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Normal POV
Eight months...
It's been eight months since Lucy has smiled an actual smile.
Since she has last hung out with Erza, Gray, Natsu, and Lisanna...
Since she started to be ignored by almost the whole guild...
There few that would wave or chat with her, and it was enough to keep her in the guild. The Thunder God Tribe, Laxus, Gajeel, Wendy, Charla, Happy, Juvia, Lily, Romeo, and Makarov. They were her family. The others weren't...
They used her.
They left her.
They hurt her.
Physically and mentally.
They forgot her...
"Everything happens to what I love... So why..? Of all days to have forgotten me why did you have to forget me today...?" She asked herself as she sat in the darkest corner of the guild. Alone.
She hasn't cried since the day they had left her. She wouldn't and couldn't.
The only things the new Team Natsu would come say to her was how much of a bitch she was or how fucking ugly, stupid, and weak she was but that's it... Nothing more than that...
The normal Lucy would have cried every time she saw them but she didn't.
She kept the same face, it was straight and plain.
That was her only expression.
"Lucy, are you alright?" Evergreen asked walking over to said girl with Freed and Bickslow behind her.
Lucy shook her head.
"No Ever, I'm not. Today was the day my father died." She frown.
"Oh Lucy I'm so sorry to hear that!" She cried.
"It's not your fault Ever, don't apologize."
"But Cosplayer..." Bickslow intervened, "It's a sad day so why aren't you-"
"Shut up Bix! You know she refuses to cry anymore!" Freed scolded.
Just then...
"Awe, whys the bitchy slut crying now...?" Natsu mocked.
Lucy's bangs hid her eyes as she tried to avoid eye contact with him.
"Look at her Natsu! She really is pathetic! Hahahah! Bitch! Why don't you fucking die already?! Huh? Still hoping we will like you again! Hahahah don't make me laugh!" Lisanna pushed her down then pulled Lucy by the hair.
"Let her go!" Bickslow yelled.
"No." Lisanna whispered.
"Now, Lisanna!" Freed scolded.
"Just for you...? Hell No."
"LISANNA YOU FUCKING BITCH LET HER GO!" Evergreen got up from where she was sitting ready to fight.
"I said NO!"
Lucy sighed.
"Just get it over. Lisanna. Natsu." She looked at her new group of friends, "Don't try and stop them. This is what I deserve."
"Damn right!" Natsu agreed.
"FOR WHAT?! LUCY!" Bickslow yelled.
"For being weak. I almost had everyone killed." She whispered.
" Me, Wendy, Charla, and Happy, we're out the only ones fighting were Natsu and Lucy were protecting us. Eventually, Natsu was backed up against the wall and he couldn't get free. No more than a minute or two later Lucy let one slip past her and they started to best us and we lost too much blood. Then they had to carry us back to the guild for treatment." She announced making the whole guild glare at Lucy.
"Shut upand get it over with already," Lucy said. And so they did.
Lisanna and Natsu took her outside and started to beat her. Kicking her, punching her, using their strongest attacks on her. Everything. And all everyone did was watch.
There was nothing they could do.
As they were walking away Lucy rolled to her back, and when they were out of sight she sighed.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry for being so weak everyone." Just before she completely passed out.
Everyone just sat there.
Even Erza and Gray just sat there.
Lucy would never let that happen. She was string enough not to let it happen.
They knew she wasn't clumsy like that.
Something was wrong with what they were saying.
Then after looking at each other they left.
After a few minutes of being healed by Wendy, Lucy finally woke up.
"Ugh... I'm going home... Anyone want to come? I'm making dinner." Lucy stood up scaring Wendy.
"Lucy-san! You shouldn't be up! You should rest!"
"I should... But! I won't. I'm fine Wendy. I promise. If you are worried then come with me. I want to talk to everyone about something." She looked at the girl then at Freed. "Freed. I need you to wait here for Laxus. He needs to be there too. Try and have him at my house by seven. It's important." Lucy gave Wendy a "Thank you" hug and pulled the little girl behind her with Bickslow and Evergreen close on their tails.
"Wait Lucy! Are you sure you're okay? They beat you harder than normal." Evergreen asked walking faster to close the distance?
"Yeah Cosplayer!"
"Yeah. Yeah. Yeah." Bickslow's babies mimicked.
"I. Said. That. I. Am. Fine." She replied scarely making everyone cower in fear.
She sighed.
"I promise that I am alright. I just want to have everyone over, it's important. The guild just wasn't the right place to talk about it." She sighed a long heavy sigh and looked up at the clear night sky. "Aquarius..." Lucy muttered.
"Lucy-san?" Wendy questioned.
"I'm fine Wendy, I just want to get this over with." She said as she began to walk again.
"Say, Lucy." Evergreen called.
"Yes?"
"Do you remember that song you used to sing all the time? It was the song you sang without realising it." She remembered.
"Yeah. Why?" Lucy asked confused.
"Could you sing it for us? Please?" Evergreen begged.
"Please," Bickslow also pleaded.
"I would like to hear you sing Lucy-san, please!" Wendy bowed.
"Wendy! Don't pressure the girl." Charla said.
"Fine! Fine! I'll do it! Only one of you need to ask." She sighed.
"I take the pills...
To make me thin...
I die my hair...
And cut my skin...
I try everything...
To make them see me...
But all they see...
Is someone that's not me...
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire.
Why do I always feel
Invisible...
Invisible...
Everyday I try to look my best...
Even though inside I'm such a mess...
Why do I always feel?
Invisible...
Invisible...
Here inside...
My quiet head...
You cannot hear...
My crys for help...
I try everything...
To make them see me...
But everyone sees what I can't be...
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire.
Why do I always feel.
Invisible...
Invisible...
Everyday I try to look my best...
Even though inside I'm such a mess...
Why do I always feel?
Invisable...
Invisable...
Sometimes...
When I'm alone...
I pretend that I'm a queen...
it's almost believeable...
But everyone sees what I can't be...
Even when I'm walking on a wire
Even when I set myself on fire.
Why do I always feel.
Invisible...
Invisible...
Everyday I try to look my best...
Even though inside I'm such a mess...
Why do I always feel?
Invisible...
Invisible...
Lucy finished sad, but smiling.
While everyone, but Charla, was crying or had tears in their eyes.
"Why is everyone sad?" Lucy asked walking into her house considering they had just arrived.
"That was such a sad song." Wendy cried as Lucy held the sad gir in her lap.
"I'm fine, I felt this way after Team Natsu left me..." She sighed. "But! I'm over it now! It's fine."
Hey guys! Hope you liked it. So yes it's kinda a normal Lucy kicked of team story. I hope it was good. Look forward to my next update. Until then!
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Love,
E.C.