PhaiFanhide bio
 Author has written 41 stories for Alexander. Let me begin by saying this...if you are offended by male/male relationships and sex, you may as well stop here. All my stories are "slash" (m/m). I have been reading fanfic for years. It started with my obsession with the X-Files, and the obvious pairing there. Then I discovered Moonlight, and thought Mick was really hot. Then I stumbled across some Moonlight fanfics with the pairing of Mick and Joseph. Hmmm...what's this? Slash. Wow. All of a sudden I was hooked. I've been reading it ever since. Saw Alexander...hooked again. I can't think of two more gorgeous men to write about, and how hot would it be to see them make out? Wow! Anyway, I've been writing a little here and there, and finally decided to publish some of what I wrote. I will hopefully be writing more in the future...of course, it will be slash! :) Oh, and just so you know (if you can't tell already), I'm obsessed with Jared Leto and anything to do with him, love 30 Seconds to Mars with a holy passion, and love the relationship of Alexander and Hephaestion most of all. I'll always secretly (well, not so secretly now) wish that Jared Leto and Colin Farrell would hook up in real life. I'd pay money to see that! Just call me a perv. :) I have truly grown to love Alexander and Hephaestion and their story. I only wish we knew more of them, but then again...that's why we write fiction, isn't it? I hope I do them justice. I love feedback, so please...tell me what you think! Ideas for new stories? Let me know. |
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Alexander, Revisited by delos13 reviews
Time travel is fascinating. Many of us wish to have the ability to do so and change the past to our liking. But what if you are forced to travel in time and when you do so you have no idea whether it is in order to change the past or witness it?
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 30 - Words: 181,738 - Reviews: 171 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 6/29/2011
Far, Far Away and Long, Long Ago by I'veAbandonedControl reviews
Before the battle of Guagemela, Alexander discovers something in the desert. Later he and Hephaistion have to somehow deal with the strangers and the strangers have to somehow deal with unexpected life changes.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 28 - Words: 203,763 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/8/2012 - Published: 2/18/2011
Eve of Battle by Akuhei reviews
It is the night before the battle at Gaugamela. With such an uncertain future, Alexander and Hephaestion worry about many things, but find comfort and solace in each other, strengthening their love, friendship and loyalty. Alexander/Hephaestion oneshot.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,113 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/12/2010 - Complete
No Sword Cuts Deeper by classyblue reviews
Words spoken in anger make Hephaestion doubt his relationship with Alexander. Alexander must make it right again, or lose the other half of his soul.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,662 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/27/2009 - Complete
Hephaestion's Journal by khepri2 reviews
Hephaestion has reached Ecbatana in the autumn of 324 B.C and has a strong premonition of his death. So he decides to write down his life with Alexander for himself and perhaps for future generations.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 73,475 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/10/2006 - Published: 5/13/2006 - Complete
The lake in moonlight by moon71 reviews
It's a beautiful evening with a full moon over the lake, perfect for lovers. Can Hephaestion persuade Alexander to break a few rules just like the other boys? Alexander x Hephaestion
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,435 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 18 - Published: 2/3/2006 - Complete
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Home reviews
"On the tenth of June, a month short of his 33rd year, Alexander's great heart finally gave out. And, as he vowed, he joined Hephaistion. But in his short life he achieved, without doubt, the mythic glory of his ancestor; Achilles. And more." - Alexander, 2004 This is my tribute to honor Alexander on the anniversary of his death. I hope he approves.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,649 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/9/2017 - Complete
This Is Who I Really Am reviews
"Many claim to know me. Very few do." Hephaestion sets the record straight. (Not historically complete or accurate, since there is much we don't know about him. Some is historical, and some I embellished).
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,957 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/30/2016 - Complete
Losing Me reviews
Loving someone like Alexander has a high price. And sometimes it costs you everything.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/9/2015 - Complete
Remains of an Age reviews
To be ever the best and live a life of glory like Achilles is Alexander's dream. This is his visit to Troy to honor the heroes of the past who inspire him, and to claim Asia as his own. All this, of course, with his own loyal Patroclus by his side.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,718 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/31/2014 - Complete
Missing Alexander reviews
Hephaestion is missing Alexander greatly, and can't wait to see him again. Waiting can be hard. Watch out, Alexander.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,603 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/31/2014 - Complete
Reassurance reviews
Sometimes even Alexander feels insecure and needs some reassurance. Thankfully, he has Hephaestion to do just that.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,840 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/25/2014 - Complete
Reunion reviews
A surprise reunion and renewal of love. A rare moment of peace for Alexander and Hephaestion. Love truly does make it all worthwhile. Just a little fluffy scene for the guys to enjoy.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,071 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/16/2014 - Complete
Long and Winding Road reviews
Can you live apart from the other half of your soul? Alexander and Hephaestion struggle to find out. Much angst. I played with the facts, so this is very AU (well, parts of it). Rating: T, but a mild M on one of chapters. My first story in a long while. I'm trying to find my way again, so please be kind. :)
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 12 - Words: 12,238 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/31/2013 - Complete
Bad Omens reviews
Lucian records an instance the morning of the battle of Issus where Hephaestion spoke the wrong greeting when they came to Alexander's tent. The other generals took it as a bad omen, that Alexander would die. This is my take on what happened the night before, and what led to Hephaestion's slip up. Mostly smut and fluff, with a little plot thrown in for fun
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,712 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/30/2013 - Complete
The Joy of Sharing reviews
Some things are better not shared. Just something silly to give the boys something to do while I do research for a really angsty story I'm thinking about. Hope they forgive me.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,387 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Complete
Darkness Comes at Dawn reviews
Rumors of Alexander's death are spreading, and Hephaestion struggles to cope. Can the rumors be true?
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 7,053 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 3/5/2013 - Published: 3/1/2013 - Complete
The Gift That Keeps On Giving reviews
Alexander searches for the perfect gift for Hephaestion.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,606 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/4/2013 - Complete
Hephaestion's Day Off reviews
Hephaestion is overworked. Alexander decides to give him a break.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,431 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/15/2013 - Complete
Healing Touch reviews
Sometimes a little TLC is all that is needed (just some short, silly fluff to get me back on track...I've missed the guys)
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,790 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Published: 1/8/2013 - Complete
Permanent reviews
Hephaestion is dying. Alexander knows it. Song fic based on "Permanent" by David Cook Sorry it's depressing...that's the mood I was in.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Complete
The Perfect Gift reviews
Being together again is the best gift of all. Pure fluff with a twist. A mild M on the third chapter, squeaky clean on the rest.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,482 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 13 - Published: 8/8/2012 - Complete
Powerless reviews
A short song fic. Hephaestion's thoughts and feelings towards Alexander after the murder of Cleitus. Lyrics: "Powerless" by Linkin Park
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,106 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/7/2012 - Complete
The Story reviews
Alexander is missing Hephaestion greatly while he is away, and reading from his favorite book doesn't seem to make him feel better. Bagoas tries to cheer him up, and Alexander gets an idea. Crappy summary. You'll just have to read it. If you hate Bagoas, this is not the story for you.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 11,867 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/24/2012 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Complete
Fruits of Their Labor reviews
A short rest. A horny Alexander. A plate of fruit. And a delectable Hephaestion. That's all I'm saying. : Short, sexy and silly fluff.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,863 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/8/2012 - Complete
Lost in Paradise reviews
Alexander speaks to Hephaestion, after he returns to Babylon. Obviously, takes place after Hephaeston has died. Songfic based on "Lost in Paradise" by Evanescence.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,498 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/6/2012 - Complete
Through Blood and Name reviews
Alexander's right to the throne is in danger with the threat of a pure blooded Macedonian heir, and Hephaestion discovers that the hardest part of their exile might be going home.
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 20,734 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/26/2012 - Published: 5/14/2012 - Complete
Beyond Measure reviews
Sometimes the depth of love is hard to comprehend. Alexander ponders this as he watches a sleeping Hephaestion. No angst in this one! Phai needed a break.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,134 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/26/2012 - Complete
Rules of the Game reviews
Just a little something short and silly...letting the boys just be boys for a while. Games can be fun!
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,615 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/14/2012 - Complete
Ebb and Flow reviews
The tide retreats, but it always returns to its home at the shore. Often there are obstacles that get in the way and slow it down, but the return is inevitable and unstoppable. The same is true of the love of two soul mates. Rated T, possibly M later
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 19,757 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 3/28/2012 - Published: 3/17/2012 - Complete
To Battle Is The Only Way We Feel Alive reviews
Alexander and Hephaestion deal with the aftermath of the march through the Gedrosian desert. A bit of angst, a bit of romance, and a bit of humor, too. Most chapters rate no more than T, but beware an M thrown in there as well
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 13,448 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/9/2012 - Published: 3/2/2012 - Complete
Bored Meeting reviews
Another really boring meeting. Whatever do we do? Hephaestion puts his best foot forward.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,296 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/20/2012 - Complete
A Dish Best Served Cold reviews
When pushed too far, everyone has a dark side. And nobody wins.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 33,054 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 2/13/2012 - Published: 1/21/2012 - Complete
Shades of Winter reviews
Hephaestion does not enjoy the Hindu Kush at all. These are his thoughts on the matter.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,339 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/18/2012 - Complete
New Beginnings reviews
This is sort of a prequel to my story "Awakenings", though both are fine on their own. Our boys are growing up, and changes are coming.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 5,758 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/12/2012 - Complete
Surprise reviews
It's Alexander's birthday! What do you get the King of the known world who has everything he needs or wants? You get him something he's never had before. Surprise!
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,582 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/8/2012 - Published: 1/7/2012 - Complete
Welcome Distraction reviews
This is a follow-up to "Plan of Attack" It's Alexander's turn to distract one beleaguered general.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,501 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Complete
Modern Myth reviews
Alexander and Hephaestion are living in the Elysian Fields. They are given the chance to observe the movie being made about them. Zeus decides to spice things up a little for Colin and Jared to make it more interesting. Lots of sexual tension and humor.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 26 - Words: 22,992 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 12/31/2011 - Published: 12/22/2011 - Complete
Ever After Never Came reviews
A song fic. How Hephaestion felt as he lay dying can only be imagined. This is my take on what he may have been thinking, based around the lyrics of the song "I Am Only One" by We Are The Fallen.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,021 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/13/2011 - Complete
Tight reviews
Short and silly. A conversation overheard by some horrified generals standing outside Alexander's tent. Things are not always what they seem.
Alexander - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/13/2011 - Complete
Awakenings reviews
Springtime in Mieza...and young men's fancies turn to, well...lots of things. You know, I started to write a very short, silly story. Why is it whenever I try to write about these guys, they take over and want me to write more? Geez...they are bossy!
Alexander - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 10,400 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Complete
Fire and Ice reviews
Never piss off Hephaestion!
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,020 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Complete
Plan of Attack reviews
Alexander obsesses, Hephaestion distracts him.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,197 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/29/2011 - Complete
The Challenge reviews
This is something that's been bouncing around in my head for a while now. I love the interaction between Alexander and Hephaestion, and I would like to think that, when they weren't at war, they had a little fun sometimes.
Alexander - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 28,313 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 11/26/2011 - Published: 11/13/2011 - Complete
Goodbye reviews
What thoughts are running through Hephaestion's mind after Alexander's wedding, when he slips in to see him and give him the ring. How can he come to terms with what is happening? This is a sad one.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,623 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/8/2011 - Complete
What You Are To Me reviews
These are Hephaestion's thoughts on what Alexander means to him.
Alexander - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/7/2011 - Complete
