Dean accidentally kills Castiel, and is tormented by grief & guilt afterwards. Dean's convinced Cas still exists & will be resurrected; Sam's not so sure, but is determined to help his brother recover. Meanwhile the Darkness is spreading, and soon the brothers realize they may have to embark on their strangest journey yet. Will they have to fight their last battle without Castiel?

The one where Cas breaks a wing. Canon-divergent from mid-S9; sequel to Forgotten but can be read alone. Gen, NO SLASH, friendship/family feels, angst, hurt Cas, H/C, action, long plotty case fic, wing fic, angel headcanon. NO CRIT PLEASE, thank you

Cas is human and on his own, and he discovers he can turn tricks to make ends meet. But maybe it's not really the life he wants? Set in mid S9, canon divergent from the Gas-n-Sip episode.

Jimmy Novak remembers nothing of the last six years. Reunited with his troubled daughter Claire, he's struggling to raise her on his own. The most important thing is to make Claire happy. But why does he keep having these dreams of wings, and of two men in a black car? (Canon-divergent, from S10E10.) NO CRIT PLEASE, thanks

The one where Cas breaks a wing. THIS IS THE DESTIEL VERSION. Angst, hurt/comfort, friendship/family, plotty case fic, gradual Destiel. NO CRIT PLEASE, thank you

Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human. Retelling of first half of S9 from Cas's POV, sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Holiday fic too - covers Cas's Thanksgiving and ends with Christmas. NO CRIT PLEASE, thank you

Sam and Dean are working a case in Wyoming, but are distracted by news of a dangerous angel called "Castiel" who they can't remember ever having heard of before. The name seems a little bit familiar, but neither of the boys is sure why. Canon-divergent from 9/09, takes place the following fall. Case fic, amnesia, no slash, friendship/family, angst. NO CRIT PLEASE, thanks