -Liv 10/26/12 |
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Not Scented Ones by madame.alexandra reviews
in which Gibbs has to put his pants on, and McGee turns very normal errand into the mother of all awkward moments. Established JIBBS; very subtle McAbby. and humor/crack.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,141 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/7/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
Someone Like You by 1Styx and Stones1 reviews
The remains of a life that was once her own are handed to her in a brown leather briefcase. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,292 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/19/2011 - J. Benoit - Complete
Dark Car on Rainy Streets by LtTanyaBoone reviews
A car, night, rain, familiar streets, a little sister, an older brother and a lot of things that don't seem to make any sense to Ziva David
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,577 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/22/2011 - Ziva D. - Complete
The First Time by MatteaAM reviews
- "Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over." -
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 5,168 - Reviews: 138 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/30/2010 - Published: 6/1/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Paris Nights by madame.alexandra reviews
London. Marseille. Paris. Positano. Somewhere in the mix, Jenny Shepard and Leroy Jethro Gibbs stopped being just partners. This is their story-continued. Sequel to: Probie Days.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 197,427 - Reviews: 561 - Favs: 213 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 12/24/2009 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Jenny Shepard, Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
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Unfathomable reviews
"Sometimes we find someone to share what we have with, even if what we have is nothing at all." T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,466 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 8/30/2012 - Published: 3/16/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D.
Apricity reviews
The warmth of the sun in the winter. Which, by definition, is a vivid description of Tali David. Sixteen. She is sixteen, and her world is made of makeup, dead eyes, and soft kisses. Her life is but a short film that can't keep running on its own. Tali-centric. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,176 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 15 - Published: 8/21/2012 - Ziva D., Ari H. - Complete
Pith reviews
The first time he kissed her she'd tasted of spice and smelled of fresh pomegranate, and later he can't decide if it's the memory or the loss that hurts more. He settles for buttoning his overcoat with shaky fingers, and praying twice a day. AU colored. T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,322 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
and we'll steer by the stars reviews
Or the four times they were inexplicably tardy, and the one time they might have caught the early worm. Kind of. T/Z. For dinutzzo, youreverydayninja, and romantically-dysfunctional.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,155 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/19/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
put a flower in the mud reviews
When he breaks her, she shatters so hard she thinks they may never be able to find every piece. - Or the five stages of grief, jumbled around and crushed into a mixing bowl. AU. Major character death.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,845 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/18/2012 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Listless reviews
Because they're both not very good at pillow talk. EJ/Tony, but really it's T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 422 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/16/2012 - EJ Barrett, Tony D. - Complete
Flow reviews
Because even though people change, old habits are still devastatingly hard not to stumble back into. T/Z. Future!fic.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,387 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/5/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Between Kisses and Covers reviews
Barcelona is hot, and holy water would do nothing for the filthy things he liked to whisper in her ear. PWP, slightly AU. Smut. T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 909 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/29/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Slippery Slope reviews
Ziva stayed, and suddenly although everything isn't clear and lain out, his chest is lighter, and at least some right is in the world. The shower sex cliche. T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,623 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
The way that she goes reviews
and the way he won't follow. Jibbs. Strong T.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,477 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/2/2012 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
A leave of absence reviews
She thinks that maybe this is what he feels like. Maybe he is hurting too.
Castle - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,084 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 9 - Published: 3/9/2012 - Rick C., Kate B. - Complete
Theory of Loss reviews
Suddenly, a shadow falls upon her expression, and she shudders, as if from a thought, eyes darting to his and holding him there in his seat. "Tony, are you considering suicide?" T/Z.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,972 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 26 - Published: 3/9/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D.
Heavy Eyes reviews
She tastes her partner on her tongue, and feels Ray's lips at her own. She is drunk off the feeling, and so terribly wrong. T/Z. Housekeeping AU.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 14 - Published: 3/7/2012 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
The Sweetest Mistake reviews
"The fact of the matter is, the apple never does fall far from the tree. And no mother is perfect." AU, to an extent.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 14,379 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 11/19/2011 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
Bits and Pieces reviews
They just can't let go. Jibbs. Angst.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,507 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/25/2011 - Jenny Shepard, Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
If tomorrow never came reviews
'Everything plays like a black and white movie, after that. Casablanca was her favorite, anyway.' T/Z death-but-not.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,565 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/19/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Wandering Eyes reviews
Contrary to popular belief, things happen that many never see. The plethora of angst, tinged with smut, and fluff, and emotion.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/6/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Paris at Dawn reviews
Paris is like a really classy Vegas, although what happens there never really does stay. T/Z. The unavoidable Tag to JetLag.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,179 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 11 - Published: 8/7/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
The Feline & The Hourglass reviews
The designated drabble for 'Pyramid'. T/Z tinged.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/1/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D.
Shaken reviews
There's Gina and there's Joan. He always loved 'the blonde'. Joan/Arthur. First for Covert Affairs.
Covert Affairs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 599 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/19/2011 - Arthur C., Joan C.
The girl who tried reviews
...and couldn't, because sometimes life is just too hard. Tiva. Past Tony/OC.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,057 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/1/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
An Absence of Words reviews
The night after 'That Second Night.' Fluffish.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/29/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Symmetrical reviews
Balance. She clung to it so dearly. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 666 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/21/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
All things must die reviews
A look. A touch. A scream. A moan. A stain. A plane ticket. A question. Jibbs.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,681 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/18/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Before You Snap reviews
They always say that three times is the charm. Tiva. Smut. Angst.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,578 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 12 - Published: 5/20/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Down the Rabbit Hole reviews
Ziva David is falling, falling, falling. There has to be a bottom to the pit, though, right? And what about the green meadow, or the Parisian cafe? Is any of it real? Hallucinations are twisted things. Hinted Tiva. Tag for Truth or Consequences.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,494 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/8/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Denial reviews
"If you love something, let it go. If it doesn't come back to you, it was never your's to begin with." Drabble for Two-Faced. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/6/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Blurry Formulations reviews
Two days after they do what comes naturally in a dark NCIS gym, he finds himself on the floor of his apartment, listening to Ziva speak of rules and scars. The resolution to It's a Thin Line and Ignorance is Thick. Tiva.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,351 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Of Wayward Ships and Breathtaking Birds reviews
Tony was oblivious. No, kissing his Israeli lover this morning he never thought he'd find this at work. Jeanne Benoit was uncharted territory in their relationship. As was the blood stains on her hands, and the kid, you can't forget the kid. TIVA, JIBBS.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,705 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 4/1/2011 - Published: 12/26/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D.
A First Sign reviews
"Sometimes, Abby, it's not that easy. You just have to look at the reality, and accept it." Where Ms. Sheppard possessed that knowledge...
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 890 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/1/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Ignorance is Thick reviews
He didn't mean for this to occur, and nor did she. The fact of the matter was; he had a broken heart and she was currently straddling his lap like none of this was foreign land. After 'It's a Thin Line', but can stand alone. I forewarn; smut.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,150 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/16/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
For the Weary and Weak reviews
"She saved my life in Cairo, two years ago." My take on what happened when a certain Special Agent wasn't there to protect Jenny Shepard- the first time. Mention of JIBBS. Ziva/Jenny friendship.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Published: 3/16/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
It's a Thin Line reviews
It's the split decisions that have the most long-term effects. They make everything fuzzy; like a good alcoholic beverage. They also put him in the vantage point position of catching Mr. Miami and his Ninja together. It makes his heart feel funny.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,367 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/15/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
How to Tell a Lie reviews
'Floats past lips like fine smoke, sucked back down the instant you breathe. It fills airless lungs bitterly, imbedding itself into tender tissue. Rolling off tongue like a compliment, burning like an insult. If you don't watch out, the fire can consume.'
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,478 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/11/2011 - Published: 3/10/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
Under the Bed reviews
They're twisted little beings that don't leave us alone when we try to sleep. Everyone has them. TIVA. JIBBS. ANGST.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/3/2011 - Complete
The Darkest Light reviews
She pleads to an empty audience somewhere that this will never end. That she will wake in the morning and still be in bed with the man she is so deeply in love with. Note the rating and the fact I can't get into PG-13 movies, please. JIBBS.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/19/2011 - Jenny Shepard, Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Addicted to Love reviews
The steps in becoming addicted to a substance have been so carefully and calmly laid out by some. They never expected taking those steps to be such a dangerous obsession. Heavy T. TIVA.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,038 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/18/2011 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
What Never Happened reviews
Waking to the feel of eyes watching him is an unpleasant feeling, Tony learns. Realizing you're naked, in your boss' office, with practically no recollection of the previous night, is even worse. What happened when Gibbs was away. Angst-filled.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,587 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Comforting Guilt reviews
She is resigned to the fact that men like Ray, who know nothing of her past, are better for her. For the man who does not know cannot question the way she flinches when his hand brushes the scars on her body. But she also knows she needs him. Tony.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,272 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Ziva D., Tony D. - Complete
Wishing Upon Fading Stars reviews
Every year she recieves something from each of them. A DVD. A black rose. A long-stemmed lily. An awkward approach. A sentimental story. She longs for him and his white orchid. It's the only thing that keeps her alive- or dead- however you look at it.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,044 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 16 - Published: 1/20/2011 - Jenny Shepard, Leroy Jethro Gibbs - Complete
Mourning Glory reviews
While Leroy Jethro Gibbs grieves, the two people he lost feel quite a bit lost themselves. Of course, how might it feel to be lost in a place you'll stay forever more? I dreamt this. Not even kidding. Not heavy Shannon/Gibbs, just depressing.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,627 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/14/2011 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Kelly G. - Complete
Desert Closure reviews
They have been through everything together. And now it's time to return to Israel once more, visiting graves and finding peace in the simple fact that life continues and blossoms beautifully. TIVA. One-shot.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 743 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/28/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Jenny and Jethro's Alphabet reviews
Jibbs-based drabbles on each of the letters of the alphabet. T for some language. This is my first for NCIS, so please be kind. And please review!
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 16 - Words: 6,793 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 12/27/2010 - Published: 7/5/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard
The Fox is Above the Bear reviews
Leroy Jethro Gibbs is about to find out that all redheads are much smarter than your average bear. Helping him discover this is his pregnant, hormonal, wife. Fluffy.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 786 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/26/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Merry Christmas, Darling reviews
Jenny spends Christmas Eve alone until Jethro comes smashing in...quite literally. It has happened...a twelve year old has written smut. Be forewarned... JIBBS.
NCIS - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,969 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/25/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
Christmas Hostility reviews
Jeanne Benoit is dead. Twin girls tear open gifts with excited fervor. A man and his wife sit on the couch beside a Christmas tree adorning their perfect home. Everything is perfect. Or is it? TIVA.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,169 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/24/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
An Undefined Christmas reviews
You can love your best friend, and you can love your daughter. You can love your wife, and you can love the woman who puts sugar in your coffee. Falling, it can be of passionate aruguements, or stony silences, slowly crushing the heart. JIBBS, TIVA, ETC.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,310 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 12/21/2010 - Published: 12/19/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Summer Sensations reviews
His eyes settled on her face, looking into her beautiful but worried eyes he was so drawn to from first sight, letting out a strangled sigh of twisted contentment. She was alive. None of it was real. JIBBS.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,447 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/3/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs, Jenny Shepard - Complete
The Distance Between Absolutes reviews
Kiss somebody in the rain. Tell them you love them just because. Never say never to something you wish you had the strength to do. Forgive even if you wish didn't have to. Regret nothing. Long OneShot that deals with changing lives. TIVA. MCABBY. JIBBS.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,728 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/26/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Misconceptions reviews
It wasn't supposed to end like this. It was just a job. Emotions meant nothing. But it wasn't. And, really, how could it be? When it came to this. To him. M. Allison Hart/Gibbs. Please R&R.
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,432 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 11/20/2010 - Published: 9/25/2010 - Leroy Jethro Gibbs
Silence is Loud reviews
'The mere feet between classy jet seats seemed like a never ending abyss of tension that was dulled only by physical fatigue. It was better this way, really.' Tiva. For Ciara.
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 779 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/12/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
Holloween Hatred reviews
It's Halloween and on a search for some witnesses Tony see's someone he hasn't seen in almost three years. Slight Tiva. Jeanne/Tony if you seriously squint. Very, very angsty. Please review, it's my first for this ship!
NCIS - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,203 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2010 - Tony D., Ziva D. - Complete
