I love many different forms of creative expression that range from reading and writing to art, music and building. I've always wanted to be far more passionate about writing than I actually was. But now I think in order to achieve that kind of caring about my work I just need to practice it more and be more in touch with the people I write for and to. I think building a community is where it's at truly, instead of writing for attention like how I used to. I've been through a lot in my time as a creative thinker (to put it best) and how I used to look at my type of writing was more of a performer instead of trying to build stories that many different people would love the ideas of and want to read more.

The community I talked about is something that I think I'm going to try and work towards more now instead of just trying to get as many people to view my work as possible which was what I was doing before. There are many writers out there who through out their stories they managed to make epic journeys and make the people who read them feel more included in the story telling itself.

Also on a more personal note, I'm not really a kid anymore lol I know I've never disclosed my age nor will I I think. When I started to pick up writing I was going through a really depressing time in my life. No, I'm not in that place anymore haha thanks for the thought though. What I'm trying to say is that my life has gotten a bit more busy in recent years and I just kind of feel better because of it. I know that sounds counter productive, "Oh but you used to have so much time on your hands why didn't you use any of it before?!" well it's a really weird thing that. Before I was sorta in a rut, so no matter how much free time I had I wasn't truly alive. Having all of the time in eternity means nothing if you aren't in a place where you can really make use of it and I just wasn't there. Now that I am or well I'm getting to it more and more now I think I can be more active with my writing, when I can be. I have one of those things called lives now so there's less time in the day sometimes to do stuff I enjoy.

I've considered if I should come back to writing now or if I should wait for even later in my life. But I had a thought "Why wait longer to fix something if I don't have to? Why should I make it harder on myself." so I decided that there's no time like the present! And plus it's not like it's really THAT big of a deal or that hard to fix. I was just overthinking it and keeping myself from getting anywhere that I wanted to be.

Formerly to everyone who actually used to read my stories back then years ago I would like to apologize. From now on I'm going to be straight up with all of you and own that. If I need time or if I'm not feeling up to writing I'll leave notes at the end of chapters in my Authors notes saying what's going on or maybe when to expect the next parts of stories. But I'm definitely going to keep my readers in the loop about what works of fiction or art I'll be working on next! There are so many things in this life I AM going to create and you guys will know about all of it!