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 Author has written 4 stories for Hamilton. Waddup. I like to read, I'm on this website because Archive of our own won't except my membership and I write excessively long chapters. I'm from the UK, so forgive me for my British spelling and jargon. I use she/ her pronouns and you won't be getting my name, so call me whatever you like. I'm queer, I like musicals and music, I read a lot, I write a lot, I'm not very good at the latter of those activities and I'd rather stay in bed than leave the house on any given day. PM me any time, I like to chat. Just be nice, we probably have stuff in common if we're both on this website. My fandoms are Hamilton, Harry Potter and I guess call me by your name, if that's a fandom. Hit me up at 'Anais Levins' on Pinterest. I have boards for my characters. Said I'd put these in my profile due to the nature of my story 'for the first time I'm thinking past tomorrow ' Suicide hotline numbers by country. Argentina: 5402234930430 Australia: 131114 Austria: 017133374 Belgium: 106 Botswana: 3911270 Brazil: 212339191 Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) China: 85223820000 Croatia: 014833888 Denmark: 4570201201 Egypt: 7621602 Finland: 040-5032199 France: 0145394000 Germany: 08001810771 Holland: 09000767 India: 8888817666 Ireland: 4408457909090 Italy: 800860022 Japan: 810352869090 Mexico: 5255102550 New Zealand: 045861048 Norway: 4781533300 Philippines: 028969191 Poland: 5270000 Russia: 0078202577577 Spain: 914590050 South Africa: 0514445691 Sweden: 46317112400 Switzerland: 143 United Kingdom: 08457909090 USA: 18002738255 |
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Twelve o'clock Notions by thatwritermadeofpotatoes reviews
John is worried about getting the chance to propose to a man who never stops talking... and is surprisingly emotional. Whatever will he do? Lams, humor/fluff/occasional angst! Rated T due to: Paranoia, starts in a bed, kissing, swearing.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,089 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 6/21 - Published: 8/20/2017 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens, Eliza S., Angelica S.
Closest Friend I've Got by thatwritermadeofpotatoes reviews
Hamilton and Laurens are hard at work, writing essays on slavery. But what happens when Alexander notices his closest friend is seemingly hiding something? Lams, a multi-chapter fic. Other pairings included. T for kissing, swearing, angst, gore.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 34,709 - Reviews: 207 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 130 - Updated: 6/20 - Published: 1/17/2017 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens
Shot Through the Heart by escapismjupiter reviews
Alexander is good at understanding himself. Usually. What he isn't good at is accepting himself. After constantly denying strong feelings, stepping away when someone starts to fall, and betraying the one he loves the most, Alexander finds himself suddenly lost and isolated. Is anything still worth fighting for? Or is it better to crawl away, wounded, and shot through the heart?
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 29 - Words: 65,684 - Reviews: 113 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 8/10/2018 - Published: 7/9/2017 - [A. Hamilton, J. Laurens] [Lafayette, H. Mulligan]
The Orphanage by Emmeebee reviews
Lined with rows of flowerbeds, the space felt quiet, unassuming, and endlessly welcoming – just like Eliza herself.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/5/2017 - Eliza S., Angelica S. - Complete
6 kisses that didn't matter and the one that changed everything by liadone reviews
Alex is 11 when he gets his first kiss. To be completely honest he does not remember a lot about it. Or Alexander is 17, and for the first time in his life, he feels like he is just where he belongs.
Hamilton - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,363 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/26/2017 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens - Complete
There Are Worse Things by ShipperInParadise reviews
A song played in the background, filling the nearly empty room with unheard music. John sat there, completely numb. How had he been so stupid? He didn't know. Why had he let himself believe that there was even a chance? Again, he couldn't produce an answer. And why had he let Mulligan convince him to get his number? That was the real question, wasn't it. "Lams", they'd said. As if.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 15 - Words: 14,274 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 9/7/2017 - Published: 7/24/2017 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens, Eliza S.
A Wail Unheard by AwesomeGizmo reviews
Alexander Hamilton prided himself on always knowing what to do and always being able to think his way out of anything. Yet, he could not for the life of him, think of a way out of the dagger being placed at his neck.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,260 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 33 - Published: 8/28/2017 - A. Hamilton, G. Washington - Complete
Tick by Daydream Cloud reviews
Alexander attempts to sidestep the abyss his grief presents him. It doesn't quite work.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/24/2017 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens - Complete
Snow by ArbitraryFate reviews
Alexander still dreams, sometimes;
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 817 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/7/2017 - A. Hamilton, A. Burr, J. Laurens, Eliza S. - Complete
Unalterable Sentiments by SunnyRea reviews
On August 27th, 1782 Lieutenant Colonel John Laurens does not die; he lives.
Hamilton - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,780 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 15 - Published: 12/8/2016 - A. Hamilton, J. Laurens - Complete
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For The First Time, I'm Thinking Past Tomorrow reviews
Alexander still hadn't gotten used to it. The constant moving, the feeling of never belonging anywhere. Each house blurring into the next, he never knew when to expect a hit or harsh words, a meal or an empty stomach. Eventually he turns up on the Washingtons' doorstep, preparing for the worst. What he gets is actually, quite the opposite. TW inside, Lams.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 44 - Words: 297,367 - Reviews: 530 - Favs: 285 - Follows: 305 - Updated: 6/28/2019 - Published: 8/3/2017 - [A. Hamilton, J. Laurens] [Lafayette, H. Mulligan]
Rumours Only Grow reviews
He wishes that they did not have to hide, that every moment with each other was not secret and stolen. Alexander often feels as though he and John are living on borrowed time and now, it seems, that time has run out.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,140 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 1/30/2018 - Published: 11/5/2017 - [A. Hamilton, J. Laurens] Eliza S., T. Jefferson
But They Loved reviews
On the twenty-eighth of October, 1777, John Laurens turns twenty-three years old. The trees are particularly beautiful at this time of year, but his gaze is focused instead on another young aide-de-camp. HISTORICAL LAMS. THIS IS SHITE.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,175 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/3/2017 - Published: 10/28/2017 - [A. Hamilton, J. Laurens]
Doubts reviews
George Frederick thought he knew what he was doing; turns out he couldn't have been more wrong. Set in the 'For the first time I'm thinking past tomorrow' verse.
Hamilton - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,052 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/25/2017
