Basic information about me

I edit by bio going down, so that means new information will be at the top, or near the top
I really, really hate when in the summer you sweat, but just parts of your face. Like near your nose and above your lip, and don't tell me it's just me, everyone sweats like this. I always hate when you're wearing glasses, or sun glasses and you sweat right where they meet your nose, it doesn't even have to be hot out for this to happen.
l am eighteen for a few more months
l have graduated from high school and am going to attend college
l am in fact a girl
I have to sing the ABC song when I'm listing out the letters or trying to find something that's in alphabetical order
I'm annoyed that all of the facts so far start with the letter I
I'm going to major in English Education and then I plan to get a Masters in TESL (Teaching English as a Second Language) My dream is to go to Japan but lately I've been thinking about what my life would be like and how utterly alone I would be if I did.

My moment of fangirling out in which I explain how I feel in depth though in a round about way

Speaking of Axel the creater revealed that he won't go in as much depth with the other Organization members as he has with Roxas which I think is a bit unfair, but as long as he at least tells us SOMEWHERE what happened to each of them I'll be ok. I mean I want to at least know how they all came to be nobodies, what happened to their Somebodies? And when they 'die' do they really die? What happens to their soul, do they return to the earth to be reborn again or maybe they find someone's heart to become a part of?

Because I mean, according to this: "When the will is exceptionally strong, the soul can live without both the heart and body, as was the case of Terra's Lingering Will; a suit of Keyblade Armor made animate by Terra's disembodied soul." That means that while the 13 'die' it doesn't mean that's the last we will see of them.

Ya know, while I'm on my rant about theories and such, does anyone else think that MAYBE Hayner and Lea are related in some way? The two look alike after all.

Speaking of Axel, I believe that he had a heart, or at least half of a heart and Roxas held the other half. Why you ask? "The heart is also responsible for emotions, as beings lacking one, such as the Nobodies, cannot feel emotions." Axel clearly was shown as having emotions, he was hurt when Roxas left and was upset when the boy didn't remember who he was. He was happy (somewhat) to help Sora as he wanted to in a way help Roxas. He had feelings and as such had/has a heart. I think (don't remember where I read it) that somewhere it was mentioned that he was different from other nobodies

Aha! Sorry my rant about Kingdom hearts is so random XD

"Naminé, however, backs up this notion in the written novel of the game in which she mentions that Axel never truly died, but rather faded into darkness where he would wander until he would find his heart." So THERE. He didn't die, no one will ever be able to convince me that Axel died, I am way too much of a fangirl to believe anything different and here's my proof. He's just wandering around waiting for me...ok maybe not me but still, he's still out there somewhere and he could COULD make a reappearance in the games. I say bring him back as an alley or something, while we're at it let's have Roxas run wild or hear him speaking with Sora every now and again.

Ramblings

I'm scared out of my mind about going to college. I have low self esteem and most of the time I believe I'm being awkward which makes me trip over what I'm trying to say and make me out to be a fool. I fear I'll have absolutely no friends and the work will be too hard for me to handle and I'll have to drop out.

On the other hand I feel like this will be the best time of my life and I'll be able to converse with people that hold similar views on the world and will make great friends for life.