[if you're still interested in my stories, i have created a new fanfiction account over here!]

i guess...i find it amusing how after switching around other fandoms since 2014, i find myself end up circling back to inazuma eleven, huh? there really is no escape from your childhood. and honestly? i'm not mad at all! because i'm absolutely enjoying being back here, and of course, enjoying the new inazuma series, ares no tenbin!

but that aside, what kind of sucks now is that i kinda miss my old friends from here. they all probably have moved on from inazuma eleven...or even writing in general, and that's totally okay. everyone at some point no longer gets interested in something they had once loved, right? yeah. jdsfjsdk. IDK LOL.

anyways!!! it's...nostalgic...and cringey, just looking back at some of my fics here. i totally give kudos to my younger self here for being so free to write what they want, and with (sort of) absolutely no shame :'D ahh, the beauty of youth! how i wish i can experience it once more.

i'm older now than the last time i have actively used this account. from a freshman high school student still lost on what to do with life, now i'm currently a university student taking up animation as my course. i...initially took up advertising as my course in another university though, but my depression got really really bad just being there...so after dropping out and undergoing psychotherapy, i think i found my place again.

to my younger self and also those who are struggling, please never lose sight of what is good. even as you struggle because of this and that, you must never give up! friends are always by your side, even when you're all far apart from one another! isn't that something endou mamoru would say...?

i don't really know where i was going with this, or why i'm even writing this whole thing down on this dead account i haven't used in years. i do honestly feel bad leaving so many of these fics unfinished, but i don't think i can find it in myself to finish writing them anymore. possible rewrite though? maybe. i don't know. one of them is being rewritten, but i need to think it over if i want to rewrite some of my content here.

oh, right, i remember something. i've seen people shitpost-liking about one of my fics way waayy back in 2014? lmao. it was "rap battles of inazuma" jdsfkJHKDSFHFJDS THANKS i originally wanted to delete it and some other fics, but i decided to just leave it up (along with all my fics) in all of it's raw glory so i can see more people make shitposts about it...if i see it.

i also want to make an apology, if some of my old stories possibly come off as (mainly from what i remember) homophobic, or anything that may offend you! younger me back then didn't know better and mainly stuck to...more traditional values, but now i'm better than who i was and quite funnily, ended up being pretty gay myself ;) (okay i'm bi, but i'm leaning more to being sapphic than anything)

I...GUESS THAT'S IT??? i don't think i have much else to say, except...thank you for continuously giving love to my old fics with favorites and follows! i'm surprised some people still read my stuff, but it's nice to know some people still enjoy my works from back then.

if you want more of my fics and start watching me write for inazuma again, please do visit my new fanfiction account! i linked it above this note so it's the first thing you see.

thank you so much for taking the time to read this note, and see you again someday!

- yuu, but please do call me "lulu" from now on.