Leaning in my chair I am perplexed to find myself back here. What is there left to accomplish, outside of an unfinished story. An incomplete promise.

But I am always called back here to this AU, forgotten to the world perhaps.

For those of you who don't know, I am...let's call me "Roy". I write things, often leaving them as incomplete projects that serve to illustrate my inability to do so. Each one bearing potential squandered, a thought of dream of something grand breaking apart to the crushing truths of reality.

But I'm not here for a sob story, that's not me. I'm here, because this project known as CharaFell has been on my mind yet again. I don't imagine I'll ever be a successful writer, or perhaps even a good one. But I can at least try to be a consistent or descent one. I heard once that "Everyone has written a story" or "Began a story" that they never follow through with.

Some people spread doubt to their hopes, to their dreams and they can't find the will to stay "DETERMINED". Sometimes there are events outside their control that hold them back. Sometimes files or papers are lost, and they must begin again. Whatever the reason, I bring it up to say this.

Stay Determined.

This story will be rewritten, and compiled correctly. I wish I could promise I'll have the will to finish it but I know me. I'm weak to this kind of thing, afraid of what people will say or that pouring myself into a project will only leave me harmed in the end. Perhaps it's better to be hurt, to at least know. Rather than think "what could have been."

But I'm not ready to be done yet. I'm not ready to give up. I'm not ready to discard this project. The Support I received I may never receive again, but the emails and comments meant the world to me. For those people, and those waiting I shall do this. For you, I shall do this.

I'll try to finish the Genocide Storyline Rewrite by December, and update this profile page accordingly. Assuming anyone pays attention to it.

Sincerely,

Roy