Father and Son Chapter 1: Father and Son, a death note fanfic

Pairing: L/Light

Summary: Love has no boundaries for love is sick causing you to do irrational things. A story in Soichiro's point of view focusing on the night he raped his son and killed himself.

Father and Son

I watch him daily not as I normally should but I have to. If I don't he'll be corrupted by the evil's of this world his sweet innocence will be tainted! I am the only one who can take care of him I am the only one who won't take advantage of him .My sweet only son you have grown into a very fine young man. You'll be leaving me and your mother's wing soon but if only I could touch you. I could hold you as I told you I love you. Not as a father but as something more…

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I peered through the crack in my son's room and grimaced. It was always the same. The red headed idiot smoking, no matter how many times I tell him not to in my house! The blonde munching on a bar of chocolate and blaring that pulsing inappropriate music. My eyebrows narrowed and my face heated up red with fury. Out of all of his friends I hated that one the most! The dark haired one they called L! He was a pervert just waiting to corrupt my sweet light!

"I finished my homework before you L!" My son said triumphantly as he smirked at the bastard and closed his book.

"No you finished the exact same time as me!" The bastard said offhandedly as he stretched while smirking. Light's beautiful amber eyes stared at the evil boy before him as they trailed up and down slowly. I refuse to lose to that punk! I gripped my tray of snacks and seethed. Must control myself.

"Mel change the play list!" Another puff of cigarette smoke littered the room.

"What is this?" The bastard said as he picked up one of Light's books and flipped through the pages.

"Put that back!" He found something and smirked, his perverted mouth growing wider.

"You sketch me?" Light lent dangerously close to that corruptor and tried to snatch it away! Move away from him I wanted to yell but that'll only get me back to another lecture about minding my own business. Damn punk how can I compete with that! I know if he goes too far I'll come in with the snacks!

The demon parted his legs causing my sweet innocent Light to fall on top of him. His face turned red and he didn't move. The demon sat up causing my son to fall into his lap and placed his hands on my, my light's lower back. I watched as Light's soft pink lips leaned in for the kill. Not under my watch!

"Snacks boys!" I said seething even more than before. As I assumed he scrambled off of his lap quickly.

"Dad Potato chips, Pizza bites and pop? I told you to get something sweet because L doesn't like salty things!" Oh I know that's why I didn't!
"Must've forgotten!" I said while pretending to sound sheepish.

He pushed me out of the room and closed the door.

"Goodbye Matt!"

"Goodbye Light see ya tomorrow!" See ya tomorrow means those kids are coming back, damn can they not stay away from me and Light!

"Goodbye Mello!"

"Bye Light!" Okay now all that's left is the bastard !

"Goodb-" He was cut off as that demon hugged him backwards and pulled him up a few stairs. Light giggled and pecked him on the lips. I glanced towards Sachiko she was ironing Light's uniform for tomorrow. I couldn't do much. A sloppier kiss was shared and he pressed himself closer to the demon and whispered something in his ear. He's advancing quickly I cannot lose to that evil pervert! The demon whispered back and my sweet Light left his evil clutches.

"Light time to tell your friend goodbye!" I tried to sound like I wasn't angry but of course I failed.

"Mom can L spend the night? It's Friday tomorrow and his dad can pick up his stuff and bring it over." Sachiko stopped with her ministrations and looked at the two. Please say I married a woman who can see that bastard for the corrupting demon he truly is!

"Sure it's okay with me!" Damn you woman!

"Absolutely not goodbye L!" Hell no!

"Why not!?"

"Because...just NO! and that is final!" His amber eyes were watering and the bastard held him close.

"Soichiro!" God damn it woman don't interfere! I ignored her completely and opened the door while saluting.

"Dad you just don't want me to hang out with a anybody besides mom, you and Sayu!" He ran up the stairs and the corrupter was about to follow him until I gestured strongly towards the door. He left quickly out of the door and I slammed it shut satisfied by the click of the lock. Why should he get to touch my light like that? What gives him the right to do those things!? What is the difference between him and me!? Enraged I went up to Light's room to comfort him.

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Oh mother! Light was curled up in a ball in that thin black t-shirt he always wore after school and thin cotton pajama bottoms. The shirt rode up a little revealing those sinful hips and killer stomach. Soichiro focus! I sat down on the foot of Light's bed and spoke.

"Hey you alright?"

"Why do you hate L so much!" He said with a sniffle.

"Because he's a perverted weirdo with no moral values and bad nutrition!" Might as well tell him the truth.

"But he's also smart, and funny and a little witty and…" He blushed then turned away from me and spoke more to himself.

"So hot..." I rolled my eyes and tried to hide my disdain. Light shifted and the shirt rode up higher. Control yourself don't do anything stupid!

"Will you let him spend the night tomorrow?" He blinked his thick lashes and stared up at me a devious glint in his eyes. He's already began to taint my beauty! I cannot allow this I can already see the future. He'll turn rebellious and disrespectful and god knows what he'll do to my sweet's beautiful body!

"NO!" I was speaking more to myself then to Light I can't let myself lose not to that freak. I've been with Light since the beginning why shouldn't I be able to touch him!? Why shouldn't I be able to love him!? It's so unfair! Before I could think or stop myself I was already on top of him.

"DAD WHAT ARE YOU-" I slammed my hand over his mouth and leaned into him. He struggled wildly against me but I just held him down tighter. I felt warm liquid spilling over my hand he was crying my angle was crying.

"Don't cry!" I cooed softly as I ran my hand up his shirt and massaged the hard yet soft flesh .I've waited seventeen years and this is so worth it! He screamed into my palm as I petted him right below his belly button. I ignored his panicked cries and eased off his shirt. I trailed my mouth and tongue up and down his chest and sucked on his pert buds.

I grew bored of that and began working off his pants. His muffled screams heightened and I kissed his tears away. But to no avail they kept coming. Couldn't he see that I loved him that was why I wanted to do these things to him!? Couldn't he see that!?

I pulled down his pants and briefs effortlessly and stared at my son's sex. It was limp but that would change soon. With my knees still holding him down and one hand still covering his mouth I undid my pants and pulled out my erected length. His eyes widened and his screams became more frantic.

"Shhh! Light baby don't you cry daddy's gonna make you feel good tonight!" Light always loved when I sang to him when he was a baby it would calm him down. I removed my hand from his mouth and just as he was about to scream I punched him in the stomach and knocked the breath out of him. If he was not going to cooperate he will be punished!

" Good little boys listen to their fathers." I positioned my penis at his mouth and he clamped his lips shut. I yanked on his hair and he still closed his mouth in defiance. I pinched his nose for a moment he would need air. His mouth opened quickly and I shoved myself into that sweet hot wet cavern. He choked and I slapped him in the face! I dare you to think about L now you only think about me! I slid harshly in and out of his mouth he bit down harshly and I cried out in pain.

"MO-" I slapped my hand over his mouth again glared. I was going to prepare but now he doesn't deserve it! I shoved into him dry and nearly fainted from the pleasure. So tight!

He screamed so hard his voice went hoarse. His eyes nearly crossed and he panted in short quick breaths trying to wriggle off of my cock. I slammed into him ruthlessly he began to bleed making the passage easier more slick. Light moaned in pain then passed out before my eyes. I continued to fuck him until I came heavily inside of him. I pulled out of him, fixed my clothing and tucked him under his blankets kissing his forehead softly.

I walked into the hall and Sachiko eyes me curiously.

"He fell asleep."

I woke up to pain something had made contact with my head that split through me like a hammer to a nail.

"What the hell!?"

"You touched my son! You fucking raped my son!" Sachiko swung the bat at me again and cracked me in the ribs.

"Sachiko wait!" I was too late she'd already swung and hit me in the face again.

"Where is Light!?" It was the first thing that came to mind.

"You will never know!"

"He's with that L kid huh!" I dashed forward avoided my wife's bat and ran down the stairs. She chased after me crazily cracking me in the back a few times. The pain was nothing compared to my fury.

Sure enough there my Light was curled up against that demon in their school uniforms.

"Why aren't you at school!?" I asked lividly as he flinched at the sound of my voice and sobbed into that bastard's shirt.

"How could you do that to your son!?" Sachiko hit me with the bat and I staggered to my knees.

"Why him Light? WHY HIM!" He grasped onto his shirt and he rubbed soothing circles into his back. I was hit again and again. Then everything went into a blur. L's parents coming and picking up him and my Light, my Light. Those dark eyes staring at me with hatred, disgust and pity. And Sachiko my wife sliding a small kitchen knife next to my limp body just in reach. She was seated away from me tears falling slowly. I eyes the knife and my wrist then the knife again. With the last strength in me I picked up the blade and dug three deep cuts into my left wrist. One fore the regret, one fore the pain and another for my son. I let what was, what is and what could have been fade away with the crimson.

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The end.

Review and maybe just maybe I'll write the story in Light's POV consider it the story with an after-story behind it.