The Christmas Trilogy

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Episode:- None

Pairing:- Sandra/Gerry

Rating:- M

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Summary:- Something special begins at Christmas

Author's Note:- Three little song fics that make up a Christmas Trilogy I wasn't going to bother publishing this but Beth has assured me it's worth publishing so here goes! Chapter 1 is lyrics from "Will you fall for me" by Delta Goodrem, Chapter two is lyrics from "I can't fight this feeling" by Reo Speedwagon and the last chapter is lyrics from "Amazed" by Lonestar. Hope you enjoy it and please review it would be lovely !

Will you fall for me

My head's full of thoughts

Thoughts of you

And I'm distracted so easily

Thinking what to do

There are so many people in the room I can hardly see you but I know you're there. At this time of year I always feel so drawn to you even more so than the rest of the year. There's something about the Christmas season, about the way everyone seems happier and seems to let their guard down that makes me wish I had the courage to tell you that I'm head over heels in love with you.

So unsure, so unfamiliar

Am I wrong do you think

That something could happen?

You catch my eye from across the room and smile and for a second I'm convinced again that you love me too. I'm given that split second of belief that if I just said something I could put an end to this agony and get exactly what I want. I've never felt for anyone the way I do for you and it scares the hell out of me. You walk toward me and my heart races as it always does at the thought that you're going to be close.

Will you fall for me

I need to know, the way I'd like you to

Will you fall for me

The way I've fallen for you

"You don't look like you're having much fun it's almost Christmas you know you're allowed to crack a smile." You harpoon me with those startling blue eyes the teasing in them making my blood run hotter in my veins and I wonder again if I should just go for it, and see if you could ever love me back. Is it possible that you reach out to me with that smile because you could love me or even that you already do?

I'm not acting like myself

And I'm playing the role of someone else

And my hearts beating so fast

I can't stop it

"There's too many people in here all pretending to like each other I hate these Christmas parties I don't know why I let you talk me into coming." Of course I know why I let you talk me into coming I let you because if you asked me to come with you to the ends of the earth I'd do it if I thought it would make you happy.

"Sorry look we've done our duty now and this wine is crap. Pub?" You've taken my arm and are dragging me out of the room and toward the exit. See you're doing it again, would you do this, would you be so gentle, so caring with me if you thought of me as just a friend?

And I'm so unsure

So unfamiliar

Am I wrong to think

That something could happen

"Sandra slow down!" You're laughing now as we reach the cold air outside and as you stop you've tilted your head and you're looking at me like there's something you want to say but just aren't sure if you should. Right now standing here in the middle of the street surrounded by Christmas lights and with your breath making clouds as you seem to breathe a little more heavily I can actually believe that if I kissed you you'd not push me away, that you'd kiss me back and I'd finally have what I really want.

"Well if we didn't get out of there quickly someone would have cornered us and we'd never have got away. Now come on Gerry its freezing and I need a proper drink." You're gone again striding ahead of me toward the pub and I'm left here staring after you watching the gentle sway of your hips and the way your hair strokes your back in the wind. Do you really have no idea what you do to me? Do you really not feel the same or are you just waiting? Waiting for me to say something, say something that tells you how I feel? Maybe it's time to do something about it, maybe it's time to bite the bullet and tell you it's Christmas after all the one time of the year when wishes really can come true.